Thank you to everyone who wished me luck on my exams. They went a lot better than I expected!

Okay so something kinda big happens in this chapter. I don't want to spoil you but there's a lot of kogan~ And it's kind of a long chapter. It's the longest one I've written so far so that was part of the reason why it took me so long to update.

But anyways, here we go. I don't own BTR.

Getting back together with Jo meant having lots of "relationship" talks. Meaning Kendall did a lot of nodding and agreeing with whatever she said just so she would stop talking. Kendall was just waiting for when things would get back to normal between the two of them so they could get back to the good part of their relationship. Jo was still hesitant about kissing him or letting him be affectionate with her, which to a degree was fine with Kendall. He wasn't going to push her into something she wasn't ready for and he was willing to do whatever it took to make her happy again.

At least he was until he found out some very disturbing news.

He and Jo were in one of the dressing rooms behind the auditorium, which used to be their meeting place back when they first started dating. Jo always had access to the room because she'd been costume director of the drama club since sophomore year. She was the one who'd texted him to meet up there during lunch, but Kendall didn't really understand why since all they used to do whenever they met up there was make out and lately she seemed so adamant about not doing that. But maybe she was finally coming around.

When he got to the room she was already there sitting down on one of the tables. Out of habit he leaned in to kiss her when he greeted her and to his surprise she didn't turn away. But he pressed his lips against her cheek instead and sat down beside her.

"I brought you some food," he said. He held two sandwiches and two bottles of juice and gave her one of each.

She smiled. "Thanks."

"So...what'd you want to talk about?"

"Actually, I was thinking we'd skip the talking for once."

"Really?"

She shrugged. "I figured we've done enough of it in the past few days."

"Then why'd you ask me to meet you here?"

"Because this is our place. And because we're all alone here..."

Kendall got was she was hinting at when she moved closer to rest her face against his shoulder, smiling up at him sweetly. "You mean I'm actually allowed to kiss you now?"

Jo rolled her eyes. She grabbed him by his jacket and pulled him in so their lips met. For some reason kissing her felt differently this time. Like he was dating somebody completely new and he had to be super careful because he didn't know how far she was willing to let him go. The kiss was gentle and he'd barely touched her, but she still stopped him. "Kendall wait..." she said, pulling away from him and she sighed. Kendall looked at her strangely because she was acting kind of odd. "Before this goes any further between us, I have to tell you something."

"Can't it wait?"

"Kendall I kissed James," she blurted.

"What?"

"Well actually he kissed me. And it wasn't really a kiss-kiss, it was more of a peck really."

Kendall wasn't sure how to react so he just sort of stared at her, dumbfounded for a moment.

"Wow, I am so glad I finally got that off my chest," she said, awkwardly.

"You kissed James? When did this happen?"

"It was after we broke up. I was upset and he was trying to comfort me and it just sort of happened...are you mad?"

"I don't know, Jo. You kissed my best friend."

"He kissed me!"

"Right, whatever."

Jo let out a frustrated groan. "I knew you were gonna get like this. You should be glad I'm even telling you. James told me not to because he said you would overreact and I'm starting to think he was right."

Kendall just shook his head. He didn't know who he should be more upset with, James or Jo. Probably James but he had a habit of misdirecting his anger whenever he was upset about something. And when he was jealous it was really the only thing he could think about. "I just need some time to process this okay?"

"Can't you just forget about it? Remember like you said, let's just go back to the way things were," she tried, taking his hand.

Kendall pulled away, out of her grasp. "Um, I just remembered I have to go talk to Kelly about something."

"But lunch isn't even over yet."

Just then the bell rang and Kendall let out a sigh of relief.

"Never mind. Saved by the bell," Jo muttered.

"I'll see you around, Jo." Kendall said. And he left the room.

