Kendall lied awake all night that night. He couldn't get to sleep. Everytime he closed his eyes he'd see his mother and sister's face and wake up back up not wanting to go to sleep. He couldn't he was so scared and confused what was he supposed to do?

For the first time in his life he didn't know what to do and that's what scared him the most he was always the man with the plan and now he had nothing. He let out a small groan covering his face with his hands letting some tears fall down his face.

He lied in his bed in silence for a few minutes until he heard small whimpers coming from next to him. He sat up in alert and turned to his roommate. Logan was sleeping in his bed next to him tossing and turning in his sleep small whimpers coming from him.

Slightly worried Kendall got up from his bed and walked over to his bed. "Loges? Logan wake up" Kendall said.

"What? What's happening?" Logan asked shooting up from his bed.

"Sorry I woke you...you were whimpering in your sleep I was worried" Kendall said.

Logan nodded. "Oh" he whispered. He glanced over at the clock but could hardly see it.

"What time is it?" Logan asked.

"Close to six in the morning" Kendall answered.

"God it's already morning" Logan said.

"I know I keep wishing this was all a nightmare and Mom would be downstairs making breakfast and Katie would be in her room sleeping" Kendall said.

Logan stayed quiet.

"But this is real isn't it?" Kendall asked teary eyed.

Logan nodded. "I don't want it to be real...I want to do yesterday over make it so Mom and Katie weren't in that car maybe I could have" Kendall said shaking his head.

"Kendall don't do that to yourself you could have never known that they would be in that accident because it was an accident nothing could have prevented it" Logan said.

"I just wish...I wish it would just go back" Kendall said.

"I know you do" Logan said pulling Kendall into a hug. "I do to...but we can't think what if right now it matter's what happens now" Logan said.

"I just want my Mom and my little sister back" Kendall said.

"It will be okay" Logan whispered hugging Kendall tighter.

They sat there for a few minutes before Kendall's phone started ringing. They pulled apart. "Who would that be this early?" Logan asked.

"It wouldn't be the hospital would it?" Kendall asked.

"I don't think so they have the home phone" Logan said.

Kendall nodded and looked down at the caller Id. "It's Gustavo" Kendall said. Logan groaned and laid back in his bed.

"Hey Gustavo" Kendall answered.

"I need you dogs in the studio today" Gustavo said.

"We can't go into the studio today..."

"WHAT?! What do you mean you CAN'T?!" Gustavo yelled. Before he could reply Kendall heard shuffling from the other end of the phone.

"Kendall it's Kelly" Kelly said.

"Hi, Kelly" Kendall said.

"What's this about you not coming to the studio? Did something happen?" Kelly asked.

"Yeah it did...My Mom and Katie were in a car accident" Kendall answered.

"Oh Kendall sweetie I'm so sorry are they okay?" Kelly asked.

"Mom's in a coma she's in the ICU we don't know what's going to happen to her" Kendall said.

"What about Katie?" Kelly asked.

Kendall let out a small sob at Katie's name. "Katie she's...she didn't make it" Kendall said.

Kelly was silent.

"Kelly?" Kendall questioned.

"Kendall where are you boys?" Kelly asked.

"The apartment they wouldn't let us stay at the hospital" Kendall said.

"Okay we're going to be there as soon as we can okay?" Kelly said.

"Um...okay yeah" Kendall said.

"See you soon" Kelly said. They hung up.

"What's up?" Logan asked.

"Wake James and Carlos up Gustavo and Kelly are coming over to the apartment" Kendall said.