A/N: So, I own nothing but this lovely storyline. I can't even claim ownership on these characters, but if I could, I would own Carlisle, Jasper, Emmett, and Peter. If you are under 18, you really shouldn't read this story. I have to tell everyone about this amazing writer I found, Iridescent Bellisle Cullen. You will find some awesome Carlisle/Bella stories by this author. Go check it out! Seriously, as soon as you read this chapter go check out Iridescent's stories, you won't be sorry.
Now, I am sorry I didn't update on the day I said I would. School is literally kicking my ass. I have 8 assignments to do this week and all kinds of reading to do. My professor is a hard ass and I want to smack her and tell her I have a story to write, but I doubt she would care. Anyway, enjoy!
Chapter 10: Let's Talk
CPOV
I used the time it took to drive to Seattle on thinking. I knew that Edward was going to come back eventually and when he did, it was going to be for Bella. I hope Alice will be able to see when he makes his decision to come. I don't want her to ever be hurt again. She's lost so much already and her body has not even had time to heal yet. I need to check her ribs when we get in our room.
I wanted to tell Bella everything about me. I wanted to take her places she has never been, let her see things that she never dreamed of seeing. I wondered if she would want to get married someday. What? Where did that thought come from? We haven't even talked. I want to take her out on dates. I want to curl up by a fire with her and read with her. I want to hold her while watching a movie. I want to make love to her. You need to slow down.
It's not like I haven't thought about making love to her because I have. Hell, it was only a short time ago that I wanted to do just that in the car. I needed to take things slow with Bella. I never want to rush her. I don't think I would survive it if I ended up losing her. We have both lost so much; we don't need to lose each other.
You need to stop talking about losing her before you drive yourself crazy. Scoffing to myself I shook my head in an attempt to dispel the negative thoughts that kept creeping into my head. When did I become so dependent on Bella? When did her staying or leaving me become entwined with my own life? Shaking my head again, I pulled up to the valet parking of the hotel and woke Bella up. She gazed at me for a moment, locking me in her chocolate brown eyes.
The valet attendant opened Bella's door causing our locked gaze to break and her to jump a little. I chuckled and opened my own door and walked to the trunk to grab a bag for Bella and myself. Holding both bags in one hand I made my way to Bella and reached for her hand. She laced our fingers together and gave me a beautiful smile. I felt myself smiling in return. The young man handed me my valet ticket and Bella and I walked hand in hand into the hotel lobby.
Bella looked around with rapt attention. It truly was beautiful in here. Walking up to the front desk, I asked the lady behind the desk if she had a suite available, which she did. Bella ordered some room service and once I paid for the room and received the key, we made our way to the elevators. Once inside, I pressed the button to take us to the top floor.
The elevator doors opened and we stepped out into the hall and I led us to our room. After I opened the door, I gestured for Bella to go in first. She walked in and started looking around. It was a very nice and spacious suite. There was a living room with a flat screen television hanging in the corner of the room over the fireplace. Two white and fluffy sofas were placed around the room with a coffee table in the center.
The bedroom was to the left and up two steps, through the door; I placed our bags on the dresser and watched as Bella walked into the bathroom. She turned around with a smile and motioned for me to come to her. I walked towards her and when I was standing in front of her, she turned and pointed to the Jacuzzi bathtub.
"Would you like to soak in the Jacuzzi?" I asked her.
Nodding, she turned back around to face me. "After I eat I would love to soak in there."
"I'll light the candles and get everything set up for you while you are eating," I told her with a smile.
She bounced forward and pressed her lips to mine and I wrapped my arms around her waist, wanting to prolong the kiss for a little longer. I released her lips and rested my forehead against hers. There was a knock at the door, letting us know that Bella's food had arrived. I released her waist and grabbed her hand, pulling her to the living room.
Releasing her hand, Bella moved to sit on one of the sofas and I walked to the door.
The waiter smiled, "Good evening sir."
"Good evening, please come in."