Kendall thought that maybe he might have been overreacting by getting so upset with her over something that happened when they were broken up. But he couldn't stop thinking about it and he couldn't just change the way he felt about it. James and Jo had classes together without Kendall and the two of them ran in the same circle of friends, so they spent a lot of time together without Kendall. So he couldn't help but wonder what went on between the two of them whenever he wasn't around. What if this had been going on the whole time behind his back and he didn't even know about it?

Kendall knew that James had always liked Jo but he never considered the fact that maybe she could have returned his feelings. She said so herself that she had kissed him back and she had felt the need to tell him about it so it couldn't have been all innocent, not if she had felt guilty about it. The whole thing was just leaving a bad taste in his mouth and he wished he could just stop thinking about it.

James had actually been a good friend to Kendall for most of his life so he could tell when Kendall was upset about something. So after hockey practice he asked him about it.

"Hey, man are you alright?"

Kendall took off his helmet and threw it on the ground. Then he took his gym bag out of his locker and slammed it down on the bench. "Yeah, I'm fine. Why do you ask?"

"Uh, I don't know you seem kinda tense. And you've been playing really well today. You usually don't play this good unless you're pissed off."

Kendall shrugged.

"And also you almost killed Dak back there," he pointed out.

He shrugged again. "I don't know, guess I'm just having an off day," he said. "Or a good day depending on how you look at it."

James didn't really buy it but he decided to just let it go. "Just save it for the game on Monday okay?"

Kendall nodded and watched him leave. He knew he should have just confronted James then but he didn't want to just yet. Because he wanted James to be the one to man up and admit to him what he did. But it sort of backfired on him because all it did was drive him crazy for the rest of the day. After school he spent a few hours at work before his boss just told him to go home because his attitude was giving everyone bad vibes. He knew this confrontation with James needed to happen one way or the other. He either needed to talk things out with him or he needed to just hit him to make himself feel better, whichever happened to come first.

This was how he ended up on the Mitchell's doorstep around 8 o'clock that night.

Logan had been sitting in front of the TV for the past few hours watching Animal Planet where they were marathoning programs about marine animals. He was currently learning how the Beluga whale consumes up to 3% of its body weight per day when he heard the doorbell ring.

He wasn't expecting anybody and neither Brooke nor James, or his father were home so he didn't know who it could be. Nobody usually ever came by for him.

He was surprised to see Kendall standing on his doorstep when he opened the door, mostly because Logan had just been thinking about the blonde not too long before. About how he'd brushed by him in the hallway, and how he would have maybe had the chance to talk to him if Camille hadn't been pulling him in the opposite direction. Logan wondered if the universe was playing some kind of trick on him with Kendall showing up at his door right after he'd been thinking about him.

It was cold out like most nights in Minnesota, so Kendall's cheeks were flushed and his hair was windswept. But still, Logan thought that he looked perfect.

"Hey, is James here?" he asked.

"No, you just missed him."

"Oh," he said.

Do you mind if I come in and wait for him?"

"Um, sure," he replied, stepping aside to let him in. "It might be awhile though. I think he and Lucy went to the movies."

"I don't mind," Kendall said, taking off his jacket and taking a seat on the couch. "What are you watching?"

"Uh, hockey." Logan grabbed the remote quickly and changed the channel. He didn't want Kendall to think he was some dork who just sat around watching Animal Planet all the time (even though it was kinda true). Kendall smiled to himself unbeknownst to him.

Logan sat down on the couch beside him and for a while they just sat beside each other in silence. Logan soon realized that something must have been wrong for him to just show up like this. He noticed the way Kendall wasn't really watching the TV, just sort of staring with his jaw set, like he was deep in thought about something. Logan felt this strong urge to find out whatever it was that was upsetting him and kill it.

"Is everything okay?" he asked.

"Yeah...nothing you should concern yourself with," Kendall started to say. But then he realized there was a possibility that Logan might know something that he didn't, something that could be useful to him. He was James' brother after all. "Actually, did you say James was out with Lucy?"

