Heyyyy! It's me, Liv here~ Sorry sorry sorry kinda stuck on this chapter for a while [dude my hw is terrible, we got standardized testing and nightmarish robot competition that is building a robot form total scratch] AAAAA My life is a mess. Just realized my neighbor is really cute LOL:D
Learning Romeo and Juliet and got stuck with Romeo[the pain of being in an all girls group] for the project :'( On the bright side I get to do the fight scene! Yeah
Hope you guys like this! [I honestly hope I could write more, sorryyy]
Thank you guys so much reading, it means a lot to me :)
Logan's POV
There was a girl in my memory that I never want to forget yet I never could remember. In my memories of her, I can see our surrounding perfectly, hear her harmonious and carefree laughter clearly, and feel her calming and soothing presence, yet, when I try to see her, she is invisible. I only vaguely remember her appearance in words, but words can't do her beauty and aura justice. Her dark chocolate hair cascade freely down to her shoulder with her beautiful innate auburn-gold streaks that shining through. Those beautiful streaks that I secretly love yet she desperately trying to hide as she was constantly being tease for being a freak with those. Sometimes the end of her hair would naturally curl up a little but not too much. When she run, her hair bounced with her each step she took, it was adorable. She was beautiful on the outside as she was beautiful in the inside, always believing the good in everyone, even the ones who are not-so-nice to her, always so forgiving. I remembered I promised to myself that I will protect her, forever and always.
She was not a ghost. When race back to my house after school, my mom would always happily greet her because she was such a polite, funny, cute child. We would camp out in our backyard waiting for the sunrise [our favorite time of a day], go fishing in the pond behind my house however end up splashing each other with water, and play roles in the forest near us [and I would always be her prince and she would forever be my princess when we were younger]. We were inseparable, despite me being a year ahead of her and she being the smart kid who started school early. We always knew we would have each other's back and be with each other no matter what happens.
These were the good old times. Afterwards, I realized every second with her was pure bliss.
Everything went downhill one day when I woke up to a feeling of hollowness inside of me. At first, I couldn't figure out what had happened. The only thing that was out of ordinary was that I can't remember anything about yesterday. As I searched deeper into my memory, I felt like someone is missing. However, no matter how hard I try to remember that one person, nothing came up. I asked my dad about it, there was a wave of sadness and shock washed over his face, as he explained that I got concussion from falling out of tree yesterday. As real as it sounds, I am 100% sure it's all a lie. Even though I was younger back then, my power still allowed to know whether or not if someone's lying or not. As curious as I was, I dropped the topic, since I am not going to get any info out of him. I was going to find it out myself. I searched through my memory and realized that every memory associated with the person had a black hole in them.
Luckily, some memory flashed back to me when I visited certain places. And with that, I was able to fit them into pieces and remember the girl I described before.
I also vaguely remembered the day when everything went wrong. There was a really big melee with guns and other weapons. There was a van; men in black came and took the girl. I tried to chase the van down with all the commotions around us, but was knocked out. I felt hopeless. And I had failed her.
I promised to protect her, no matter what happens. I promised to be with her, where she goes. But now, looking back, I was pathetic, useless, and hopelessly knocked out on the day when she was taken from me forever.
I struggled to keep my eyes open and alert, as the darkness threatened to control me. The last thing I heard before she was taken away was a chilling, "Hail H.Y.D.R.A."
Then I was a goner.
The second I remembered the encounter was the second I started my immeasurable hatred towards H.Y.D.R.A. Three years ago, I would have never understood why I hate them so much. However, just recently, I uncovered the reason deep down in my heart. After all these years, I couldn't believe I hadn't figure it out earlier.
I was in love with her. I was in love with my best friend. I was in love with a girl I couldn't remember. I was in love and still am. I can't get over a girl that I don't even know if she is alive or gone. I am in love. I am insanely in love. I am still in love with her despite all the other girls [these girls basically used me to gain whatever they want, and after a while it got old. You can't blame me for using them after a while] I dated to fill the hollowness that I now known as longing, a longing for her and only her.
And ya think Romeo and Juliet is tragic? At least they both know how each other is right now. I don't even know if she is alive! Or worse, what if she forgets me and have no feeling for me? My life is a living hell suffering from the agony, with no medicine to alleviate the effect she has on me.
