Twice The Trouble Twice The Love Chapter 12 coming at you! Wow this thing has gone on a while I mean I started it, in the beginning I just jumped right in with this idea I had in my head and I just kind of ran with it I never expected to really like writing it more or less but then I just got into it and the more I did the more it built in my head although like I said I do love the Louigan pairing I still like to sometimes cross into other territories and explore new horizons no matter how hated or taboo so I know this one may not be extremely well liked or well respected and to those who don't like it I am sorry you don't like it and there are a bunch of fantastic stories on here so check those out anyways I really go ahead and start writing….
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:::Meanwhile with Louise…:::
"Okay so there is this girl…"begins Louise who trails off slightly.
"Okay tell me everything and leave out no details, especially the dirty ones" says Logan excitedly.
"Oh shut it buttface it's not like that….sorta" retorts Louise sharply although muttering the last part under her breath.
"Okay then tell me what it is like then smartass" retorts Logan slightly defensively.
"Okay well there is this girl and she is not like anyone else I have ever met, I mean I can't really describe her, she just makes me feel these weird feelings, I mean yeah sure I have had crushes on guys before but not like this, and all those times, well you know…." Says Louise trailing off at the last part.
"Oh believe me I know, remember you did bitch slap me before kissing me once" says Logan sincerely.
"Act like a bitch get slapped like a bitch" says Louise jokingly with a grin.
"Oh I just so love your sarcasm, you know that" says Logan sarcastically.
"Oh I know it" says Louise sarcastically with a smirk.
"Look if you want my honest to god opinion I say you tell her, you cared about her or at least try to do something, I mean if you don't you could miss out on the greatest thing that ever happened to you, just take the chance and discuss how you both feel about each other" says Logan sincerely.
"Wow, You may not be as stupid as you look" says Louise sarcastically.
"Takes one to know one, but seriously tell her, your feelings, don't bottle it up" says Logan truthfully.
"As much as it pains me to say it, you're right, I will tell her tomorrow" says Louise sincerely with a smile.
"Do I hear a hint of thankfulness in your voice" says Logan playfully.
"Don't push it, Logan" says Louise in a playful serious manner .
Logan laughs through the phone.
"Oh hey also, I may need to stay at your house when I come down in the next couple of days" says Logan.
"What, come on, can't you stay with your parents" says Louise in an exasperated manner.
"And listen to my mother's bitching, all week, no way José" says Logan in an equally exasperated manner.
"Okay fine, drama queen, you can stay here" says Louise slightly begrudgingly.
"You're the one tripping out about me staying with you, and yet I am the drama queen, sheesh hypocritical much?" says Logan sarcastically.
"Whatever, mister, I am scared of my mommy" says Louise equally sarcastically with a smirk.
"I am not scared, of my mother I just don't like, getting bitched at!" says Logan slightly defensively.
"Mhm, sure" says Louise disbelievingly with a grin.
Logan sighs through the phone.
"Okay come on, cheer up little baby" says Louise mockingly.
"I am not a baby, I just don't like how bitchy she is" says Logan defensively.
"Well I can't say I argue with you, your mom is a bitch" says Louise agreeably.
"Finally, thank you for admitting it" says Logan simply.
"I never denied it, anyways, I got to go to bed, school and shit plus, I have a busy day tomorrow" says Louise with a yawn.
"Understandable, well goodnight, shithead" says Logan sarcastically yet sincerely
"Goodnight, fucktard" says Louise sarcastically yet sincerely,
Louise then lays down in bed, and thinks for a moment.
Okay so tomorrow, I lay it all out there, I finally tell Raven how I feel, but damn is it going to be hard, hardest thing I have ever had to do, I just wish that, there could be a simpler way, that maybe she could tell me how she feels first, but then again, I don't even know how she feels or if she feels similar to me, hell for all I know she will reject me on the spot, but she could have feelings for me, I just don't know, Oh my god! This is so frustrating!, why does this have to be so fucking complicated
:::Meanwhile with Raven…::::
Raven speeds off into the dawn of the day, the wind blowing through her hair as she rides along the barely populated road.
{I always like to go somewhere to think, and do I got a hell of a lot to think about. School my Mom…Louise great my mind goes back to the one girl who I potentially can't have. That's just fucking great on top of angsting about everything else in my life. I also have to think about the one girl I can't get, that one amazing girl who blows my mind everytime I see her. Who lights up the flames igniting my heart and soul dammit! I just need to stop focusing on her, on everything just clear my mind and unwind.} thinks Raven to herself as she speeds off down the road.
Raven then drives in silence for a couple of moments, before turning off the road and down a wooded area. She then comes to a complete stop and gets off. Putting her side stand down to keep her motorcycle from falling over.
Raven then hikes up a lone mountain in complete silence. Before finally reaching the top, Raven then sits down looking out at the town.
{This town is quiet usually quiet is never good, especially if you grow up as I did with the whole fucking world seemingly trying to kill you. So you always watch out for the quiet things because any damn minute somebody or something could hurt or kill you, basically life is pretty fucked up everybody has known this for well….a long time so no big surprise there I mean we all go through tough shit, so I guess it shouldn't matter that my life is so fucked up. we all go through tough things hell I would know that more than anything, but then just when all hope seems lost this girl in a pink bunny ear hat comes along….and suddenly things don't seem so bad. I don't know I mean all my life I have never had to care about anyone, and then she comes along and all of a suddenly it's like I can feel again I mean I have felt numb for so long. But Louise makes me feel something, something I thought I didn't have any more I mean I have never wanted to feel again. But somehow she makes me feel like I want to feel again but I don't know how to tell her that, I mean Jesus Christ I can barely admit it to myself let alone to her of all people. I just….don't know any more dammit I am supposed to be strong.} thinks Raven to herself in silence as she looks down at the town below.
{Maybe though just maybe, I could admit my feeling hell it is not like it would be the end of the freaking world. I mean worst thing that could happen is I get rejected and it's not like that hasn't happened before, even if it is a rejection from a girl I really care about…No I can do this I need to do this! I can't just spend my life agonizing over this. I just need to admit it and face the consequences no matter how hard the consequences may be, tomorrow I will just go for it and admit my feelings and get it out of the way. I just need to be strong and hope for the best while still dreading the worst} thinks Raven to herself as she gets up and dusts herself off.
Raven then hikes down the hill for a few moments in silence, until finally approaching her motorcycle.
Raven then takes a seat on her motorcycle, and starts it up before driving off.
{I just hope that she will feel the same way, I feel about her…} thinks Raven to herself as she speeds off into the night.
:::To Be Continued In Chapter 13:::