"Yeah they go out like every night."

Somehow Kendall had forgotten all about Lucy, the girl who'd managed to keep James' attention for longer than two weeks. Maybe he really had nothing to worry about.

"So, are they like together-together now? Do you think he's serious about her?"

The question had kind of caught Logan off guard. "Um, I don't know, maybe. He hasn't really said anything."

"Well what do you think?" he pried.

"They're always together now so...I guess you could say they're officially a couple? I don't know, I don't really know much about relationships. Or girls for that matter."

"You mean you've never had a girlfriend before?" Kendall half-teased. He didn't know why but he found Logan's naivety to be sort of endearing. He could remember a time, maybe when he was a little younger than Logan, back when all he cared about were comic books and hockey. Before he learned that girls could be just as fun.

"I'm not really good with girls," he admitted, even though he was kind of embarrassed But it was true. Logan was always terribly awkward around girls. Except maybe Camille but she was different.

"What about that girl you were with at your dad's New Year's party last year? Wasn't that your first kiss?" he asked.

Logan remembered that girl and he remembered that night. He'd lied about kissing her just to make his brother happy because he thought that was what he'd wanted. Logan only agreed to it as a favor to James since the girl was James's date's younger sister. But really the whole night had pretty much been a disaster. "It would have been, maybe if I hadn't spilled my drink all over her."

Kendall wasn't sure why, but he started to ponder everything Logan had told him. He wasn't sure if Logan knew this, but he realized that the reason Logan had never kissed anyone probably wasn't just because he didn't know how to act around girls. It was probably because he didn't really want to kiss a girl. Logan wasn't bi like Kendall was. He was gay. And he probably wanted his first kiss to be with a boy, not a girl.

"Do you want me to show you how to do it," he asked.

"What?"

"Do you want to kiss me?"

Kendall said it like it was a completely normal thing to ask while Logan's face had turned bright red. "Are you joking?"

Kendall shrugged. "I wouldn't offer something like that if I wasn't being serious."

Logan furrowed his brows. He would have been lying if he said that he didn't want to kiss Kendall. But he was too afraid to say yes so he just said nothing. But Kendall assumed that his silence meant that he wasn't exactly objecting to it. "Say you're on a date right now and it's the end of the night. So far the date's gone well and it's obvious you both like each other, so she'll be expecting you to kiss her."

Logan nodded. Kendall turned so he was facing him and Logan did the same. He tried to hide the fact that he was nervous but he was sure he couldn't stop blushing even if he tried to. "Am I the girl in this situation?"

Kendall smiled. "Yeah, no offense. So the first thing you have to do is get really close to her, kind of lean in a little." Logan sat frozen in place while he demonstrated by leaning in really close so their mouths were barely inches apart. "And, umm, try to touch her somehow. Like brush away a lock of her hair or just touch her face."

Kendall took him by the chin and tilted his face upwards so that their lips could meet, and he pressed his mouth against the younger boy's softly. Logan felt shivers run throughout his whole body. He had instinctively shut his eyes and he opened them when he felt Kendall pulling away from him, but only a little. Their faces were still within centimeters of each other.

Logan cleared his throat quietly. "I always wondered what that would be like."

"What, to kiss someone?"

"To kiss you," he admitted.

Kendall was momentarily struck by how adorable Logan was and how cute his crush on him was. He didn't know why he never realized it before but Logan really was cute with his dimples and warm brown eyes. He felt like he wanted to kiss him again so he did. And this time Logan, feeling a bit more confident, kissed back with more urgency. He wrapped his arms around the taller boy's neck to hold him as close as possible. Kendall rested his hands at Logan's hips, lightly running his fingers underneath the boy's t-shirt, sending shivers up his spine. Logan parted his lips and then he felt Kendall's tongue enter his mouth. It felt weird at first because he'd never made out with anybody before, and the thought of having someone else's tongue in your mouth was weird in itself. But once he stopped thinking about it it all came naturally. Kendall lifted him up by his hips slightly and maneuvered him so that he was lying on his back underneath him. He attached his lips then to the younger boy's neck, making him groan appreciatively. He sucked on his skin but only softly so he wouldn't leave a mark.

