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Doover Two: (Swan Song) Till next time Mrs. Gilmore
Jess's Point of View
I was arriving late and the thought of having to tell Rory that a bird wait a swan beaked me was not in my categories of fun time. But neither was being coerced to meet her grandmother. It actually bugged that having to date Rory meant I signed up for the rest of her family. When her mother or shall I say best friend couldn't even stand me but the truth was neither did I. Their relationship bewildered me, Liz and I couldn't even sit through dinner nonetheless be buddies. Actually I don't ever think we actually sat down to eat dinner at all.
I feel the cold breeze hit me as I step out of the car. Makes me instantly want to step back into the car where I know it's warm and safe. But I wasn't about to wuss out or be an ass to Rory. I had already had to deal with the conversation with Lorelai about treating Rory right. And I wanted to. She was the first person I could actually relate to. So here I go ringing the doorbell. As soon as she opens the door her eyes bug out. Big blue surprised eyes. "What the..?"
"Hey" I say shyly. And in that moment I knew I could be a complete ass or I could try for the girl with the big blue eyes. I smirk at my thoughts.
"My grandma is in the kitchen checking on the food you have less than 15 seconds to tell me how that got on your face"
"Your cute when your mad" She stares at me
"Ah the withering stare gets me again" I say sarcastically
"Jess" "I promise I'll tell you on the way home"
"Can I get a hint?"
"Ill leave you with this it wasn't a person" and with that I knew I stump her. The rest of the night was spent listening to her grandmother yammer on about her stock in Wal-Mart and weather I eat meat. And I would nod try to say more than a word. And gave a half smile. And though I could see occasionally Rory would look at me with steam. Dyeing in curiosity on my black eye. As we started heading for the door. Her grandma started saying "Are you sure you don't want to spend the night here?"
"I'm sure. But thanks grandma" Her grandmother attempted to give a smile but it looked so awkward like she was pushing all the muscles in her body to be a person.
"It was delightful"
"Till next time Mrs. Gilmore" that's when she gave me a face like I told her she needed to skin a cat. Priceless. And with that the awkward night had ended and then began yet again in my car. Thankfully my car decided not to work the radio and by thanking it I began hitting the radio.
"Jess are you going to tell me about the unicorn that gave you a black guy and somehow magically hit you with the nice stick. You were great"
I was?...we're we in the same table but I just nodded and gripped on the steering wheel. I can do this. I can let her know that a stupid swan beaked me. Cuz relationships are about trust or whatever. I hear her yet again say "Jess"
"a swan!" I yell in desperation of my own thoughts. Staying quiet saying nothing doesn't mean I don't think of anything. I overthink.
"A swan?"
"it attacked me the swan"
"Are you serious? Jess I thought you were a better liar"
"I'm not lying" is she serious right now? I'm trying to be honest that's what relationship are. God I mean I hanged with your Grandma and didn't say huh all night. Then I felt her staring at me and realized I just said the last part outloud. She smiled and then the smile transpired to laughter "You got beat up by a swan" she said between her chuckles and though I wanted to stay tuff and feel embarrass for myself I couldn't help but laugh with her. We made it to her house and though I wanted to spend more time with her. I knew who I was dating and the fear of being in a house alone with me. Would lead to something she wasn't ready for. Then I hear her say "Do you...um...do you want to stay?"
"yeah" and although I should've asked if she was sure. I just couldn't. I just I don't know. We get into her house and I started trying notice anything to grab onto. But I didn't take long to find something because she kind of fell into my arms. And at first it just started as kissing then it went into touching. And she began pushing into her room. I felt confused and yet so incredibly turned on. As we lay on her bed making out. I feel her trying to reach her hand to take off my shirt "Rory..I"
"I'm ready" Those words rang in my ears. They were the words I was waiting for months now. But then I realized I haven't carried a condom since the summer. "Rory we can't" Her blue eyes seemed sad.
"Not because I don't want to."
"Well that makes me feel better"
"Rory what's the rush?" oh God did that just come out of my mouth who the hell was talking.
"It's just we may never get this alone time again"
"When the time is right we'll get it" and although I was trying to convince her I really was convincing myself. She's turned me into a sap. I guess she was content with my answer and she lay on my chest. I knew I had to leave and I see her beginning to fall asleep "Please stay" and though I knew Luke would kill me. I couldn't say no. I mean Lorelai said to keep her happy right? Or at least that's what I heard and something about the beach boys. I kiss her forehead.
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