I pulled a piece of my hair behind my ear as I walked into the kitchen. "Want any breakfast, honey"My mom,Stormie, asked me but I declined. I wasn't in the mood to eat. I don't know why, but i've been a little down lately, but i've been hiding it from my family and friends. They always see me as a happy and silly person so that's how I act around them even when I wasn't in the mood. I grab an apple then head to the backyard. Once I get there I see Ross, Rocky and Riker in the pool while Ratliff and his girlfriend Kelly was sitting on a lounge chair together cuddling. I sit on the other side of the because I didn't feel like having to talk and engage in conversation. Ratliff and Kelly dating was probably one of the reasons i've been low, but it's not because i'm jealous or anything, yeah I might have a little crush on Ellington but i'm happy for him, I just don't understand why i'm almost 19 years old and I have never had a boyfriend or had my first kiss. I mean am I that bad? Am I ugly? Why don't people like me? I shake those thoughts out of my head once I get a text. I was from my friend Vanessa Marano. It said 'Hey Delly, do you feel like hanging out today'? I replied back 'No I just want to stay in the house today'. She replies back saying that she'll 'stop by with ice cream, magazines and sad movies'. Vanessa knew what I was going through because she was the only one I told, The only one I trusted. Before I ended the text I replied with an 'ok' and with that I went in to the house.
A/N:So do you guys like it? I was wondering if I should continue it or not. Tell me if I should or not.