He pushed the cart over to the dining room that was adjacent to the living room and moved the trays to the table. Once he uncovered all the trays, he placed the lids back on the cart and pushed the cart in the corner. I grabbed Bella's hand and walked with her into the dining room.
"Good evening miss. I hope you enjoy the meal. If you need anything, please don't hesitate to ask. My name is John," he smiled at my Bella.
I had to bite back the snarl that wanted to rip its way up my throat. I instinctively pulled Bella until she was almost completely behind me. How dare he look at my girl with lust filled eyes? Snapping his gaze back to me, he faltered and took a step back.
"I..I'll just…go. If..if you n-need anything please c-call room s-service," he stuttered and made his way to the door quickly.
"Carlisle," Bella chastised. "What is wrong with you? Why did you scare him like that?"
I turned to face Bella, not at all looking chastised. "He was lusting after you. I have to protect what is mine." I snapped my mouth closed immediately and dropped my gaze to the floor. I can't believe you just said that out loud. She'll probably run for the hills screaming now.
Bella's warm hands caressed my cheeks until I slowly raised my eyes to meet her penetrating gaze. She had a knowing smile on her face as she stared into my eyes. I could swear that she was capable of seeing inside my soul with one look. I wondered if she would like what she saw in my soul. Not to be conceited or anything, but you know your soul is pure.
Yeah, that doesn't sound conceited at all. And my soul is not pure. I have killed in my 366 years. Thou shall not kill and all pretty much means that my soul is no longer pure and with all these sinful thoughts I have been having about Bella and making love to her is not pure either. Well, it would be pure if you married her before you made love to her. Stop acting like you are a murderer, we both know it's not true and I bet if you told Bella she would agree with me and not you. Now shut up and pay attention to the brunette beauty in front you.
I growled at my inner ramblings and shook my head to gain the ability to focus on Bella. She was still smiling at me and I again found myself returning her smile.
"You know Carlisle, it is kind of sexy you being all possessive over me. And I like that you called me yours." She leaned forward and kissed me with passion before pulling away and moving around me to sit in the chair at the table. I was rooted to the floor in both shock and relief.
I was shocked that she found my possessive behavior sexy and relieved that she accepted and approved of me calling her mine. I feared that I would send her running away from me screaming when I called her mine, but just the opposite. She kissed me passionately and liked what I said. I'll have to remember to show her my possessive side again so I can get another kiss.
Once I was capable of moving my feet, I moved to Bella and placed a kiss on her cheek. She smiled up at me and picked up her fork about to take a bite of her roasted chicken breast.
"I'm going get the Jacuzzi ready for you sweetheart."
"Thank you Carlisle."
I smiled, "I'd do anything for you Bella, anything at all. I want to make you happy," I told her honestly.
"You do make me happy. I'll be done soon."
I nodded and made my way to the bathroom where I turned on the water and the Jacuzzi jets. I also lit the candles around the room and turned off the light, setting the room in a beautiful glow. I placed one towel along the back of the Jacuzzi so Bella could rest her head on it and grabbed one of the soft plush robes out of the closet and draped it over the counter for her. Once the Jacuzzi was filled, I shut off the water.
I heard her coming my way and before I turned around she wrapped her arms around my waist and pressed a kissed to the middle of my back. I sighed and turned in her arms and pulled her closer to me, resting my arms around her waist. I felt her smile into my chest right next to my silent heart.
Pulling back, I gazed down at her for a moment. "I need to check your ribs and the bruises to see how you are healing."
She nodded and reached for the hem of her shirt. I released my grip on her and stepped back. Bella immediately pulled her shirt over her head and I had to stifle the growl that wanted to escape at seeing her breasts encased in a white lace bra. Quickly adverting my eyes from her breasts, I scanned the bruises and frowned.
The bruises looked worse today than they did when I first saw them. I wanted to rip Edward's head off and toss it in a fire. I wanted to tear him apart slowly and painfully. I wanted him to suffer for what he did to my mate. Mate. Where did that come from? Could it be true? Is that why I already felt like she was mine when it had only been a week since Esme died? I need to ask Alice about this. Surely she has seen something that would be helpful with what has begun between Bella and me.
