AN: Warning some suggestive writing.
This is one of the utterly wrong pairings that seem so right. This one is about Harry Potter and Sirius Black. For some reason I love this pairing. No flames for the pairing please. I only accept constructive criticism. I don't care if you don't like it because I do. If you don't like it then don't read it.
Now that we've got that out of the way enjoy.
I fall asleep just so I can dream of you. Everyone flocks around you during the day and I hardly ever get any time with you. But during the night, in my dreams, I have you all to myself. You do whatever I want; whatever I need. I know it's so wrong of me to think of you in that way. You're much too young. But the thought of me claiming you as mine just feels so exhilaratingly right even if I know it is wrong. This is the reason why I always sleep in late. You just smile, that beautiful smile of yours, and call me lazy. My friend thinks I'm depressed but I just think I'm an old creep who doesn't deserve someone like you. I wonder if you knew my feelings would you think the same. You'd probably slap me and then reject me. I don't know if I could take it. So I'll keep my silence for now. I might tell you when you are older and when I might be ready to take the rejection but not now. I just hope you will find someone for yourself even though it would break my heart to see you with anyone other than me.
I will always be too old, too ugly and too dumb for you. You're so young, beautiful and clever. You deserve someone as perfect as you. Someone like Her. I've seen the way she looks at you. She adores you and she would be great for you. She would love you the way I cannot. I hope you find happiness with her.
The fairy tale ending would be for me to tell you my feelings and for you to reciprocate them and for everyone to accept us. We would walk off into the sunset hand in hand. But that can't happen can it? We have a war to think about. You're right in the middle of it; hunted for something you can't remember. Whenever I think about the dangers you face and have faced my heart clenches. I just want to hold you and never let go. I hope you know that I will always be there for you, alive or dead. I'm not naïve enough to think my survival is guaranteed. Just know I love you with all my heart, my green-eyed beauty.
AN: Props to anyone who can guess who SHE is. I'll even give the first one to guess a shout out in my next update.
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