Me again! Sorry for all the notifications...these songs y'all are sending me are great! This one's Cosmic Love, by Florence and the Machine, as requested by Yani Cardaria. It's a Dark!Doctor one, and I had more fun with it than I probably should have.
Tired, he was so…tired. Tired and alone, and if there's one thing the Doctor should never, ever be, it's alone. The Ponds were…gone…gone, gone, gone, and he was alone, so alone…and tired…so very tired…
Somehow, he'd wandered, wandered down a hallway he hadn't seen in years, in centuries. And somehow, he'd gone through a door that he thought he'd deleted long ago. Not the room, no, never the room…but the door…he could get rid of the door.
It was all just as she'd left it…messy and overwhelmingly pink. Pink walls, pink bed, pink, pink, pink.
It still smelled like her.
Leave, he should leave, he should leave now, before…before…before he got stuck. Before he drowned in her scent. Before he forgot that she was gone, gone, gone, and never, ever coming back. Before he fell through the hole that her absence left in his mind, into the blackness of his own psyche…
He felt his knees hit the floor, and knew it was too late. Rose, beautiful Rose. Kind Rose. Loving Rose. Gone to another universe, another man. Another him. Losing her to himself was perhaps the worst part.
He closed his eyes, feeling the darkness well up around him. Rose had left him. The Ponds had left him. Everyone always left, in the end. Well, no more. He would be alone. He would take on the universe all by himself, and pity the creature that stood in his way. His tenth self had been a man that didn't believe in second chances. Maybe his eleventh self would be someone who didn't believe in any.
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