Sakura`s POV
In her bed
7:00 AM
I woke up fully rested, and ready to go. That is untill the memories came flooding back into my mind of what happened last night. Did I really just do that with him? I felt dirty and maybe felt like a whore as well. I was scared to look behind me, and see if he was there beside me, but I looked anyway. He wasn`t. Grand, I just let him have a free fuck out of me last night. I closed my eyes and shook my head in disgust at myself.
I got out of my bed...well his bed, and headed to the bathroom. I needed to erase the feeling of him over my body. His smell was all over me, and it smelt good. HE had smelt good, but he is a selfish prick who uses people. Yet, that other side of him was really sweet, and he was gentle with me last night other than the first time. I rolled my eyes at myself for trying to make me feel better. You didn`t picture your dad with him last night did you? That`s new. My inner self talked to me, and it was right. I only saw him last night instead picturing my father. Weird.
When I walked out of my room no one was in the wing. What`s going on? I heard Naruto`s door slam, and he came running out. "Naruto what`s going on? What`s the rush" I yelled at him as he ran past me. "It`s visitation day!" He screamed back with a huge smile, and ran out the main wings door. Wait... the main door is open? What`s up with security? Ever since I`ve been here they don`t seem to take it seriously.
I walked out the main door of our wing. No one is coming to visit me today, so what do I do? I sighed, and kept walking. I decided I would hang out in the outdoor trails in the little woods they had. They were used for practice sometimes, since you could leap from tree to tree. "Sakura wait up!" I turned around and saw Brittany running up to me. "What`s up?" I asked as she slowed her pace and started walking with me. "Nothing, waiting for a few more minutes. My parents should be here soon. Why are you out here? The visitation isn`t held here." I clenched my fist and looked down at the dirt as we walked. "Oh...right I forgot. I`m sorry Sakura. When people don`t have visitors they usally come out here, but not many people do since most do have visitors besides Gaara and myself. Gaara never has visits though, so he is always out here, be careful." She smiled at me. I stopped and started to reconsider if I should be going this way now. "Maybe I should go somewhere else" She laughed at me as I stayed worried. "Didn`t seem like y`all two had a problem to me. After what I heard last night, that`s the last think I would think." She winked at me, and my heart stopped with my face long gone with the word "pale". She patted my shoulder "Don`t worry I`m not going to tell anyone. Well I will catch you later, my parents should be here soon."
I kept walking down the trails going deeper and deeper into the forest. It was so pretty back here, besides the few cameras I saw. I wonder when I will be able to leave this place. What will I do when I do? I sighed as wind blew and stirred up a bunch of leaves in front of me. I closed my eyes and listened to the sound of nature; it was beautiful. "ha" I heard a chuckle far up in the trees, but I couldn`t distinct where. "Who`s there!?" I stood as if I was about to fight... that is untill I fell to the ground. I was mid-air on a cloud of sand. That instant I knew it was Gaara taunting me. The sand brought me high into the trees onto a branch, and sat me right beside Gaara. "You never take your medication do you?" I looked down from the branch we were sitting on. He was reading a book on being... Kazekage? "Hn...why?" I looked at him as he spoke, but he never looked back at me. "BECAUSE! if your don`t take your meds your just going to keep taunting me with that damn sand of yours!"
I smiled at him, and he closed his book and looked at me. "No... last night" My heart stopped. I was hopping he forgot, but my lucks horrible. I sighed and looked down again. "You know Naruto was so happy this morning about visitation, and Brittany seemed happy too! OH, that`s right I forgot, I need to go thank naru-" I was slammed to the into the tree trunk with sand. It held me in place with only my head exsposed. "Your dodging the question!" Gaara looked at me with anger. " I DON`T FUCKING KNOW OKE-" cut off again, but this time it wasn`t from sand. Gaara`s lips were firmly pressed against mine with his right hand holding the side of my face. What`s going on?
"I don`t like mind games..." Gaara hopped off the tree and onto the ground and started to walk away. Before he was fully gone from my view, he turned around. "Oh, by the way... you only have a month left here." The sand around me left and went to Gaara`s side. I couldn`t say anything because almost in an instant Gaara vanished in a cloud of sand. A ...month...
One week later
Sakura`s POV
1 AM
In the living room area
"Can`t sleep either uh?" I looked over my shoulder as naruto walked over to sit beside me on the couch. I had the tv on, but wasn`t watching anything. "Yea, I guess so" I smiled at him as he sat down. "So... you and Gaara... or should I say your sensei, have been practicing a lot recently" I shrugged my shoulders and all of a sudden he hugged me. " I know your leaving soon. I`m going to miss you! I also know that`s why you're having to train with Gaara so much... I need to tell you this now, so... I really like you sakura" He pressed his lips against mine and my eyes flew open. I felt like my body was being crushed, I didn`t like this not one bit, but I let it happen. He leaned me back on the couch, ands that`s when I notice he was shirtless. There were scars all over his body, worse than I`ve ever seen. I guess that`s why he was put in here.
He pinned my hands above my head, and kissed at my neck while his other hand ravashed my chest. "Sakura you don`t know how bad I`ve wanted you" he pressed his lips to mine again. I was a lost of words and couldn`t say a thing. What could I say? "Whoring around?" I heard a deep voice ask. Naruto stopped kissing me and looked up and so did I. There stood Gaara with his arms crossed behind the couch staring down at us. "Gaar-" "Shut it!" He looked from me and then back to Naruto. Sand wrapped around Naruto`s throut and he was lifted off the ground. "Is she worth it? Using her just so you can kill her? This place disgust me as it is... and then there`s you" I watched as blood seeped through the sand around Naruto`s neck. He was flung across the room and slammed down onto the ground. "His clan is the one who killed yours. You show disrespect for your family. Get up!" Gaara looked at me with angry eyes. My eyes were wide with shock and I looked at Naruto, who just looked away, agreeing with what Gaara had said.
Once back in my room, as soon as the door closed, I was pushed up against it. Gaara was holding my legs up against his waist while my back was pushed forcefully on the door. "Gaara?" I looked in his eyes which seemed determined and some other emotion. "Him? That`s who you wanted to fuck tonight? You know I`m not upset that I raped you, and it`s gonna stay that way if you just whore with him." He pushed up against me some more, rubbing his crotch against mines. "You tried to kill me too you know!" I closed my eyes as his hands on my thighs tightened their grip. "You must have a thing for people who want to kill you than." He SMILED at me. That`s something new! He nipped at the bottom of my ear. "STOP DAMNET! You tell me to not play mind games with you, but look what you're doing to me! I`m leaving this hell hole soon, and guess what, ima work on reviving my clan! I don`t need to fall for someone who only will use me and will probably kill me! I need someone who will stay and help me with this, and that`s clearly NO ONE here!" I shouted at him and pushed him away. His smile was gone and he stood there as I walked to my bed. He went to his bed and grabbed two pillows and his blanket, then walked out the room. Funny how things work uh?