I still don't own Naruto. (Goes into a corner and cries out loud)

Although I do own Yumi. (She's mine)

Story: Admitting to love

Part: 10 Broken memories.

In the forest that closed Lurea from the world, where it looked so calm and peaceful two boy's searched the area. One was cursing, the other just searched in silence.

In Lurea, they found a little motel to stay in and gone back to find Ino. But faith had something different planned. They searched for hours but still no trace of the blond haired girl.

"Where can she be?" Naruto said wondering. It was more to himself then Sasuke and Sasuke didn't react instead he scanned another area.

Now I can finally get my revenge, but she has to get lost. That girl gives so much trouble. First she looked at me with those eyes, those eyes, damn why did I kissed her? Because you need to get over Sakura. His other self told him. Great, now even his mind was against him and told him to love Ino. No, I told Sakura I loved her, then she disappeared. If I tell it to Ino she may disappear to. That's bull shit, you know that. Shut up, girls are stupid and always get in trouble. I don't love Ino, I was just caught in a moment that's all. No shut up and let me search for that trouble girl.

Another hour passed but still no trace. Naruto moaned a bit. He hated search-missions and now he had to because they lost a teammate. If the Fifth heard this she would gone mad over them. The two strongest ANBU soldiers lost their teammate. It was a mistake that could be made by a Genin but not a ANBU team. And to make things worse they didn't even know which direction she went.

After another two hours they stopped the search, it was getting dark and they couldn't find her in the dark. Naruto thought Ino was a smart girl and would find a place to sleep. She had two bags, the one from Sasuke and her own. In hers was a tent and in Sasuke's was enough food to survive a day.

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In a deep forest where the bird sang like there was no tomorrow, where a calm river made his way down and where you had a beautiful few over the coming night, you can hear a girl cry. The ground beneath her was soaked from her tears. How long has she been crying? How long has she been there, alone? How long would it take for her teammates to find her?

She looked at the sun. It would be night soon and she had to find a sleeping place. She opened her bag to look for the tent she packed. She put it up near the river, the tent was green and fit in the green surrounding. She gathered some dry ticks to make a little fire to keep her company. But it didn't burned long before the up coming wind blew it out. She shivered, no teammates, no warm fire, no safety. She got up from the tree branch and took some weapons out of Sasuke's bag. She always whined that he didn't need so much weapons, but in this case she loved him for his stubbornness.

She found 10 Kunai's, 15 Shurikens, 1 Sai and one pair of Baton. She self had 5 Kunai's and 6 Shurikens. The total of weapons were enough to survive an attack. She made some traps with Sasuke's Kunai's. Now if someone got to close to her tent the person would get a rain of Kunai's. She hid some Shurikens near her tent, so when it would come to battle she could graphed them, the others she put in her pocket. She put the Sai in the tent beside her bed. The pair of Baton she put back in his bag. She never mastered them and in a fight it would only make openings in her defense.

Finally after she armed herself she tried to make another fire. The ticks burned a little, but then the wind came up again, there as no use continuing, the wind was to strong so she went in her tent.

"Well, what's for dinner." She smiled to cheer herself up. She felt so lonely, she couldn't image how Sasuke must feel without family and friends. She shook her head to clear her thoughts and opened Sasuke's bag for the second time. There were some blows of ramen, some fruit and a bottle water. She took an apple, a bowl ramen and the bottle water. Her stomach told her she was hungry but her mind blocked the food that she swallowed. She felt sick after the apple and took the bottle water, she drank it and laid down on her 'bed'. She closed her eyes and it didn't took long before she fell asleep.

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She walked through the street of Sialso. All day she tried to find Yumi and asked around. Everyone said to let Yumi alone for the day. She didn't understood why. But what she did know was that she needed to speak to her about the so called medicine before she took off.

She walked past the local pub to see a familiar looking woman, it was Yumi. She walked in and pushed her way through the crowd. There at the bar she saw her, she looked at the bar, there were a many glasses in front of Yumi and she figured she drank it al, meaning she must be drunk.

"Yumi, Are you okay." She asked but the state the woman was in told her enough. She saw Yumi winking at the bartender for another drink.

"Do I look okay?" She spat at Sakura, Sakura shocked, Yumi looked so grown-up. When she got nursed by her she was so nice and sweet. There was something going on, and she had a feeling that she soon enough she knew what.

"Do you know, what this day makes a sad day?" Yumi said as she drank her drink and put the empty glass near the others.

Sakura looked confused. "No, tell me." She knew Yumi needed her now and her question could wait.

"Today is her birthday, you know, today she would become 17." Sakura looked at her. It must feel terrible to lose your child and every year you would be remembered about that. She looked at Yumi who got another drink.

"Come let's go home." She said and pulled Yumi from her chair. Yumi fell down, her legs were numb from the alcohol. Sakura kneeled down and warped Yumi's left arm over her neck, Sakura put her arm around Yumi's waist and she made her way to the exit.

