Rated: R for language, sexual content, adult content and alcohol usage.
Disclaimer: I do not own Degrassi or its characters as I've said earlier in previous chapters.
A/N: If you've been following, this is chapter 6 of the story and it is done in Alex's POV, okay? Enjoy it.
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Chapter VI: Crash
(Alex' POV)
I left her there. And I wasn't going back. Damn her for making me do that. But she liked it. I know she did. Fuck her and fuck everything that happened. I went back upstairs and found Jay. "Where you been at?" he asked me. He could smell the liquor off my breath.
"Around." I lied. Yeah I was around with that Paige girl. He kissed me on the lips and put his arm around me.
Minutes went by and I saw Paige come from the basement. She looked flushed and she passed me, completely ignored me. If that's how she wanted to play, then I was going to play it right. I sat down with Jay and his friends and they all talked about some other party they were going to next weekend. Damn, another party? As much as I'm a party girl, I didn't want to go. I'll just lie to Jay and not go at all.
Paige was too busy talking with her little friends. She played it off as if nothing happened. She was good at that.
I saw from the corner of my eye that her friends Hazel and Jimmy, I guess that's his name got up and were heading towards the door. The clock read around 10:15. They obviously had curfews. And Paige escorted them out. After saying her good-byes to them, she closed the door and walked away. Her eyes caught mine and she looked away, scowling at me.
I fucking had her around my finger.
People started to leave the party around 10:30ish. I had a ride back with Jay and he was ready to leave. I heard one of Jay's friends's say to Paige, "Good party." But what the hell does he know? He was putting liquor in his punch and was half drunk. Hell, there were a lot of drunks at this party.
We were the last to leave and Paige had started to clean up. She turned off the stereo and sighed.
"At least something came out of this." I heard her say. She picked up a few cups and threw them in the trash.
"Hey, yo princess!" I called her out. Jay was already in the car waiting.
"What the hell do you want Alex?" Paige said. She was mad at me.
"Nothing." I said back. She marched away from me into the kitchen and I threw away the whiskey bottle. There wasn't much left in it and I wanted to pick on Paige more. So I followed her into the kitchen. She heard my footsteps.
"Shouldn't you be gone with your boyfriend?" She longed the word boyfriend to me. She was standing against the counter firm.
"He doesn't own me." I said back to her. I walked over to her and looked at her. She looked at me back and raised her eyebrow at me. I placed my hands on the counter and was closer to her face. Paige's breathing became a sigh.
"What do you want?" she asked me again. I couldn't tell her the real truth. That was unlike me. Unlike the bad ass in Alex.
"Nothing." I replied back. That bitchiness in me was coming back full force since I wasn't drinking anymore. I leaned in and licked her lips with my tongue. Poor Paige thought I was going kiss her again. I didn't. I left her like I did before in the basement.
Jay was waiting outside in his car and looked at me when I got in. "What took you so long?" he asked me.
"I had to pick on Paige." I said. He just smiled at me and turned the radio on. An Eminem song came on and it was turned up loud.
We pulled out into the street and drove away.
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After Jay kissed me on the lips and I got to my house, the lights were all out. My mother was at work, and I didn't want her to catch me with whiskey on my breath. She would have my head. Damn her.
I went to my room where the lights were off too and threw myself on the bed. I was getting a headache. Not a migraine like I usually got after drinking so much.
I took off my boots and threw them on the floor and set my sunglasses on my table thing. God, I was so fucking horny again. I couldn't call Jay since he wasn't home yet and I was shit out of luck. I could only do the other thing. Masturbate myself off. Instead of thinking of Jay as I usually did or of some girl from my past, I thought about Paige. Still half-drunk, I didn't care.
I pulled off my black pants and threw them on the floor too. As my hands roamed my body in the dark, I went back to what happened in the basement. It wasn't love or a crush I was feeling. It was just getting someone off. It was just sex. Just harmless sex that I was always crashing in.
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A/N: That was "Crash" done in Alex's POV. Up next is Paige and it takes place on Monday since the party happened on Saturday. I skipped Sunday cause well, I just don't know. Chapter 7 will be up soon and its entitled "Girls." Have any ideas, email me and don't flame me cause I don't have time to deal with that. If you wanna flame me, do it through an email, huh? Ciao.