The next morning
I wake up just after the sun rise and I look down at the sleeping form in my arms, the previous night's events replayed through my mind and anger returns to my body. I am drawn out of my thoughts by Alex stirring awake, I look down and I am greeted by an awake Alex Vause looking up at me.
"Thanks for staying with me last night" she tells me, i can tell that she is embarrassed but i just shake my head and smile down at her.
"It's fine you would do the same for me so don't worry about it" I tell her, she sends me a grateful smile and she removes herself from my body. I stand up and walk over to my bed to pick up my shower supplies, I walk down to my dorms bathroom and I get into the shower. I let the water cascade down my body as I think about everything that has happened since I have been in here, I think back to the day Sarah visited me and how happy I was and then I think back to the day I was told that she was dead and how I just wanted to become invisible and die. I think about Nicky, I think about the kiss and the mind-blowing sex and then I think about Alex and Piper and how they became my second family. I get out of the shower and I dress in the khaki prison wear just as I was about to brush my teeth Nicky comes walking in and saunters over to me smiling at me.
"Hey I didn't see you yesterday" she tells me, I turn around to her and I send her a smirk.
"What did you miss me?" I tease her; she rolls her eyes but smiles at me. I walk over to her and I wrap my arms around her waist pulling her into me, I press a kiss onto her lips and she replies with a kiss.
"So what if I did, you tickle me kid" she says, I smile and shake my head as I release her body and I return to the sink.
"I was occupied with Alex and Piper" she looks at me and nods, she is also close to them but since I arrived she seemed to have moved on to me. I look up at her and I can tell that she wants to tell me something.
"I know you threatened Doggett, look she's a psycho ok and I don't want you to get hurt" she says, her tone is laced with concern witch I can't help but smile at. I walk back over to her body and I make her look at me.
"I need to do something, not only did she hurt someone that I look to as family but she also bad mouthed Sarah and I can't let that go" I tell her, my eyes pleading with her to understand. She nods at me accepting what I told her, she looks at me and I can tell that she is worried.
"You are the only girl I have felt these feelings for before, I always used to use girls for fun but you are different and I can't watch you get hurt" she whispers to me, I nod at her understandably because I feel the same things.
"I know and I feel the same way about you, if I get rid of her then we will all be safe ok" I tell her, she nods and pull me into a tight hug. I hold onto her and I breathe in her scent, I press a kiss to her temple and we spend a few minutes just holding each other. After about 4 minutes both Piper and Alex walk in hand in hand and stares at us.
"Are you guys together?" Piper asks confused, I look at Nicky and we both smile at each other and nod to Piper. She breaks out in a huge grin and comes over to me to wrap me up in a hug. "Alex told me what happened last night, thank you for looking after her" we separate and I send her smile and I tell her that's it's all fine, I look to Alex and I can tell that she is petrified of being back in the place where the attack happened. Within minutes Doggett arrives and everything goes deathly quiet, she has bruises on her face from where I hit her yesterday everyone looks at her as she looks at me and walks over to where I am stood.
"You did this to me and because my friends are afraid of you they won't stick up for me to the CO's so I am going to have to take you down myself" she shouts into the bathroom, everyone turns to look at me when they work out that it was me who attacked Doggett. "You really think your retard of a sister would be proud of you she would be disgusted by you" she spits in my face, I can feel Nicky place a calming hand on the small of my back as I start to shake with anger. Doggett looks over to Alex and pulls out a toothbrush razor and she mocks her with it, Alex looks petrified and that's when I lose it. I rush over to Doggett and I push her on to the floor, she turns over and shakes the razor at me witch causes it to catch my hand. She smirks and walks out of the bathroom when other people start to enter the bathroom, once she leaves Nicky, Piper and Alex moves over to me and starts to inspect the gash on my hand. Nicky runs my hand under the tap and uses a few maxi pads as a bandage, when she finished I smiled gratefully at her but she shakes her head at me fury clouding her eyes.
"You promised me that you wouldn't get hurt and look at that you got cut by here and that's in the daylight" she screams at me, I look down ashamed at myself for allowing myself to break another promise to a loved one. She storms out of the bathroom leaving me with Alex and Piper, they both look at me with sympathy and Alex looks a bit angry too.
"I don't want you to go after her again can you promise me that?" Alex asks me, I look in her eyes and I can see the worry and anger swirling around in them. I brace myself for what I am about to do, I look at them and I nod feeling sick with myself.
"I promise" I say to them, they both nod and walk out leaving me alone to think about what I just said. I just made another promise that I was going to break and I was going to break in a big way.
I am having a bit of trouble of what to do next so what do you guys want to happen?
i have a few ideas and although i don't want to cause trouble to Vauseman i am thinking of Alex and Amy getting it on and then regretting it. tell me what you think.