This is for my cousin who died in a car accident at age 17 on June 20, 2014. To anyone who thinks texting is involved they are wrong. It was a freak accident that shouldn't have happened but it did. All flames will be used to light my hate fire and really I could care less of what you think. I own nothing of Kingdom Hearts and merely wish to use it as a setting for my vent session of a story that this will come out to be.
I stared into the emptiness that is the Keyblade Graveyard, a heavy burden on my shoulders.
No songs could lift my heart or heal my soul.
You left me after you promised you would be there.
You left me here, all alone to carry out our dream.
You left me here with nothing but memories that eat away at me because the pain of having you gone is just too much to bear.
Sora didn't have to go through this. He was reunited with his friends.
Aqua was found and she saved Terra and Ven.
Roxas became a somebody like Axel, Xion, and Namine.
Why am I left here all alone?
Why did you leave me here?
Why?
Why is the eternal question? With an angry thrust I shoved your keyblade into the ground of the site of the Great Keyblade war, adding another faded key to the collection of metal across the realm. So many pointless deaths were caused over something man can only hope to obtain control over.
Your heart was added to make glorious music. To paint an even more glorious Kingdom. To give me renewed purpose in life.
What is that purpose though?
I feel lost, not knowing what I now want in life.
You were my anchor.
I feel unsure of myself. Second guessing everything I do because of this empty void that fills me.
I cannot tell if it is sadness, anger, or a combination of the two.
There is something that I do know for sure.
You help make Kingdom Hearts that much more precious to me.
You make me want to protect it even more than I did before.
I changed into my armor and flew away from the Graveyard. I still do not know what I want.
There are days when I want to be alone and there are days when I cannot stand to be without company.
I will miss you forever.
I love you.
The darkness lingers in my heart, but I know you will help me vanquish it.