After assessing her bruises, I unwrapped the tape from her ribs and began checking them. She winced a little when I touched her ribs, but I could feel that they were healing quite well. I moved behind her to check the bruises on her back and my frown deepened. How could he hurt her like this? He claimed to love her and yet the marks on her body clearly meant he never loved her at all. Jasper told me once before that he felt Edward's love for Bella. Could he have fooled Jasper? The more I thought about it, the angrier I was becoming.
Bella turned to face me and her lip trembled a bit when she looked at me. I quickly wrapped her in my arms trying to comfort her. I didn't want her to cry anymore. I wanted her to smile and laugh. I wanted her to be happy. I would make her happy. I would find a way to make her laugh and smile more. I would do anything to keep her safe.
"Carlisle, are you okay?" Bella asked me softly.
"I'm angry sweetheart. I'm furious with Edward for hurting you. I want to rip him apart for what he has done to you. I will keep you safe no matter what. He will never touch you again," I promised.
Bella reached up and pressed her lips to mine briefly before pulling back. Looking in my eyes she gave me a small smile and stroked my cheek. I could feel myself calming down just from her touch. I felt the anger slipping from my body and I relaxed, leaning into her touch.
"Better?"
"Much, sweetheart. Thank you."
"Anytime. Now, how am I healing?"
I sighed, "Your bruises look a lot worse today, but I am sure you know that. Your ribs are healing nicely and in a few more weeks you won't need to have them taped anymore. Are you in any pain?"
She shook her head, "My ribs hurt a little, but not too bad. The bruises do look horrible, but I will be okay."
"Bella, what all did he do to you?" I needed to know how bad he hurt her. I needed to know what else he put her through.
She closed her eyes and trembled slightly. "I'll tell you all when we get to the house in Hanover. I only want to tell the story once and I am sure they will want to know what he did to me."
I placed a kiss on her forehead and held her against me for a moment. "Okay. Why don't you soak in the Jacuzzi and I will leave you to relax?"
She nodded and pulled me down for another kiss. I ran my tongue along her bottom lip and she quickly granted me access to her sweet mouth. I devoured every inch of her mouth before reluctantly pulling back. She took in a deep breath and licked her lips. I could feel my pants becoming extremely tight and I knew I had to get out of here before I made love to her in the bathroom. There will be time for that later.
I stepped back and moved to the door, but Bella grabbed my hand stopping me from making my escape. I turned to look at her, raising an eyebrow in questioning.
"Would you care to join me? The Jacuzzi is big enough for two."
I gaped unsure of what to say. I would love to join her, but I didn't think it would be wise to do that. Seeing my struggle to answer she moved closer to me and grabbed my other hand. Bella took a step back and pulled me with her.
She giggled when I still didn't answer her. "I'm not asking you to make love to me right now. I just want you to hold me."
"Are you sure sweetheart? I don't want you to feel like you have to do this." I knew I wanted to soak in the Jacuzzi with her, but I didn't want her to feel like I was pressuring her into doing anything.
"Carlisle, quit stressing. We are just soaking in the Jacuzzi together and then we can go lay in the bed and talk."
Closing my eyes, I agreed. I kept my eyes closed until I heard Bella settle into the Jacuzzi. She let out a contented sigh and I looked over to her to find her head rested against the towel with a small smile on her face. She looked so at peace and I made a mental note to get a Jacuzzi installed in my bathroom in Hanover. It was a big enough room that I could have a Jacuzzi bigger than this one installed.
Quickly stripping my clothes before I lost my nerve, I moved to the Jacuzzi and slid in next to Bella. She scooted over to allow me enough room and then settled against my side, relaxing further. I wrapped my arms around her and just held her. When the water started to cool off after we were in there for quite a while, I reluctantly pulled away. I stood and grabbed a towel, wrapping it around my waist. I heard Bella's heartbeat increase and I smirked. I knew she was looking at my naked form before I hid it behind a towel. Naughty girl.