"You there, you still need to pay for al those drinks!" The bartender yelled at her. Damn I don't have any money with me. She looked in Yumi's pockets and found some money. It wasn't enough. "Here." She yelled back and through a kunai with the money to the bartender. He was to shocked to count it, and she took her chance and ran out of the pub with Yumi how she had threw over her shoulder.

"Damn you are troublesome." She said as searched for the key. She couldn't find the key. She looked at Yumi who laughed a bit. "Why are you laughing?" She said annoyed.

"You know why, because the door is open." She laughed but fell down from the alcohol. Sakura looked at the body that tried to get up in front of her. She opened the door and dragged her through the store up to the living room. There she hit the light and laid Yumi on the couch. She took of Yumi's shoes, Yumi already fell asleep on the couch and she dragged her into the bedroom. She put Yumi on the bed and Sakura took a chair to sit next to her.

Well it will have to wait. She's not going to wake up for a while and when she does she will have a really bad headache. She looked worried, she tried to remember the last time she helped a woman she knew. But her memories where a blur and she gave up thinking about it. I guess I like to take care of people, but then why do I kill them? Why can't I just take care of them.

The memories cleared in her head. Her mind took her on a roller coaster. She saw some a blond girl smile at her in her hand she hold a flower. Then a blond haired boy with a strange but friendly foxy smile, behind him stood a man with gray hair, but he didn't looked old enough to be gray. Next to the gray haired men she saw the boy from her dream, she felt a strange feeling in her stomach. She almost suffocated in the feeling. It felt strange but nice, and she wanted it to last for ever but her the ride stopped as Yumi moaned in her sleep.

She looked up at the clock. I need to get back, tomorrow will became a long day. Damn I hate this mission he sent me on. I hate it, I just want live like my dreams. Every night she dreamed of a girl, always smiling, with a lot of people who cared and protected her. But it seemed someone else life. She didn't knew the people in her dreams nor where the dreams took place.

She got up and put the chair back. She in the doorway she stopped and looked at the sleeping Yumi. She closed the door. In the living room she wrote a little note to Yumi and put it on the fridge. Then she walked out and went back to the motel to pack her bag and some sleep.

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"Finally there you are." Kisame said as Sakura walked in the room, she frowned at his question.

"Why is there something wrong?" She asked and looked around finding Itachi in a chair looking at the calm lake behind the motel.

"Did you took you medicine?" Kisame asked worried. Itachi didn't moved but listened.

"Yes, I did, but I have a quest-"

"No time for chit-chat you need some sleep, it will be a long day tomorrow." Itachi intrepid her. He saw her looking angry at him he smirked, he loved that look of hers, he wanted to graph her, but Kisame was in the room. "Kisame, don't you wanna go for a drink?" He asked, it wasn't a real question, Kisame nodded and walked away. Little he knew what Itachi was going to do when he was gone.

"I'll join you." Sakura said and walked after Kisame but Itachi graphed her wrist. "Let go Itachi, I'm not a kid." She said with an angry voice, but when she saw his face she knew why. "No Itachi, not now, not ever again." As she tried to get her wrist back.

Kisame didn't noticed what was going on inside and walked to the pub for a drink. He didn't cared if Itachi wanted him gone for a while. Maybe he even found a nice whore to have some fun with.

Back in the room Itachi got out of his chair and looked at Sakura that sat down on her bed with a smile that scared her. "What going on?" She asked and tried to lighten the mood.

"Like you don't know." He smirked and walked in front of her. She looked a little confused but slowly she got it. He wanted her, like he wanted her before.

She got up and faced him, she wasn't scared of him, if she could she could kill him with one hit. She smiled at the though, killed by his own student, it would sound hilarious. She pushed him aside. But he didn't gave in. It scared her a little. "Go aw-"

His mouth crashed on hers as he pulled her closer. She was hesitating but it felt so good, like the feeling the boy from her dreams gave her. She slid her finger over his muscles, she loved to touch them. His tongue played hers, after a while she took the bate and gave in. He pushed her gently on the bed while his lips kissed her neck. She moaned as the feeling filled her body completely. He got on top of her, his weight pressed there body's in the mattress. He stopped and looked in her eyes, they were locked, just some green, black, a little reflection from the light above them but locked for any emotions to see.

Just let him has his fun, just like the ones you murdered, just as you did then. Close your eyes, don't think, just act. Give him what he wants, let this feeling complete you. But it's, it's-. Her mind went crazy, he took of her shirt but she was to busy fighting her thoughts to notice. She moved on the rhythm with her eyes closed, while her thoughts broke in a thousand pieces. Wrong, wrong, wrong. No Sakura stop him, it's not him, it not him you want this from. Her unconsciousness yelled. Not him, stop it now. It's the other, the other damn girl just listen, it's the other one. Which other?