****! This is absurd, I don't even know if she is alive or not. Why do I even bother?
I train hard and strives for the best along with my best friend Frost and Rider, they understand my pain caused by H.Y.D.R.A. And they know the real me, seriously, they are the best friends one can ever ask for. To an outsider, I might be a playboy who cares about nothing. The truth is, I care about the protecting the innocents from H.Y.D.R.A., a threatening organization that wants to dominate the world. It's like my promise towards that girl. All the girls that date me and the ones I date means nothing. Sure, it's fun and stuff. But I never felt anything as strong as I have towards that mysterious girl. The only reason I dated all these girls is basically me pathetically trying to get over that feeling, trying to get over her.
I am in love and uselessly broken inside.
Kissing the girl I am currently kissing is just me trying to mitigate that longing and hurting feeling. Sleeping with them is just me trying to numb myself for the night when that feeling is unbearable. Only training, hanging out with my friends, and those stuff can keep my mind off her.
Walking with a true friend towards Fate Court with the intention to save our other friend's sorry a** from his girlfriend is truly entertaining. Flirting with the girls talking to us is pretty fun. It's good to be back school. I can keep my mind of things, and train to serve my country and the world.
The world around me shook the second I saw her.
Her long chocolate hair floated around her as she turned her head and laughed. Her clear laughter un-locked something deep down inside of me. For the first time in at least three years, there were explosions of heat, deep in my stomach. I never have that feeling this intense before.
I saw Elsa smirking at me so I quickly raise my eyebrows to give her a confused look and quickly mask my emotions. My reputation can't afford this. I turn around to talk to Flynn to mask it all up. I don't know what I said.
All is lost when her gaze fell on me, as she turned around. And that instance, my world shattered. She is petite, with a dancer's physique. A small round face with innocent almond eyes. Her dusty pink lips, soft, full, Cupid's bow; I can suck on them all day long. You can see the beauty in her detailed features. She is exotic; her features are not western enough to be Caucasian yet too deep and intricate to be Asian. However, she manage to find a perfect balance between those two. She is not curvy like the girls I date. However, her slim, petite body frame is just as or maybe more refreshing and appealing to me. I can feel the heat rising up. All I want to do is push her into the wall behind her and make out with her right on the spot. Funny, how the only times I feel like are the times when girls are trying really hard to seduce me. Yet, I felt the same when she just stood there and looked at me, with her right arm bent and her right hand on her left arm. She looks so perfect standing there. (*Ha ha get it? 5os fans) I want to know how she feels about me, but let's face it all ladies secretly love me [ego much?], so I turned on my "radar" [aura sense] and tried to read her. Nothing. Wait what? I squinted harder, there were no aura coming off her! Is there something wrong with my sense today? I looked around room only to realize everyone else's aura is radiating beautifully, so I looked at hers again. It's blank. This is not right. Even when one is not feeling nothing, there is got to be something radiating off that person, for example, a white mist, the normal aura coming of a person. But hers is just clear, there is no light around her! She has no aura! This is impossible.
Then the nauseous hit me. I clench? the wall for support. The world is spinning above my head and under my feet. My stomach is disobeying me. This is such an off day for me. The nauseous is not stopping even after one minute. There was an audible "crash" in the room, but I am too busy to fight the nausea to care about anything else. I can feel sweat beads forming on my forehead and my knuckles turning white as I use the wall for support, trying not to fall. A second later, it all stopped. It's gone like it was never there to begin with. The only evidence of its occurrence was my sweats and that bit of lingering feeling in my head.
When I look up, Kristoff and Rider are looking at me with concern. While Frost stared towards something on the floor with shock along with a thousand other emotions. I traced his line of sight and found the girls, well, three of them, hovering over something on the ground. What happened? Where did the brunette go? I wondered. Just as Punzie started to sing her healing song, I noticed the pool of chestnut hair on the ground. Pieces started to come together for me. That girl fainted? Interesting. Flashes of red in her hair caught my eye. I squinted against the sun, it appears to be some cooper highlights. The copper-color locks looks natural against her normal hair color and framed her features quite beautifully.
