A/N: I'm really sorry it has taken me so long to update! I am actually doing this because I made a deal with Nialler_princess222 an update for an update! I hope you enjoy! Sorry if it's crappy!
Chapter 6: Wishing But Not Regretting Trusting And Believing
Severus Snape's POV(Didn't see that coming did ya?)
The common room was dead quiet, but that's how it always is. Tradition. I hate that word sometimes. We here aren't suppose to show emotion. We are suppose to have cold hearts filled with passion for the Dark Lord. That is the tradition for the next generations to follow. I've been asked if I regret my decision on following the Dark Lord. I've been told that I don't have to follow the crowds, that I can form my own path, but my answer is always the same. I have never followed the crowds nor will I ever. I have formed my own path, the one I am on. I don't regret my decision nor will I ever if things keep going. Through all this confidence though, I sometimes wished in the dark common room when I was alone that things were different, but still the same. I wish that Lily Evens was put in Slytherin with me, but she was not. I wish that I had never called he a mudblood, yet I still did. This time I cannot blame it on tradition because it was my choice to call her that, forming my own path. Now here I am in the common room with silence thinking yes I wish but I don't regret. I formed a path for myself. A path that will change everything.
Peter Pettigrew's POV(Yes I am very against this. It won't be often.)
Trust. This is a word used often by people who are close. You tell your parents that you trust them. You tell your friends that you trust them, but things are different when they say I trust you. James, Sirius, Remus, and I use that word to describe our relationship, our friendship. They have no idea though. Yes, I am aware that people think that I only hang around them for protection. While this is true, it was not always the only reason. It still isn't. Of course I like the protection, who wouldn't, but I was their friend, best friend. You noticed the past tense, correct? I have found a new master, leader, family. Perhaps it came to be because of fear. Yes that is probably right. I have a mission from the Dark Lord himself. He has the feeling that James Potter is going to play a large role in his powerful rise, therefore, he has given me the job of reporting to him everything that he does along with the people he is close to. I told the Dark Lord of the relationship his parents had with Dumbledore and himself. This was the cause of their death. Nobody suspects me. This is good because the trust of James Potter is important. That, and for him to keep believing he knows who his true friends are.
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