Chapter 4
Cold wind in summer air.
Nachi was standing near the counter in his Club. Flipping through few papers and bills. It was still long hours to go before the club open its door again. Thus, its getting noon.
He frowned. His finger flipping quickly through every papers and bills.
"You ok with that ?" - Aya, another host came closer to him, poking his eyes on the table and landed to Nachi face. Nachi didn't answer. He just giving a sign that he was ok.
He wasn't. Since after he hearing Mao laughed and those 'I miss you' sentence. He wasn't in peace. Nachi couldn't tell his heart the logical and the further explanation as to why he was feeling like that. All he feel now is, he was suspicious.
The fact that today Mao will depart for his photo shoot and they will only meet after one week.
Nachi cellphone bursting into sound. He ignored, only pick it up after third call.
"Hhmm.." - Other salute replacing 'Moshi-moshi' from Nachi.
"Are you still angry ?" - a soft cute voice coming from other end. Nachi didn't reply.
"Mou..you always too care for small things like that. You didn't even come home last night.." - Mao try to make what seems to be dissatisfaction feeling from Nachi settle down.
"I'm busy." - Again, short answer.
"I'll be going soon. Its pity you didn't send me off." - Mao protesting.
"Ne.. I will miss you." - Mao soft voice filled in Nachi ear. Making Nachi heart throbbing.
"You say that feel its too cheap." - Nachi reply.
Mao paused. His face turn to darker. Flip his phone and he sit on chair at the balcony. Hot summer air slapping through him softly.
"He's going to come back soon ? I should leaved now." - Watanabe Daisuke suddenlly appear.
"You braved enough to be here all night and why now you feel in hurry ?". Mao turn his face to Watanabe. Looking deeply with frustration feeling.
"You love him ?" - Watanabe ask.
"Yes." - Mao short answer.
"You love me ?" - Watanabe ask again.
"Yes." - Same answer from Mao.
Watanabe paused. His mind started to work hard twice to solving Mao answer that just had been received by his brain, at thinking department.
"I want to tidy and prepared his food first, only by then we can go to agency and depart for our photo shoot." - Mao answer and get up from his seat. Walk slowly to the kitchen but he stop halfway. Turn his face to Watanabe.
"Dai-chan. I love you." - Mao smile sweetly and walk away to kitchen.
Watanabe Daisuke stood still. His brain now working triple times than usual to solved the sentence.
The little cafe where Amu and Nachi walk in seems a bit too full for them but Amu are faith enough that he believe they can get a table for two.
After about 15 minutes standing at the door acted like statue of liberty, they both get the table and quickly sit.
"Man... I believe now my butt are pray in grace at last to get fucking with this chair" - Amu smirked while moving himself to left and right, adjusting his seat.
"Or they were in agony and disgrace for fucking the chair that has just been farted few moments ago by other butt." - Nachi lifted his left eyebrow.
"Man... My butt never bother about that." - Amu giggling, his eyes observing to every inch of the menu book.
They made an order. Chatting a little about clubs and their customer while waiting for the food to arrived.
"Aren't Mao left you for a week starting today ?" - Amu questioned.
"What a straight question." - Nachi smirked and drink a little.
"Your mood must be sways." - Amu make a conclusion.
"Already am." - Nachi lifted his eyebrows then pouted towards something at Amu back. Standing there, was a figure. And yes, its Mao.
"How can you find your Nachi here ?" - Amu who just turn his face too look, shock. Looking up and down at Mao who wear face mask and cap, so he won't be recognized much.
"He install GPS in my butt." - Mao giggle.
"Excuse us for minute or two." - Nachi get up, pull Mao little harsh out from the cafe.
"Man... I never know we can do that much at our butt..." - Amu talk to himself.
"Not yet leaved ?" - Nachi ask when they were at the hidden corner outside the cafe.
"You ask me to leaved." - Mao eyes shine, like there is tears going to fall soon.
"I don't mean that. I mean you not yet get going ? When was the time you need to depart ?" - Nachi sigh. Explaining. He feel sometimes Mao is dumb that he need to explain in detailed.
"Soon, but I want to find you first. After that we will go." - Mao answer.
"We ?" - Nachi question, lifting his eyebrows. Mao paused.
"I mean me and my manager and...several artist..and crews." - Mao eyes rolled around.
"Oh..." - Nachi nodded a little and smirked. Giving a face expression that Mao dislike to see.
"Nachi... I love you." - Mao try to convinced.
"I know." - Nachi smirked.
"I miss you." - Mao move closer to Nachi. Mao catch Nachi lip, tasting it slow and steady, his hand hugged him tightly. Nachi return the kiss, closed his eyes and brush Mao hair softly.
"Waiting for his reply ?". - Watanabe Daisuke ask when he see Mao stared endlessly at his cellphone. He get up from the bed their share. Looking at the clock that pointed 3 a.m. He and Mao share the same hotel room and tonight was their first night before starting the shoot tomorrow.
"Hhmmm." - Mao answer. Didn't even look at Watanabe.
"I always give in... Give him more chance to be with you. And now we get these time that was so precious to me but..." - Watanabe didn't continue his words. His eyes filled with cloudy expression.
"But I was so care about him ? That I let go my chance to be yours ?" - Mao continue the words. He sigh and turn his face away from Watanabe.
"I wanted we to get along like before. You always be mine. Like those other days that had put DaiMao in our image." - Watanabe get up and sit next to Mao.
"I think we should stop talking this..." - Mao get up but his hand been pulled by Watanabe and he sit back forcefully.
"No. We should talk about this. Mao, I love you so much ! " - Watanabe put his strong tone. Mao shock. Looking deeply to Watanabe.
"Mao, please ? I admit I had took wrong decision that I deny your love to me and I try to act that we not have special feeling and I was so wrong that I let you go to Serizawa." - Watanabe Daisuke eyes filled with tears.
"You say it so bother to have DaiMao image." - Mao reply. He try to let go his hand from Watanabe grasp.
"Yes. But that was before. Now that day by day I realized I shouldn't have been so care what public was saying, that now day by day I feel so much in pain seeing you with Serizawa and not have you in me !" - Watanabe tighten his grasp.
"Is it too late now...?" - Watanabe ask Mao softly. Wrapping both of his hand around Mao. Mao didn't reply. Softly, he let go of Watanabe hands and walk away.
Mao stop walking. He turn around to face Watanabe Daisuke. But before Watanabe could guess what Mao would want to say, Mao just turn back and continue walking.
Watanabe paused.