Wait what?
Oh ****.
Auburn-copper.
…
****!
She is not her.
Is she?
Holy ****.
Im's POV
Everything is going great! Everyone's so nice especially my roommates, they are like the big sisters I never had! Anna is full of energy and hyper. Punzie is super fun to be with. And Elsa is just the perfect combination of greatest personalities! We totally had an epic debate about who's the cutest British actress. :D After a while, Flynn came in and I wanted to beat the crap out of him. It was so unexpected! So this is where he went! He could've called! Normally, I'm not a violent person, but I mean you can totally understand my point of view, right? And I'm pretty sure a little sister would want to beat their brother down, just like Flynn and I. Honestly, I think a girl like Punzie, deserves so much better than Flynn. [How did that happened?] Kristoff is really nice and a tad bit on the shy side just like me. We totally understand each other. We were having a really nice time exclaiming about how amazing this school is when I noticed him staring at me as I turned around.
I never seen a better looking guy in my whole entire life. [Then again, what do I know, I've only have my memory for, like, three years] He is even better looking than most British actors. I love how his messy dark brown hair catches the light, making some strands lighter than others; how his chiseled face stands out from the soft sunlight in the room, giving the sharp cold edges a hint of warmth; and how his hazel eyes are bright like the morning sun, yellow, green, brown, blue, and gold dances across them. And do I really have to mention that muscle? It's distracting, k? I mean how do you even get that much muscle that's on the border of being not-to-ripe and really-ripe. Oh wait, it's a spy school so it's possible. But still!
Stop obsessing! You don't even know him! I battled with myself.
But you have to agree his pretty good-looking.
That doesn't mean you can have a crush on him?
Wait, what? A crush?
Duh. Dummy.
Oh no.
Told you. Quit fangirling. Having a crush before school starts isn't really the smartest thing to do. And you only know him from, like, freaking 20 seconds before!
Right. Fine, you win.
Darn, I hope I was not staring at him like an idiot when I was in a trance. All hell break loose, when someone closed the door.
A voice I heard only once before, the voice that spoke to me when I first woke up, stated, "The prophecy is here."
"What's the prophecy?" I asked, wanting to know this since day 1.
But before anything can happen, the world started to spin, my head is spinning, and my stomach is pinning in opposite direction. My head is all cloudy, it hurts and it feels like something is rushing into it. I can't handle this stress anymore and my body seems to agree with me. I try to catch myself as my body starts to slide down uncontrollably. Before I can do anything, I ended on the ground with a loud thud.
"You will see." The old voice whispered.
Blackout.
Elsa's POV
OMG OMG she fainted. She freaking fainted. What do I do? Should I call 911? Should I get her to the clinic? Should I get anything?
I started to have a mini panic attack inside of me as I crouched down beside her.
What should I do? Should I get her to a more comfortable place? The sofa? I can't pick her up along.
"Here, stand back. I can try to heal her." Punzie said. Right. I facepalmed myself. She can heal people. But should we move her to a more comfortable place?
As if she can read my mind, she asked Jack and Flynn to move her onto the sofa. Once they put her down, she wrapped her hair around Im's wrist and started to hum as her hair started to glow. What? This is such a weird day for me. When her hair stopped glowing Im started to move. I noticed she frowned a little bit when she took her hair off. "She should be awake in a few minutes. Can you frost over her forehead?" she asked.
"Sure," I did what she asked me to do, "what's wrong?"
"She is a bit colder than people who are not associate with cold-related power." She murmured and was lost in her thought. "I need to check on Logan." With that, she left the sofa.
Carefully, I put some more frost on Im's forehead and went to talk to Flynn.
"So… You're dating my cousin. Huh?" I nudged him in the arm.
"Yap." He said, emphasizing the "p".
I turned around to face him and whispered, "If you ever do anything to hurt her. I'll make you pay. Personally." I hissed the last part and to add an extra effect, I grow some ice near his throat.
"Ahaha. I've already faced her wrath of frying pans, ice shouldn't be…" He was going to say "too bad", but I cut him off by growing some icicle 1 centimeter away from his throat, "What was that you were going to say?" I asked with a smirk.
