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Title: Never know, Miyako Pov
Author: Reliasha Valentine

Summary: This is a Miyako's poem about her feeling for Ken as she is leaving Japan for England. These will be make into story if someone give me reviews. Please reviews for me if you want this poem to be write into
story. This is a companion to "Will you stay for me" which will be rewrite and rename as "Never Know, Ken Pov". I suggested that you read both poems when it up.

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I never know love hurt so much
Until I experienced it myself

I never know I love him so much
Until I saw him with her

I never know I am only a fan to him
Until he told me himself

I never know I will be crying over him
Until the moment he rejected and avoided me like I am a plaque to him

I never know that heart can be break
Until I felt it myself

I never know I will be leaving him and my homeland
Until I am standing in the airport terminal
Saying goodbye to my family and friends over the glass

I never think of whether I will ever forget and forgive him or not
Until Daisuke yelled at me to stop and wait for him to come

I never think of waiting for him to come
As I do not have a reason to

I never know whether he come or not
As I kept on walking toward the plane
With Daisuke calling for me and hitting furiously at the glass

I never know why Daisuke asked me to wait for him
As I know he will never come

I never know where fate will lead me
As I board the plane
With tears sliding down my cheeks

I never know whether I will move on or not
As I found a seat and sat down
While I turned my head and gave a last look at my homeland through the
window

I never know why so many memories flashed through my mind
As the plane started to take off

I know that I will have to forget about him
As this plane will take me to a place where I can start all over again
Where I can get rid of the painful memories

I know that you will always have a place in my heart
As to remind me of my unrequited love

Goodbye Ken
My first crush and love

Goodbye for now
And maybe... forever

But I will never know
Never know

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Reliasha: Oh, sorry to wait a long times to writes this. I think I better write a poem based on Miyako's feeling and also to change the Ken's poem to be a better one. Want this to be continued as a story of how they would be meeting again? Just give me reviews I want regardless of any types of comments. "Will you stay for me" will be changed into "Never Know", so that I can write all these into a story. Hope you will like this poem. Remember to review.