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Chapter 11

Tris' P.O.V

It's 5:30 am and i've been up for about an hour. I had a seizure while I was sleeping. Caleb had helped me then went back to bed about 45 minutes ago. I'm sure all the guys forgot to take there receiver off too. I'm sitting at the bottom of my shower. They're all most likely annoyed and tired. They'll all be really mad at me tomorrow and not talk to me. Four most likely won't pick me up. I grab the railing in the shower and slowly stand up. I start to get light headed and quickly sit down on the seat in the shower. I wait a few moments before standing up again. I turn the shower off and walk out. I stand in front of my floor length mirror. I see a lump on the right side of my right boob. I swallow hard. I quickly dry myself off. I put on normal panties and a matching bra.

I slide on my black skinny jeans. I put a white tank top on and grab my black Dauntless high sweatshirt on over it. I put on a pair of black Adidas track shoes. I keep my hair down. I put my head phones in a play the Wanted. I flip my hood on and Grab my backpack. I walk down stairs not even thinking about breakfast. I walk out the front door to see light trying to shine down and make the day brighter but I can't. It's clouded by dark depressing clouds. This kind of weather shows how I feel. I walk out of the gates not glancing at our morning guard. I walk down the street. My school is over 5 miles away. I walk for about 30 minutes. I didn't even realize that i'm the sketchy neighborhood. I sigh and stop next to the side of an old store. I lean up against the wall sliding down.

I look up at the sky searching for hope. I see nothing but dark evil spirits keeping the good spirits from helping me. I feel my phone buzz but I don't pick it up. I haven't taken the drugs that Clarence gave me. What's the point in living when it's painful. I have constantly occurring cancer, a constant epilepsy problem, I get bullied all the time, my parents are never home, my boyfriend is most likely only with my to break my heart when i'm on my death bed, all of these supposed 'friends' I made will most likely tell the whole school then the school will call me a freak. I can't win.

I stand up and continue walking to school. People bump into me and laugh. My hair falls down onto my face. I covers most of the right side of my face.I keep my head down while I walk. I'm about half way to school. My phone keeps buzzing. Finally I take it out and see 13 missed text from Four. I open the latest one.

Tris, Where are you i'm at your house with Caleb and I can't find you.

I sigh and tell him i'm walking to school. He texts back saying he's coming to get me. I sigh. why can't he just leave me alone. I don't want to talk. Not even 5 minutes later I hear tires screech next to me. I don't even look over. I hear a window roll down.

"Tris get in the car now!" I hear four yell. He seems really mad. I don't care. I don't answer him I just keep walking. I pull out my phone and turn the volume up. I keep walking. I feel someone pick me and I scream in pain. Four lifted me up by the chest and gripped really hard where my lump is. He throws me in my car. Like literally throws me. I never knew he could be so violent. I let more hair fall onto my face. Tears cloud my eyes. Four gets in next to me. Be buckles me in. He starts driving. I turn my music off. I take my ear buds out and slide them into my backpack, and put my phone in my pocket.

"Tris, how could you be so stupid! You just had a seizure not even 2 hours ago and you deiced to walk 5 miles to school!?" Four yells at me. I don't say anything I just keep my head down. We arrive at school 10 minutes later. Four pulls into a parking spot and takes the keys out of the ignition. I rip my keys out of his hands and walk into to school after locking the car after he got out. I ignore everyone that tries to talk to me. I don't even stop at my locker. Since only i'm aloud to keep my backpack with me. I walk to homeroom and sit in my desk. 5 minutes later Uriah comes and sits down next to me. I sigh and grab my notebook. I open up to my next page.

I grab my pencil and start drawing. I take out my phone and ear buds. I plug in my ear buds and put them in. I play my nightcore rave playlist. A few minutes later I think the bell rings but I can't hear it. My homeroom teacher comes over to my and rips my ear buds out of my ears.

"Miss Prior you can not have your phone out and listen to music." He says.

"Music helps me control myself." I say. I feel my arm twitch. Fuck. I slowly breath in and out. I clench my fist tightly. My head twitches. He gives me back my ear buds. I hear Uriah's Receiver go off.

"Attention! Tris Prior! Level 1! Repeating! Tris Prior! Level 1!" It says. at least it isn't as bad. Uriah get up and holds me still so I don't fall out of my desk. My legs start to twitch and I kick Uriah right where no man wants to be kicked. I hear a high pitched scream and Uriah falls onto the floor not holding onto me. I hear all the people gasping in the room around room. Uriah tries to get up. He quickly holds me from almost falling from my chair. Moments later my seizure stops. Blood is all over my desk dripping from my mouth and nose. My notebook is on the ground and opened to a page. It's a drawing of a dark angel. Black wings with red eyes. I just stare at the desk. Uriah comes and squats in front of my desk.

Caleb, Zeke, and Four all run in. Four runs over to me and crouches next to me. Caleb crouches on the other side and Zeke next to Uriah. Four rubs my arm. I slowly move my arms up. I grip the edge of my desk. Blood getting all over my hands.

"Tris... Are you okay?" Four asks softly. I don't answer. Everyone saw me have a seizure. Everyone will spread it through the school. Everyone will call me a freak. I'll be laughed at. People will tease me. I'll be treated like shit. I slowly look up. People are crowded around. I glance over at Caleb who is yelling at the Teacher. Caleb grabs something out of his pocket and throws it at my teacher. I slide my legs out from under the desk. Four moves back slightly so I can get my legs out. He grabs my legs and I shove him off.

"Stay away from me." I hiss. I slowly stand up. I gather my things scattered on the ground and shove the in my backpack. I walk out the class room and get weird stares from people. I run into the girls bathroom. I wash my face. I look at myself in the mirror and sigh. I take lots of hair and cover my face. The bell rings, signaling first period has started. I sigh and walk to first period.

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