30 Days

Summery: Based off Addison and Mark's bet in 3.17, "Some Kind of Miracle". Takes place 30 days into the bet. (Mainly McStizzie and Addisex, some Mer/Der, Burktina, and O'Callie. Asobel and Maddison friendships)

Disclaimer: I don't own Grey's Anatomy, but I wish I did!

Chapter 2:

Damn Compassion, Damn McSteamy

Addison's POV:

Twice now I have hurt Mark Sloan. Twice the one man, who has ever truly loved me, has had his heart broken by me. As he storms off all I can do is sit in silence and stare at the door. Even when Alex comes up behind me and massages and kisses my neck, all I can do is stare. I know he isn't coming back through that door. I know things at work had just gotten good between us and I know that 3 times I have hurt men who love me. First Derek, then Mark. I am almost skeptical about starting something with Alex. Right now I am so mad and confused that all I can do is let Alex massage and kiss me while I stare. Stare and hope that the man, who just walked away, not only from this room but possibly from my life, can one day forgive me.

"Ads are you okay?" Alex's asked compassionately. I can tell he is trying to give me time but that he is confused by what Mark was talking about.

"Yes...I mean no...Honestly, I don't know." I honestly don't know and I am not really sure how to explain the story to Alex. "I know you want me to explain everything to you and you have questions, but I am just not ready to talk."

"That's fine. Take all the time you need." Damn his compassion for making this decision harder. I and kind of starting to understand how Derek felt when he had to chose me or Meredith and how Meredith felt when she had to chose Derek or Finn. The feeling sucks and I just want this to be over, and SOON!

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Alex's POV:

Wow, I never knew how similar Meredith and Addison actually are. How is some one supposed to feel when something like this happens to them? Are you supposed to be angry or compassionate? "Take all the time you need," that's all I could come up with. I guess I want her to be happy, just not with Mark. Mark Sloan. The name alone makes me want to vomit. Damn McSteamy and his good looks and womanizing ways. Did I just call that dude McSteamy? I have got to stop hanging out with Meredith, Izzie, and Cristina.

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Addison's POV:

"Alex, I think there are some thongs about my past and my life now that you need to know."

TBC...