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Here is the next chapter, enjoy.
she saw her
she saw as she got near
she saw how she went through
her walls, through each barrier
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she felt confident at first, thinking that she was another naïve lost soul trapped by her aura... and she thought that she would leave. like everyone else, or fall down to her knees, to the cold ground to become another fallen fighter...
but she proves that she's wrong
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she gazed in awe as she was walking through that hell, with her body being wrecked, half turned into a chromo.
raw red lines being in so many spots of her body, decorating it... reddish areas spread out in streaks resembling scratches, a lot of wounds infected... the whole image was so grotesque. horrifying for anyone who saw her.
and though this, that naïve soul still kept a reassuring smile.
even on a cloudy day, the sun shines behind of the clouds -
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she was afraid, no, terrified. she just wanted her to leave.
she wanted her to leave, to turn around and leave.
she wanted her to be like everyone else.
but she gets closer and closer
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she felt herself like she was going to be sick, trembling with each step, that were resonating through the hallway.
she sees her figure becoming more clear, as the distance gets shorter.
and she just want to scream, to throw something in the way and make her fall.
she felt herself getting caught, she felt like being caged and she didn't like it, she hated it.
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what she was seeing made her heart clench, guilt building up inside, torturing her. her sun was tearing himself apart, for her -
she shook her head, trying to dispose those thoughts, reminding herself that if she allows someone inside, she would end wounded again... and this time, she would end beyond repair.
but deep in her heart, the guilt was eating her.
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she saw the hopes in her eyes, she saw the illusion, waiting for her reward... which only made her felt worse, she was nothing more than a big rock.
she didn't know anything of what she surely expected from her: she didn't know how to be there for someone, to care, to show sympathy, to be friendly, kind, gentle... nothing!
and much less, love.
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she was just a broken heart, a broken will, a lost soul
a blackbird, a lone wolf. she never knew what was love. she just knew how it feels to loose everything, to be alone because others will only hurt you.
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and now her heart was clenched with regret and guilt, a lot of guilt... she was in pain... she let another person in.