A/N I have a lot of chapters of this written but I am only going t update if I get reviews. Not even tons... I'm not review needy, I just like to know people are actually reading.

Sam's POV

Bella comes storming in the house and tells me she's not working today, I can fire her if I want. I tell her it's fine, it's my day off so I will work. Not a big deal.

"If Josh is stupid enough to show up here with Lizzy tell him he can go screw himself." She orders and then storms up the stairs.

Josh does show up just as I'm walking out the door but with no Lizzy. Must be with the slutty babysitter as Bella calls her.

"Is she here?" He asks.

"What the hell did you do to her?" I ask him.

"She kissed me."

That is not at all what I asked.

"You rejected her?" I ask him confused.

"Not exactly. I just pulled away and she flipped out and ran out the door."

"So you were OK with her kissing you and you would have continued on to who knows what and she just mistook your pulling away as rejection?"

"Look Sam I know you think I'm a waste of a person and I probably am but I care about Lizzy and Lizzy loves Bella so can I please just talk to her and apologize?"

"The problem is I don't care about Lizzy either and I would prefer Bella not be involved with her so… no. You cannot see her. But if you were to see her would you be apologizing for rejecting her or taking advantage of her?'

"She kissed me and I will talk to her. I know I abandoned you and I don't deserve to be forgiven for that but Lizzy didn't have anything to do with that and Bella loves her. And from what Embry says she doesn't love easily but when she does she loves hard and she doesn't get over it easily."

"Yeah that's what I'm afraid of." I mumble. "I have to go to work so go home and leave her the hell alone. You do know that if comes down to him having to pick a side Embry will pick Bella's side right?"

I don't wait for an answer, I just get in my truck and leave him standing in the driveway hoping he's smart enough to leave her alone.

I tell Embry about it when I get to the shop and he's all concerned about all three of them to the point he can't focus so I tell him to just go home. Luckily it's a slow day. I really need to hire a 4th person, Bella's not all that dependable but she's good when she's here. Really good, plus I love her so there's that too.

Embry's POV

Sam comes and tells me Bella's throwing a fit and Josh came to talk to her without Lizzy making me wonder where the heck Lizzy is because Bella fired the babysitter. I guess Josh could have unfired her considering Bella has zero firing authority over Lizzy's babysitter but I don't see that happening since the babysitter was using his house to screw her boyfriend.

I go home to check on Bella and Josh is gone so that's probably a good thing.

I knock on her bedroom door and she yells "go away Sam or come in Embry." I laugh and walk in and sit on her bed.

"I can't help out with Lizzy anymore so I think the jerk is going to have to hire her a full time nanny. I'm sorry but I'm sure you can keep her whenever you feel like it." The funny thing is while I love Lizzy I would rather her have a nanny. I don't love being with her every second I'm off but Bella didn't want Josh to hire a nanny because she was afraid the nanny would just take over Lizzy's life. She has trust issues. And people issues. And daddy issues. And she's probably considered an alcoholic.

"What did Lizzy do?" I ask her and she looks at me like I'm an idiot.

"She froze up my Kindle and spilt juice on my bed and she bit me a couple of times. But this has nothing to do with Lizzy."

"Yeah I know I just didn't want her to be your excuse when I asked what Josh did?"

"You're a jerk. You're just like him." Yeah now she's just being mean.

"Can you please just tell me what happened?"

"I kissed him, it was stupid. I need to stay away from him."

"Did he kiss you back?" I ask her because I know there is more to it than her kissing him. Pissing Sam off isn't that big of a deal to her.

"Yes and then he stopped and then I ran. Oh… I have a date with this guy, not married before you ask, can you cover for me with Sam? I don't want to listen how great Jake is."

"No, I like Jacob. He's good for you, he makes you happy. So does Lizzy. Look I get that you don't need to be involved with Josh but that doesn't mean you can't hang out with Lizzy."

"Jerk." She mutters.

"Can you tell me what happened before you kissed him?"

"I was so mad at him, like wanted to hit him furious and I was just trying to leave!" She tells me getting mad just talking about it.

And there it is. She actually has feeling for Josh. She only gets mad at people she cares about. She gets highly annoyed at just about everyone but only angry at those she cares about which is up to this point Sam and I. Well there was the one time she time she tried to kill Charlie but that was pure hate that came out of rejected love.

The question is… is it real love or it is teenage daddy issue love?

And it is going to end up breaking her heart?