"Kendall...is this okay?" Logan asked.

"Hmm?"

"Are we allowed to do this?"

Kendall stopped kissing him for moment to look at him. "We can do whatever we want. We can stop if you want to."

"I don't want to stop," he assured him. "It's just...what if someone walks in?"

Kendall nodded moving off of him and Logan sat up beside him.

"Maybe we should go upstairs," Logan suggested.

It was safe to say that Logan really didn't get what he was implying by saying it. Kendall seemed a little surprised by it but he just stood up and let Logan lead the way. Once they were in Logan's bedroom the reality of what was about to happen began to set in and Logan realized that he was kind of terrified. But then Kendall took his hand and laced their fingers together, and pecked him softly on the lips and Logan felt his mind go blank. He couldn't think straight about anything when Kendall kissed him.

Logan wrapped his arms around Kendall's neck and let out a squeak as he was gently pushed onto his back on the bed. "Are you nervous?" Kendall asked him.

"A little," he said.

"We don't have to do anything if you don't want to. If you want me to stop just tell me and I will okay?"

Logan nodded and shut his eyes. Kendall reached for the hem of the brunette's shirt and Logan lifted his arms so he could pull it over his head. Then he leaned down to kiss him one last time before trailing his lips down his jaw to his bare chest. He stopped at one of his nipples and swirled his tongue around. Logan felt his body reacting to the sensation immediately, in a good way. He was surprised by how good it felt.

But then it stopped as Kendall continued to slowly kiss his way down his abdomen before stopping again at his belly button and dipping his tongue inside. Logan wondered how Kendall knew exactly what to do to make him feel so good. By then his pants were starting to get uncomfortable and he was tired of being teased. "Kendall, please..."

Logan wasn't sure what he was even asking for but Kendall seemed to know exactly what he needed. He unbuttoned Logan's pants and tugged them off, and then he pulled down the waist band of his boxers. Logan let out a sigh as he felt himself released before he felt himself covered by the warmth of Kendall's mouth. He was momentarily shocked by the sudden pleasure he felt. Logan briefly wondered what he'd been doing his entire life and why it didn't involve what was happening to him right at that exact moment.

"Fuck."

Kendall stopped what he was doing, and raised an eyebrow at younger boy. "I didn't know that word was part of your vocabulary."

"Why'd you stop?" Logan whined.

Kendall moved up his body to kiss his lips and lay beside him so he was facing him, then he wrapped his hand around his dick and started stroking him. Logan sighed and buried his face against Kendall's chest.

Kendall continued to stroke him until he heard his breaths quicken, and he felt Logan grip onto his shirt. "Kendall...I'm gonna-"

"It's okay," he whispered.

Logan shuddered against him as he came and spilled into Kendall's hand. He caught his breath while Kendall cleaned his hand off on his discarded t-shirt.

Logan thought it was strange how he didn't feel self-conscious at all about being practically naked in front of Kendall. He felt completely comfortable with him. The only problem was that Kendall still had all of his clothes on and that was pretty unfair. Logan just wanted to see him too.

He became impatient while fiddling with the blonde's shirt and Kendall laughed when Logan whined in frustration when he couldn't get his buttons undone quickly enough. He helped him and just as Logan had imagined, the blonde looked even more perfect underneath his clothes. He was kind of slender in frame like Logan, but more toned and muscular he imagined from having to work out so much.

Kendall knew he needed to stretch Logan first before they did anything, but they didn't have any lubricant. So Logan took the blonde's middle and index fingers into his mouth to coat them with his saliva and Kendall had to admit it was either really gross or the hottest thing he'd ever seen. He saw a flash in his mind of Logan doing the same thing to his dick and felt himself get impossibly harder. But he pushed the thought out of his mind to concentrate on preparing him. For Logan that was the weirdest part, just getting used to having something inside of him. But he was able to get over it pretty soon and it stopped being so weird.

