Days passed and I got to know more about the past. Caleb and Nick are trying to help me with my memory loss and looking for the cause of it. Tobias still hasn't talked to me and no one tells me why he is acting like this. I am getting really annoyed by that. I want to know what his role in the story is, what am I missing?

I go into the pit and am greeted by several persons. I just smile and wave. I honestly don't have a clue who they are. They know me apparently. Talking about clues, where am I going? I like walking around here. I try to remember things and sometimes stop and stare at points but forcing memories isn't helping me so I just give up. I laugh a bit and realize I must look really weird by stopping, gazing in the distance and then smiling. I notice Tobias walking in the distance. I walk up to him so he can't avoid me.

'Listen Tobias, you have been avoiding me for days and I know you don't want to talk to me but I want to talk to you. I want to fill up the pieces I am missing.' he sighs. I think he realizes he will have to tell me.

'Okay then, but I don't want to do this here where everyone can hear us.' I agree and nod. He takes me to an old apartment.

'Who's room is this?' I ask.

'It was mine before I moved somewhere else.' I look around and notice that the apartment is almost empty; just the kitchen and bathroom are here. I notice the doors that go to a balcony. I walk up there and gasp. My first dream wasn't a dream, it was a memory. The boy with the tattoo; faction symbols. I open the door and go outside looking out over the city. I look back at Tobias. 'You are the boy from my dreams.' The biggest missing piece is solved. How could I be so dumb to not realize that.

'You dreamt about me?' he says surprised.

'Yes! The first day I can remember I fainted and I dreamed about standing here and now I know it was with you. It never made more sense.' Then I see the tiniest smile on his face enough to make my mind fix itself for a part. I put all the dreams that didn't make sense back in place and put the stories I have heard the past days neatly between them. It's like putting a puzzle together and starting to see the final image. But then it hits me. 'That was why you were so angry at me... Because I married Chris.'

'It was wrong to blame you for that, you didn't know better,' he says with regret.

'But still! If I wasn't bloody shot and dumped somewhere I might have made it back here. I left you here without knowing I was alive. Fucking hell this is so messed up!' I yell. Tears stream down my face. Why couldn't I just have brought back here?

'Tris easy... Calm down, nothing is your fault.' he puts his hands carefully on my shoulders and I cry into his body leaving a dark spot on his shirt with my tears. He just called me Tris and it felt right. I know who did it, who dumped me there. I don't remember but I can feel it.

'Christina said David from the bureau shot me. Right?' Tobias nods. 'He must have dumped me there! We need to go to the bureau, wherever that is, and avenge him! We need to tell our friends that we are going and Chris needs to know that I remember a few things, ' I feel like I am going insane. I just spit those words out and it feels like nothing make sense anymore. Life is unfair. I look into his blue eyes and realize he understand it but doesn't agree.

'I don't think that's a good plan Tris. You will get problems.'

'No... No, no, no... It's perfect!' I laugh a bit to calm myself down but I am pretty sure it seems even more insane. 'Maybe this way we can put this shit to an end and-' Tobias kisses me full on the mouth and for a moment the world stops to turn. It's like there is nothing else. I kiss him back passionately and enjoy it. It feels familiar like I kissed him before - I obviously did that. When our mouths let go of each other I feel guilty towards Chris. I am only married to him for barely two weeks and I just kissed someone else.

'He will understand,' he says. He is talking about Chris. I just nod and look back to the window. It's time to strike back, no matter what everyone says, David will pay.

Hey missed me guys? Yes? Lies! I know you didn't miss me ;-)

Anyways I have been busy for weeks now and still am so. I have hundreds of photos to edit from the Fashion show in England but I thought I might try to write something. Can you see how bad my writers block is? I MUST FINISH THIS STORY, I AM HALFWAY THERE.

Anyway I have been writing two other stories on my telephone and will not start uploading untill I have one of them finished (So you don't have to wait long like with this story.)

Which story would you be more interested in?:

1. When they were young 17 year old Michael and Eleanor met. Ever since then they were friends and now lovers. It seems perfectly fine but what makes their love hard are their factions: Michael is a divergent member of Abnegation and Eleanor is bound to be the next faction leader of Erudite, following her mothers footsteps. Eleanor realizes Michael has the right to have a normal relationship with someone he deserves; someone who is special like him, maybe divergent, just like him. She leaves him to date a boy her mother wanted her to have. Will their love last? Even in the war? (This story takes place during Tris's initation and will feature the original characters on the background)

2. During an experiment Four gets send back in time and discovers that the world is totally different. He meets Sasha, a 16 year old clumsy girl who introduces him to the entertainment of their time: Young Adults and movies. She lets him read one of her favorite books. But what she doesn't know that he is the main character of that book. Four realizes his whole life was made up by someone and that he in fact isn't real. Will he return to his future or stay here where he can define his own future without the help of a writer?

Please let me know :)