Rated R: For some very obvious reasons.
Disclaimer: I do not own any character from Degrassi. Any characters you don't recognize are mine.
A/N: Sorry for not updating this one in a while. I have started a sequel to this but not with Paige and Alex but with Craig and Ellie instead. It's called "Another Writing on the Wall." So 4 more chapters after this one and this fic is finished. Onto the sequel next.
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Chapter XVI: Foolish
(Alex's POV)
I woke up with a fucking headache. I looked next to me and there was Jay sleeping. What the hell happened last night? Obviously we fucked. And there was the one who helped it all. Mr. Vodka was on the ground empty. I moved around to sit up and moved too fast. Whoa, dizziness. I blinked a few times before I got myself together. Jay started moving around on the bed.
He was obviously awake. How could I tell? His hand was moving up my back. "Babe? What's going on?" He was out of it too. Score another hangover for Jay.
"Nothing." I said back to him. I yawned a bit and looked over at the alarm. It was 8 in the morning and there was no school. Hell yes! I groaned some more and ended up laying back down. It was quiet in that house.
Either my mother was passed out somewhere or never came home. I just sighed at the thought of that.
I laid back down and felt Jay's arms go around me again. I just moved to him. It was natural. But I was thinking about Paige again. God, she does something to me I cannot explain. I hate how it makes me feel.
But with Jay, he makes me feel good. Not that the sex isn't great. It is. It still blows my mind but with Paige it's just sweeter? I started feeling Jay's lips on my neck again. Huh. Paige's is gone from my mind.
It was all about Jay and I right now.
I managed to climb on top of Jay and there goes another 2 hours of my life.
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Jay left around 12 and I found my mother passed out on the couch. Empty bottles. Now I know how Ellie feels on this. Ellie. I haven't talked to her for a while. I should invite her over.
I threw away those bottles and checked on her skin. No bruises of any kind. That was a good sign. I left her there on the couch and went into the bathroom. I smelled like vodka and sex. I took a shower to wash it all off. A nice hot shower would do that.
After that shower, I got dressed and called Ellie. I invited her over. I wanted Ellie now. God, I sound like a slut. No, wait. That's Manny's job.
She was gonna come in a few so all I could do was wait.
Mom decided she was out. She changed out of her clothes and left. No goodbye, no nothing. That fucking sucked.
The door was knocked. I was getting comfortable on the couch. Shit. I didn't wanna get up. But once I opened the door, there she was. Ellie waved like some little shy girl with her braids in pigtails. "Hey, Alex." She said to me and smiled.
I smirked back and let her in. I offered her a drink and for the first time, she accepted. I gave her some rum that was stashed away in the back of my mother's drinking cabinet and gave it to her. She took the glass and sat down on the couch with me. I told her to take off her jacket. She did. She was wearing a black top and that red and black plaid skirt with her black leather boots.
That really turned me on. It was either that or this rum. I finished mine off in a flash and leaned against the couch. There was something on the TV that I didn't understand. Some bullshit that my mother was watching before she passed out.
That rum sure does relax you.
And it was doing the same to Ellie. She had that glazed look on her face and sighed against the couch.
"Yo, Elle, come here." I commanded her. And she came to me. Once she got close to me, I kissed her dead on her lips. She squirmed against me but relaxed as I held her. "Relax." I told her. She nodded at me and we kissed again.
I put her back on the couch again and sat next to her. We couldn't stop kissing. Unlike Paige, she wasn't so nervous. I liked that. My hand crept up her boots to her stockings. She was wearing those fishnet ones again. "Let's go." I dragged her to my room and closed the door behind us.
Ellie laid herself on the bed and I climbed on it. I got in between her legs and held her hands against her will. "Alex," she smiled. "I didn't think you were into that." She laughed.
"You must not know me very well." I smirked back at her. I kissed her neck and heard her moan against my skin. Since she and Sean were finished, she hasn't been in the sack lately. I was sure about to change all that. Once I got her in my prime, she was mine. Clothes coming off and moans and screams coming from both of us. I never felt like that with Jay or even Paige.
Paige. There she was again.
But she was forgotten once Ellie had hit that spot that made me squirm. Once she was done, I wanted to do the same.
It was some interesting day.
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Ellie left, just like Jay and mom did. Great. I was alone again.
I had to think.
I took out that half empty bottle of rum and began drinking it. I'm turning into my mother. I just realized that.
I realized that I had 3 people to choose from. Jay, whom everyone thinks I belong to. Paige, who I would love to keep under wraps and then now Ellie? Ellie just seemed like a hook up buddy. Is that what I wanted?
I don't know.
I didn't care either.
All I wanted to do was drink up this bottle and knock myself out again. Maybe tomorrow will be better.
Maybe I should stop acting so damn foolish and make up my damn mind.
Never.
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A/N: That was chapter 16. Yeah, Ellie was brought in out of nowhere to stir it up a bit for Alex. So who will Alex choose in the end? Will it be Jay, Paige or Ellie? And what about Paige? She has Maria and Alex. Chapter 17, done in Paige's POV will be updated soon and check out the so-called sequel that I started with Craig and Ellie as the main couple. Any questions or suggestions email me okay?