FlashBack

A 11 year old Amy is walking in the park with her 7 year old sister by her side, things have been getting hard at home since their mom lost her job 2 months ago. Amy walks over to the swings and she helps Sarah onto one of them and she gently pushes her on the swing. They are having so much fun on the swings before a 12 year old boy walks over to them and starts to make fun of Sarah.

"Get off the swing werdio it's only for normal people" the boy sneers and tries to push Sarah off, Amy stands between the boy and her sister so he cannot hurt Sarah.

"Leave her alone she's not doing anything wrong" Amy tells the boy, she can feel anger rise up in her body as the boy sends the dirtiest of looks to Sarah.

"She is annoying me so i want her to move her retarded ass out of the swing" the boy is cut off by Amy's fist coming into contact with his face, Amy hits him and grabs his collar to make him look at her.

"You listen to me Sarah is not a retard and she will not be going anywhere so if i was you i would run away and play somewhere else" Amy sneers into the boys face, Amy drops the boy and he jumps up and runs away. That was the first time that Amy became voilent.

Pressent Day

It's been 3 weeks since Sarah visisted and i am still on a high, i got assianged to work with Alex in the laundary room which was cool beacuse its not hard labour. I have gotten even closer to Alex and Piper they always look out for me which i am forever greatful for, today my councilor Mr Healy wants to see me and thats where i am heading now. I knock and enter the room and i sit down infront of him, when he looks up at me i can tell that whatever he wants is not going to be good.

"Hartman i have some bad news" he tells me, him and i have never seen eye to eye since i am gay and he hates lesbians but he seems to have forgotten that to tell me this news.

"What is it?" i ask fearing for the worst.

"Your sister Sarah was being dropped off at school by your grandmother when a car collided with theirs your grandmother is fine but sadly the impact was on Sarah's side" he tells me with sadness lacing his voice.

"What does that mean is she ok?" i ask with fear lacing my words, he looks at me and at that moment i know the answer by looking into his eyes.

"Im sorry but she died on impact" the rest of his words fade out as my mind replays the words that he has just told me. My sister, the only person that i was ever sure i loved is gone and i will never be able to see her or hold again, i jump up out of the seat and i storm out of the room ignoring Healys voice. I lean up against the wall trying to not cry knowing that shows weekness here, i can feel anger well up in my body as i imagen a broken Sarah crying for help dying in pain.

"Hey Hartman you look really good today i thought if you want to lunch then i will sit with you i miss being around you" Soso says to me, she keeps rambaling on and after the 4th sentence i snap. I throw Soso up against the wall and i hold her by the neck, i am 6ft 3 so i am a lot stronger than Soso.

"Shut up and leave me alone or so help me god i will hit you so hard you won't be able to talk for a month" i spit out in a harsh whisper, i can see SoSo start to cry so i realse her and i turn and walk into my bunk. I look at all of the pictures that Sarah sent me and all of the photos i have of her and i snap, i go crazy i throw all of my stuff on the floor and i rip up some of the drawings and photos before i can do anymore damange i feel a par of strong arms go around my wiast.

"Hartman stop it's ok Healy told me just stop" Alex says into my ear, i stop fighting and i slump down onto my knees and start to sob hartbreaking sobs Alex sits down next to me and wraps me up in her arms.I cry into her chest as she calmly rocks me back and forth.

"I want Sarah" i keep sobing out, alex just keeps me in her arms.

"I know and i'm so sorry" she says to me, her voice cracks a little and i wonder if she has ever lost a loved one. I stay crying in her arms as i recount the worst day of my life.

There it is the first time you see Amy's vunrable side, i made Alex be the one that she breaks down to beacuse Alex is Amy's maternal character. Thanks for reading and for reviews, keep up the reviews as it really helps me with writting the chapters.