Why Me
Chapter 5: Slain
Why Me
Chapter 5: Slain
Spencer's POV
I really need to stop using Ice Lock. I sat up and it seemed I was in the middle of a battlefield. Freed and Bickslow were fighting… a dog and a chicken...ok I must be hallucinating.
I looked to my left and tried to sit up at what I saw. Lisanna was being held upside down by one leg by this white fatass motherfucker.
"Ice Dragon's Roar" he went flying into a tree
"Stay away from her" I said as I struggled to get up
"Hey stay down, you can't move" Lisanna said moving next to me
"heh, who needs moving" I said with a plan
"Ice Dragon's Wings" I sprouted my wings of ice and was ready to fight
As I took a quick look into her eyes I used the power only I had to see one's deepest desires. What I saw made my heart of ice freeze and shatter...she wanted Natsu more than anything. She would never love me.
I sank down in despair and my wings of ice disappeared. If I did not have control over water than tears would have fallen from my eyes.
"What's wrong?" Lisanna asked me
"Just go" I said not wanting to see anyone
I evaporated into the air(this is similar to Laxus' lightning teleport thing) and formed back to normal on the other side of the island. I lost my control and the tears escaped me. Whenever I love my heart gets shattered...I could never love. I re-equiped a pistol into my hand and stared at it for a good 10 minutes while thinking.
Would anyone miss me if I just pulled the trigger...no. I pointed the pistol at my head and was about to pull the trigger when lightning struck and surprised me, making me drop the pistol. Must be a sign that i'm not allowed to die yet...I haven't suffered enough.
"Spencer" Lisanna yelled
"Spencer" Levy yelled
"Spencer" Freed yelled
"Spencer" Bickslow yelled
"Spencer" Cana yelled
Best not make them think Grimoire Heart did this. I used my wings to fly to the top of a tall tree and re-equipped a rope. I started to tie a noose and when I was finished, I put it around my throat. A falcon made of ice formed in my hand. One last goodbye.
I spoke into the falcon that would hold the sound in until it reached Fairy Tail. "If you get this then I'm dead. I want you to know I treasured our time together. Let everyone know that this is a suicide note and Grimoire Heart did not kill me. One last thing, Alzack and Bisca just get together already everyone knows you like each other. Goodbye"
I sent the falcon off in the direction of Fairy Tail as I pushed myself off from the tree. Just as my neck was going to meet the noose a giant blast enveloped the island which knocked me away...I recognized this power...my dragon...Acnologia.