Picking up another towel, I stepped out of the Jacuzzi and turned to face Bella. She stood up and my eyes raked over her naked form quickly before I wrapped the towel around her. I pulled the plug in the Jacuzzi to let the water out and shut off the jets. I helped Bella step out of the Jacuzzi and she walked over to the robe and dropped the towel and wrapped her body in the robe.
I blew all the candles out while Bella made her way to the bedroom and climbed into the huge king sized bed. I picked up our discarded clothes and grabbed the laundry bag out of the closet and placed them in there. I then made my way to my bag and pulled out a pair of sleeping pants that Alice obviously packed for me and a pair of black silk boxers.
I let the towel drop from my waist and pulled the boxers on at vampire speed and I was about to put the sleeping pants on when my cell phone notified me that I had a text message. Walking into the living room I retrieved my phone from the table and flipped it open.
'I already called to have an oversized Jacuzzi installed in your bathroom' – A.
'Thank you. We need to talk' – C.
I walked back to the room and climbed in bed waiting for Alice to reply, forgetting all about my sleeping pants. Bella snuggled up against me and rested her head on my chest. I breathed in her scent and felt myself becoming relaxed. How I longed for sleep. I wished I could curl up with Bella and hold her while we slept. I would love to wake up with her in the morning.
'*sigh* I know what you want to know. I had a vision of you and Bella together, but it didn't come until the day of Charlie's funeral so I kept it to myself. I see the two of you as mates and very happy. Just take things slow with her' – A.
'So she is my mate?' – C.
'Yes. I think she was always meant to be your mate. I have a feeling that the two of you were going to end up together no matter what' – A.
'I'm already in love with her Alice' – C.
'I know. I'll help you plan your first date once we get settled' – A.
"Who are you texting Carlisle?"
I pulled Bella closer to me and placed a kiss on her forehead. "It's Alice sweetheart."
Sighing she snuggled even closer to me and I could feel every inch of her body pressed up against me. I sighed in return. I loved having her in my arms. She fit perfectly, almost as if she was made just for me. It was then that I realized maybe Alice was right. Maybe just maybe Bella and I were always meant to be together. Bella's heart rate slowed as did her breathing once she had succumbed to sleep.
'I want to take her out for a romantic evening' – C.
'*squeal* I'll plan everything' – A.
'What about Rose and Emmett? Will they be okay with this?' – C.
'Of course. They don't know yet, but when they find out they will be supportive of your relationship with Bella and very happy for you both. Don't worry so much' – A.
'I'm trying not to. Have you seen anything regarding Edward?' – C.
'I only get glimpses. He knows how my visions work and it's like he isn't making any solid decisions. He's evading me and it makes me nervous. He'll come back Carlisle and I don't know if I will see it in time to stop him from what ever he plans' – A.
'We'll have a family meeting once we all get to the house' – C.
'Okay. Enjoy your time with Bella' – A.
'I will. See you all soon' – C.
I closed my phone and placed it on the nightstand. I stood and pulled Bella with me, cradling her against my chest with one arm and lifted the covers with the other. I settled us back in the bed and Bella turned placing her back against my chest. I pulled her closer to me and nuzzled my face into her silky tresses.
"I love you Carlisle," she mumbled in her sleep.
My breath caught in my throat and I whispered into her neck, "I love you too sweetheart."
A/N: So, I know I said I was going to update every Sunday, well I am not really sure how that is going to work out. School is definitely put writing on the back burner, but don't fret I will not give up on my stories. I will continue to work on them, it just may take me a little longer than I was hoping. Stick with me please.
Don't flame me please, my couple is still taking things slow. Yes they told each other I love you, but it technically doesn't count since Bella was sleeping. And they have seen each other naked, but they will not have a physical relationship besides heated kisses for a while. So I feel that I should let everyone know, next chapter is going to be in Edward's POV. I bet you are all wondering what he has been up to. Don't worry, you'll find out soon.