2 days later...
It has been 2 days since I saw my mother and it has been messing with my mind, I finally have an answer as to why she did those things to me but it doesn't make it any easier to swallow. She wants to have a relationship with me but I just can't, I can't look at her without getting nasty flashbacks to those horrible nights. I walk up to Bennett and tell him to tell her on Saturday that I will not be seeing her because I can't re-start with her, Bennett looks confused but nods anyway I like Bennett apart from Fischer he is the nicest guard working here although I think that is because he has something going on with Diaz. I walk into my cube and I see Alex and Piper sat down on my bed talking to Nicky and Lorna, I like Lorna she was the first person to be nice to me. I sit down on the floor leaning against my bed being careful not to lean on Alex and Piper's legs, I look up and I smile at Nicky she smiles back at me and continues to talk to Lorna. I look around the cube and I now see Red and Big Boo standing to the side talking and smiling, I lean my head back and I let the calmness of the people around me wash over me I love every single person in this cube with everything inside me they are my family. I close my eyes as Piper talks about her and Alex's future wedding, I must've fell into a deep sleep because before I know it I am being shaken awake my Nicky.
"Wakey Wakey, Hartman time for count" I get up and I stand outside the cube with Nicky and I see Bennett walk and click his little clicker, my mind starts to wonder and as I look around I see a new inmate being given her before I can get a good look of her I am being dragged down to the cafeteria by Nicky. I line up and get my food and I sit down at our normal table where the rest of the family are sat, I start to eat the weird mashed potato as I listen to the dinner conversation.
"Hey look we got a new one" Big boo says, we all turn in our seats to look at the new girl and I freeze when I see who it is. Its Lucy Parker otherwise known as my bully from school, she hated me and always thought of ways to get me into as much trouble as she could. Lucy looks up and catches my eye and sends me a smirk, I quickly turn around in my seat and I can feel all colours leave my face. Lorna must've noticed because she makes asks me if I'm ok.
"That's Lucy Parker we went to school, she made my life fucking terrible always getting me in trouble" I say, once I say this Red stands from her seat and goes to the kitchen probably sorting out a nasty meal for Lucy. I just got rid of Doggett, now I have a whole new problem to deal with. Fuck.
Poor Amy another problem to deal with. This was just a little filler. I haven't uploaded in a while sorry I was just really busy, thank you for all of the follows and keep up the reviews you guys help me come up with ideas for this story. THANK YOU!