Chapter 3:
"Right through here Kendall" Dr. Marshall said as she led Kendall through the ICU doors and down the hall.
They walked in silence. Kendall felt awkward around Dr. Marshall. "Here we are" Dr. Marshall said stopping in front of a large door.
"This is her room?" Kendall asked.
Dr. Marshall nodded. "Yes, I'll give you sometime but don't take to long we don't want people in here that long" Dr. Marshall said.
"Okay" Kendall said standing and staring at the door frozen afraid to go in.
"It's okay to be scared Kendall everyone's scared at one point" Dr. Marshal said.
"I know...it's just this is..."
"I understand just take your time" Dr. Marshal said before she left Kendall's side over by a nearby nurses station.
Kendall took a deep breath and walked into the room. He stopped in his tracks when he saw his mother. Jennifer had cuts, bruises, and scrapes all over her arms and face. She was so pale if he hadn't been told by Dr. Marshal she was alive he'd think she was dead because of how pale she looked.
He walked slowly over to his Mom's bedside, tears starting to fall down his face. "Oh Mom" he whispered collapsing near her bed he was kneeling by her side and gripped her hand and rested his forehead on her hand.
"Mom, I...I don't know if you can hear me but...you can't leave me Katie's gone...and I just if I lost you to I don't know what I'd do" Kendall cried.
He looked at his mother's face. "I love you so much don't forget that...just please wake up for me...and everyone else we need you please mamma?" he said. He closed his eyes and started crying again.
He sat on the floor just crying. He couldn't handle all this. "Kendall?" a knock at the door made Kendall jump up and wipe his face.
"Um...hi Dr. Marshal" Kendall said.
She smiled sadly. "It's time to go...let someone else see her" Dr. Marshal said. Kendall nodded.
"I'll see you later mamma" Kendall said kissing her forehead before leaving.
Kendall returned to the waiting room with red puffy eyes. "Logan...you...can go in now" Kendall said with a shaky voice.
Logan stood up quietly. He looked at Kendall he looked so heartbroken. Without thinking he pulled his brother into a hug. Kendall greatly excepted hugging his brother tightly and cried into his shoulder.
"I'm so sorry Logie" Kendall whispered.
"I know you are...I'm sorry I got so mad" Logan said.
"You had a right to be" Kendall said pulling away.
"Fight over?" Logan questioned. Kendall smiled.
"Fight over" Kendall said pulling Logan into a hug again.
"I guess it's my turn huh?" Logan asked. Kendall nodded.
He looked over at the doors. "I'm scared...the last time I was through those kind of doors I..." Logan said looking down tears falling down his face.
"Oh Logie...it's going to be okay" Kendall said. "If you need me just yell and I'll be there in a heartbeat" Kendall said.
"Thanks" Logan said.
"Your my brother I'm always here for you" Kendall said.
"Love you" Logan said.
"Love you too" Kendall said giving Logan one quick hug before heading over to James and Carlos who accepted him with a hug. Logan turned back looking at his friends and sadly turned around. Here we go.
Logan walked into the room. He felt like it was two year ago and he was here to see his parents. Everything unraveled in a minute. But he quickly regained himself he had to be strong.
He walked to Mrs. Knight's side. "I can't believe I'm standing here again...with a parent because of a car accident." Logan said.
"Why did that stupid driver have to swerve at hit you?" Logan asked. "Your my Mom you've always been my Mom...and you have to get through this I can't loose another parent I just can't please? Mamma please just get better if not for me for Kendall...he's so scared and lost I've never seen him like this before and it's scaring me if we loose you I don't know what's going to happen" Logan said.
"Please, please wake up" Logan begged tears running down his face by now. "I love you I have to go but I love you so much" Logan said before leaving the room.
Logan walked into the waiting room and spotted the guys with Kendall. "Guys" he said with a small whimper before running over and going into a three group hug.
James and Carlos held Kendall and Logan as they cried harder against there friends shoulders.
"It's going to be okay guys...it will be okay" Carlos said rubbing Logan's shoulder.
"Please let it be okay" James whispered.