He gulped, that joking smirk was gone and was replaced by a slightly scared. Good.
"Got it." Finally, he answered.
"That's a good boy. And don't mention to anyone about this conversation or that ice. 'kay? Good." I flashed him an innocent smile, melt the ice, and walked away. Like nothing happened. Flynn turned pretty pale.
Ha that was fun! That's what I am talking about! Tee-hee.
I sat down on the on the armrest of the sofa, waiting for Im to wake up. And as I wait, unconsciously, my mind drifted back to Jack. He is amazing. From what I have seen, his fun, kind, and loving. He is so perfect. I turned around to find Jack staring at me across the room, while talking to Flynn. I desperately tried to cover up the blush and heat intruding onto my face, so I gave him a little smile, then turn around to find something so I can act like I'm totally not blushing at all. I searched around the couch.
Darn it! There is not even a book by the sofa, so much for trying to hide your blush. I felt Im sitting up on the sofa, "Hey, you okay? Easy there." Thanks for the timing!
"Thank you so much. I should be okay." She smiled, "But did I seriously just faint? Oh God, did I seriously just did that? I'm so embarrassing." She covered her face blushed at the last part.
"You are fine! It's not that bad. Fainting is uncontrollable, it's not your fault. You should ask Punzie for more information."
"How long was I out?"
"Are you okay? I was so worried. It was kind of scary. You just fainted. Are you okay? Does it hurt? I never fainted before, how does it feel like? … " Anna chimed in.
"Anna…" I groaned, cutting her off. These aren't exactly the best question to ask.
"Thanks, I'm okay. Fainting feels like nothing. It's just, um, black?"
"You been out for 10 minutes. Do you feel dizzy?" Punzie jumped in with her Doctor mode.
"Not really. Was I really out that long? Urg….. Let's go get our schedule!" Changing the topic.
"You sure?" Punzie asked.
"Yap. Thank you so much Punzie! Let's go!" she jumped off the sofa and was engulfed in a bear hug before she knew it.
"That was scary Lee, don't do it again." Flynn said.
"Okie, Rider. Can't. Really. Breathe." He release her from the hug.
"I promise I won't do it again," she smile, "come on Anna! Let's go!" She dragged Anna and together they run out of the door.
"Okay, let's go then. I can't wait to get our schedule! Ooooo, maybe for some classes, we'll be in the same class together!" Punzie exclaimed.
"Come one!" I dragged her as we run out of the door and giggled when the guys murmured "girls."
Soon, we were walking towards white gothic building in the center of the whole campus. Flynn, Punzie, and Imogen are together chatting casually, perhaps catching up, about something interesting in the past year. While watching Anna running off in different directions and dragging Kristoff along with her is quite entertaining. That girl has too much energy for her own good.
"A penny for your thought?" I jumped, "Sorry, didn't mean to startle you."
"It's fine. I'm just really jumpy today. I am just really excited about the whole new experience." Jack falls in to steps beside me.
"You are going to love the school, it's amazing! They have the best equipment! There is even a skating rink in school."
My eyes widen to the size of saucers, "Skating rink? How?"
"Apparently, it's a good place to simulate extreme combat situations. It's open to students after school. We have figure skating and ice hockey teams in school."
This is amazing! I love figure skating! Maybe I'll check it out some day. The last I skated was so long ago…
The smile disappeared on my face. I know it probably won't happen again, but I can't help but to feel insecure. The event that occurred at the last time I skated was the reason to why I shut people out. I know, it's silly of me to think it would happen again. But, I'm scared.
"I'm in the hockey team. If you want, I show you around the rink. Along with the rest of the group." Jack's voice ranged in the air.
"Maybe." I gave him a small smile.
[If Elsa wasn't so distracted, she would have notice the small blush on Jack's face between the fragments of sentences.]
We walked slowly with the rest of the group closely scattered around us. I don't know how to explain. Ever since the incident, no matter where I am or who I am with, all I feel was insecurities. However, when Jack and I walk together, that feeling disappeared. I'm left with are contentment and happiness, which I don't feel frequently. Everything feels nice and warm. The strange thing is, I feel safe. And the fact that I want to lean into him, lean into his warmth.
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