It's been two days since Alex got attacked and today is the day that she is coming back from Hospital, Piper got permison to miss today's work so she can be with Alex and settle her back in. It has also been two days since i have started to plan my revange on Dogget, i have kept it a secret from Nicky and Piper beacuse they both disaprove of my violent payback. I work in laundry witch is where Dogget also works so all i have to do is to get her alone so i can have my fun with her, thats where i am at now i am currently folding some bed sheets when Dogget comes waltzing in like she owns the place.
"That lesbian is coming back today, i obviously didn't do enough damage" she spits out, i look around the room to see a number of her friends nod along with her. I tighten the sheets in my hands as i try to restrain myself from launching myself at her and beating the crap out of here, after 5 minutes of her spitting out all of the things she is going to do with Piper and Alex i lose it.
"jUST SHUT UP!" I shout out as i throw the sheet down on the table, Dogget turns to me and walks forward into my personal space. I can feel myself shaking with rage and it takes huge restraint to not hurt her.
"Well if it isn't Hartman, you've been awfully quite since you arrived here" she says, i don't look at her as she talks so she speaks louder thinking that will get me to react when i don't she resorts to my sister.
"Your little sister died didn't she, she was one of those retards was'nt she" when she calls Sarah a retard I look up and stare into her hate filled eyes. "she was always going to die you know? that's the way god works he takes away all of the filth and scum of this earth"before she can continue i grab her and i throw her up against the washing dryer, i punch her in the stomach and face before i grab ahold of her face and making her face me.
"You shut your mouth, if your right about god then you woud've been dead a long time ago. Now i can't protect Sarah but i can protect my other family and that is Chapman and Vause, you will not hurt either one of them and if i find out you have i swear to god i will put you in the ground where you belong" once i finish my rant I hit her one last time in the side and i drop her to the floor, i can see fear in Dogget's friends eyes as i walk off. I look at the time on the wall and smile when i see the time its the end of work, i walk to my bunk and I stop at the entrance of it as i see Piper holding a bruised and battered Alex. Piper looks up and catches my eye, she smiles and motions for me to enter as i walk into the bunk Alex looks up and i can see a smile form on her battered face.
"Hey i missed you Hartman" she says in her horse voice, I wince at her voice not wanting to know what has caused her to lose her voice. I walk over to her bed and i sit down next to the two of them.
"I missed you too Vause" i say, my voice clearly showing my emotions beacuse both Alex and Piper cuddle up to me. I am 6ft 3 so i am used to people cuddling into me beacuse they feel safe but knowing that the two people i care the most about find saftey in being around me makes me so happy.
"I was such a mess when you were gone but Amy kept me together" Piper tells Alex, Alex turns to me and smiles gratfully at me.
"Thank you Amy it's good to know that we are in good hands" she tells me, i nod and i send them both my best smile i can muster.
"It's the least i can do you guys helped me so much with Sarah and your like my family so of course i have your backs" i tell them, they both smile and i am pulled in a group hug.
"Hey Amy you never told us what you did to get yourself in here" Piper says, I nod and i prepare myself to tell them my story.
"My parents were very abusive towards me every angry thought they had they would use to abuse me, i took it beacause i knew that they wouldn't touch Sarah if they had me. I took the abuse every day and night but i never complained i just bottled up all of my feelings witch often resulted in me getting into violent encounters with people at school, anyway Sarah was getting bulied at school beacuse she had downsyndrome it killed me when i would get home from school to find Sarah in tears and i could do nothing about it. One day she was walking home from school when a group of boys started to Harash her and one of them held her down and beat her up, she walked into my bedroom covered in cuts and bruises and i lost it i knew who the boys where and i went to them and found the boy that beat Sarah up and i lost it. I let all of my feelings i have bottled up over the years out and i beat him to death, i could here him scream and cry for help and mercy but i didnt stop. I will never get his cries out of my head they will haunt me untill the day that i die." when i finish i am crying and i can hear Piper sniffle, Alex opens her arms and holds me just like she did when Sarah died.
Middle of the night
"NO leave me alone"
I am awoken by the sounds of whimpering and crying, i look over to Alex's bed and i can see her body thrashing around in bed crying obviously in the middle of a nightmare. I walk over to her bed and i shake her shoulders gently.
"Alex wake up" i keep saying to her, she kept screaming and whimpering things like `don't hurt me.
"Alex it's me Amy wake up" after about 5 minutes of me shaking her she jumps up opens her eyes.
"Leave me alone don't hurt me please" she shouts, I am hartbroken to hear how broken Alex sounds when she says those words.
"It's me Amy i'm not going to hurt you it was a nightmare" i reasure her, she looks at me and breaks down. I wrap my arms around her tall lanky body and i hold her as she cries into my shirt, after 10 minutes of crying she finaly stops and looks back up at me.
"I'm terrifed that Dogget is going to hurt me when i'm not looking" her voice breaks " I'm terrfied that she will hurt Pipes" i shush her and i coax her to lay back down on the bed.
"She won't hurt you or Piper ok, i promise i won't let anything happen to either of you" i tell her, i am reminded of the time i said those words to Sarah but this time i will stick to my promise. She nods and i make a move to get up from the bed when i feel Alex grab hold of my hand.
"Can you stay with me in here tonight i'm terrified" she says, i nod and i get into the bed with her. She turns around and curls up into my body and within a few minutes i can hear the soft snores coming from Alex, i lay awake holding her tight and making a plan so i am able to succeed on my promise. I will protect Piper and Alex from Dogget even if it's the last thing i do.