"Which other?" She whispered.

Itachi looked up. Other, where is she talking about, I thought we were having a moment. But she just thinks of another, which other? Where is she talking about? She can't mean Sasuke, she can't remember him right? Stupid Sasuke, why does he haunts my thoughts. Stupid little brother, when do you came to kill?

"What do you mean, which other?" He said. He knew he could forget about tonight and got off her. He threw her shirt to her and sat down in the chair near the window.

She still didn't answered his question so he asked again. " Which other Sakura? Is there something you aren't telling me?" He didn't really expect an answer, and he was right about that. Sakura pulled the sheets over her head and a few moments later he heard her cry. What's wrong with her? She said she took the herbs so where does this behavior comes from? It's so weak to cry where someone is in the same room. She's turning weak? We'll see, maybe she can't kill him after all, then I have to kill Orchimaru myself. Wrong time to turn weak Sakura, it will get you killed.

What is this feeling, why does this hurts me so much. Little flashbacks broke through her mind.

"Your annoying."

"I love you."

"Your weak."

"I love you."

"Your annoying and weak, leave me alone."

"But I lo-"

"Leave me alone!"

Whose feelings are these? Mine, but that's not possible. It can't. I never loved someone. You did loved someone. You were such a beautiful girl full with emotions, what happened to you? A girl full with emotions? That's the girl I dreamed about. But how can that be me? It can't. More flashbacks ran through her mind.

"Good morning."

"Your late."

"I got lost on the way."

"Lair, lair, lair."

Who are these people, why do I feel so safe? Where is this, wait it from my dreams. Am I dreaming again? She pinched her arm, it hurt. I'm not sleeping? So this is a memory? But how is this possible. How can I have memories from people I don't know. How is this possible? I don't understand. She pulled her pillow over her head, trying to stop the flashbacks.

"What is this sweet sense?"

"It's called perfume. Girls use it to get a someone's attention."

"Make it stop! Make it stops!" Sakura cried in her pillow. "Please……. make it stop." Her head hurt, her body was numb as her memories took over her body. Her muscles where tensed, then relaxed, tensed, relaxed. It went on for half an hour before her body was to tired and she fell asleep.

So it's began, she's turning immune. Kisame will have to find another herb when she gets back. Mhh if she gets back. In this state she can't even kill a ANBU soldier. What a pity, to be killed by a ANBU.

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In a motel in Lurea a boy can't sleep. He takes of his sheets and looks at his teammate. Naruto is in a deep sleep and he decided to take a walk. He puts on his shoes and closes the door. Naruto opens his eyes. So here he goes again. I miss her to but why can't he talk about it, it would make him feel so much better. Ah well it's just not for Sasuke to talk about his feelings.

"Sakura." He sighed in the cold air. If I only looked after you when you were sick, you wouldn't be dead. No I don't believe she's dead, she can't be. Damn, get over it, she's dead otherwise she would have come back. She loved you, she couldn't live without you. If she was still alive she would be here, in the ANBU team with you. Why do I even care? I don't love her, no she left me, just like my family. They left me, and now she left me too. She didn't loved me enough to stay alive. I hate her, I hate her.

"I HATE YOU, DO YOU HEAR ME SAKURA, I HATE YOU!" He screamed in the air. His voice echoed in the air. He heard the words over and over, slowly disappearing in the dark air. His heart hurt from hearing those words come out of his mouth. Every time he could touch her but didn't, every time he could say he loved her, all the words she spoke to tell him she loved him echoed in his head.

It started to rain, Sasuke looked up, it fitted the mood he was in and a little tear ran down his cheek. Tears from the moon, falling down like rain, when I reach for you, they know I reach in vain. He closed his eyes and listened to the rain falling on the leaves of the nearby tree's. He smiled a little, she loved that sound, she loved the leaves and was so proud of herself when she could wear they leaf head protector.

Naruto heard Sasuke's scream and turned on his back. So you hate her for leaving you? I don't believe it, you loved her. It's just not fair the thing called love, he would have done everything for you, he would safe the world just for you. It's ironic, when he admitted it, you disappeared. One day he will fall apart, maybe in a dark night, that fist his personality. Sakura, you really must stop haunting him, you are breaking him.

Darw-Angel:

If you found a lot of grammars mistakes and spelling error I'm sorry. I'm trying a new software, and I think its even worse then Microsoft's spelchecks.

I was having a hard time writing that scene between Itachi and Sakura. I don't really like the couple, and this story is about Sasuke and Sakura not Itachi so I wanted Sakura to get confused with flashbacks, so that Itachi would feel unwanted and think about his little brother. Sasuke is turning crazy with his feelings, and tries to ran away from it, maybe because of a coming event?

I want to thank everyone for the reviews, and thanks for reading.

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