Logan lied down on his back while Kendall lined up at his entrance, and he wrapped his legs around his waist. The blonde gave him a brief nod of warning before he began to push his way inside of him.

The immediate pain he felt came as another shock for him. "God. Fuck, that hurts."

"Yeah, It's supposed to." Kendall murmured. No surprise since Logan was really tight. He pushed into him quickly all at once, knowing it was better to just get the worst part over with since it was gonna hurt regardless. "Just try not to think about it," he said.

Logan tried his best not to focus on the pain but it was kind of hard not to. But it helped when Kendall leaned down to kiss him and when he started stroking him slowly. After giving him some time to adjust he asked if it was okay for him to move.

Logan nodded. Kendall kept their lips locked together, probably to keep him from crying out while he slowly pulled out and slowly pushed back in. He repeated the motion again and again, moving a little faster each time. The pain never disappeared completely but it eventually began to dull and Logan was able to understand that it was just part of it. Something about being so close to Kendall and finally being able to kiss him and touch him made it all worth it.

Eventually the sex started to feel really good. Something just switched on like a light and all of a sudden Logan understood what all the hype was about. Kendall seemed to find the perfect spot inside of him and he just kept hitting it over and over again. Logan let him know how good it felt so he kept thrusting into him as hard as he could, while simultaneously stroking him, flicking his thumb over the head of his dick.

Logan came again, for the second time that night and then he saw Kendall come undone for the first time. And he thought that it was probably the most beautiful thing he'd ever seen, how for a split second he showed the tiniest hint of vulnerability. "Fuck," he'd whispered, while he thrusted into the brunette one last time before letting himself go. Then he collapsed on top of him, resting his head against the younger boy's shoulder. Logan ran his fingers through the blonde's locks of hair matted against his forehead and he felt his breath hot against his skin. For a moment it seemed like he was just in his own world before he looked up at Logan with what Logan hoped was adoration in his eyes. He looked like he was just happy to see him and Logan smiled too with the thought that maybe there was a chance that Kendall felt the same way about him as he did.

Kendall pulled out of him and scooted so he was lying beside him on his back. But Logan didn't like how far he was away from him so he scooted closer to him. Kendall flinched a little when he felt him wrap arms around him but then he relaxed once he realized Logan just wanted to cuddle with him. Kendall sighed pulled him against his chest and wrapped his own arms around him. "Go to sleep Logan. It's okay."

When Logan woke up it was almost 9:30. Kendall was standing at the foot of the bed getting dressed already. It took him a minute to notice Logan was up.

"Hey. I was trying to be quiet so I wouldn't wake you," he said. "I figured I'd better go before someone comes home.'

Logan nodded, even though he would have preferred it if Kendall had woken him up instead of just leaving without saying goodbye. He watched him pull up his pants and then pull his t-shirt over his head.

"Um, so I'll see you at school?" he said, before turning to leave. But then he turned around like he'd forgotten to do something. He leaned down and kissed Logan on the lips.

Logan smiled and nodded. "Yeah, I'll see you."

After he left Logan noticed that he'd accidentally left something behind. It was his plaid button up shirt hanging off the side of the bed. Logan grabbed it and decided to put it on since his own clothes were lying somewhere else discarded. It was big on him and the sleeves were way to long but it was warm and it reminded him of moments before when he was wrapped in Kendall's arms.

After that Logan shut his eyes and went back to sleep.

So yeah, that happened.

Thoughts?

This chapter was hard for me to write for some reason. Not the first part but the last scenes with Kendall and Logan because I don't usually write stuff like that, so hopefully it wasn't too bad. That was why it took me so long to update this time but I'll try to be quicker with the next one :P