A/N: OMAIFAUCKINGㅡ! SHOULD I BE HAPPY THAT THIS STORY HAD GOTTEN OVER 5,000 VIEWS AND WAS IN THREE COMMUNITIES?! Ehem, okay, I have no other excuses except that I was soooo fucking lazy that I was stupidly lazying around until I re-read my beloved fan's reviews. So I stood up, walk towards my tablet and work my butt off this chapter.
So yeah, i didn't proof this chapter because I'm lazy.
Pairings: AllxOC, (?)xOC ;; Only Kazumi will be in a romantic relationship with KHR!Canon Characters while the other OCs will just be the supporters, give drama or angsty scenes and all.
Warning: Slight!AU, OOCness, OC(s), constant changes, bad grammar, wrong spelling, bad explanations, not-good-at-languages. Rated T-M (may or may not be M rated) for swearings, death scene(s), dark thoughts and so on. New! Yaoi and boyxboy scenes!
Disclaimer: Do you think that I, a lowly commoner, could own such popular and awe-struck manga as Katekyo Hitman Reborn? Nope, no way.
VI. the beginning arc; childhood ∣∣ Understanding you
"Just... just how did you?" I slowly managed to said out of shock. Takumi just smirked, eyes glowing brightly like a cat under the night, the moonlight illuminating his shadow and looks. I took a deep breathe to calm myself down, repeatedly saying "CalmdownCalmdownCalmdownㅡ" like a mantra.
"Seems like you are sensitive when people found out your darkest secrets," Takumi said, smiling sadly. "You don't want to be replaced, but yet you betrayed your desires and lie, for the sake of keeping everyone safe. You trust them because you know them so much like a true goddamn KHR lover. And since you don't want their respective view on you changed, you lie and hide things from them, thinking that you know how they'll react. You are paranoid if you are changing the plot, so you tried in any ways just to keep it normal. And because if that, you gonna have to hide and lie and do all the stuff to protect them like a scrawny cat, or they would do something you don't want it to happend."
I was taken back by his words and protested about it. "Hey, wait, I'm not gonnaㅡ"
"And you wouldn't do something like that? Shameless lies you got there," he taunted me, trying to anger me. But his plans of angering me will not happend, since I pried all of my angry thoughts and stop the anger from consuming my heart.
"No, you may said like that, but I'm sure, I'm really sure that it would happend. Your personality and attitude and trail of thoughts are easy to deciper if I try hard enough to understand you You're that kind of person, since you had already experienced harsh reality and knows how Humans will do." His expression was harsh, yet his eyes was narrowed with melancholy. He experienced. He fucking experienced the harsh life. His face may be harsh but his eyes gave away.
"So what are you going to do? You'll hide things to protect us? Or what are you hiding to protect yourself?" he pressed on and on, his voice loud and clear like a flass, emotions mixed in together, making a combination. "If you swear and make a promise like, 'I'll protect you, even if it cose my life' or any fucking useless promises used in Anime, I'll smack some sense into you."
"Enough!" I cried out, "Enough! Enough! ENOUGHㅡ!"
"..Remember, this is reality, since you are experiencing it. But you can't change it all. Everything... it was a fucking dream. Even if you change the plot, do you think the manga and anime will change?" he asked solemnly and I frozed.
"I..."
"..." He was content, waiting for my answer.
"Then... Then..." I muttered softly, my hands clenched and sweaty as I tried to find a comeback.
"Hm?"
I took a deep breathe. "If this is a dream," I smiled softly, "Then I'm glad that I got to experience everything that was waiting in store, even if it will hurt me, at least."
He seem midly surprise, before looking down, his bangs hiding his eyes from the world. Except a smile was plastered on his face. "I see..." His said in relief breathelessly and eyes twinkling with relief, freed from the sadness.
"By the way, who are you?" I asked after a seconds later, trying to remember all of my memories of him from my Past Me's memories and now... because he was extremly familiar.
"You don't know me?" he feigned hurt, tears were treatening to spill and he made a dramatic pose. Hand around his waist. Hand curved above his head like a ballerina. Eyes closed.
I groaned and rubbed my temples. I'm not sure if he was a descendant of Tamaki Suoh or not.
"I'll give you a hint. I'm somebody you used to like in the Past but stopped when you found another crush." He winked at me and I blanched.
Wait. He's somebody I used to like?
... Nah, he must be the next generation.
Now that I think about it, Takumi has a messy and spiky midnight blue hair (that can also look like black) and the typical black 'X' and 'I' hairclips on his bangs that was sideswept, almost covering his right eyes. Heterochromatic light azure blue and midnight blue sharp yet slightly large eyes. Pale skin. A bishounen.
Wait...!
I widened my eyes and pounded my fist unto my palm, and Takumi looked like he was sooooo haaappy that I sweared that he had a long nose like Pinocchio. Sparkles were around him as he laughed a "Ohohohoho!"
"Ah! You must beeeeeeeeeeeeㅡ" I emphazied it very long and made sure to add a dramatic paused. Takumi got down on one knew and placed a hand over his chest, where his heart is and the other hand reached up to endless the sky. There was an aura around him that was sprakling like gold and diamond.
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"You must be the next generation (i.e, son) of Hakuryuu Ren and Sasuke Uchiha, right?! Gasp, I should have known... that they both really resemble so much!" I swooned to myself and cooed, shaking my head with a blush on my fast. I placed both hands over my cheeks and squealed. Takumi had an absolutely disturbed face, like a manga what-the-actual-hell? face.
"DA HELL?! DA HELL?! WHAT THE FUCK?! I'M NOT THEIR SON!"
"Ah! so you must be Hakuryuu and Judal's son! I knew it! Hakuryuu is more feminine!"
"FUCK YOU! THERE'S NO WAY I'M THEIR SON!"
"Then you must be Reborn's son!"
"FUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCKK!" And so, a wonderful relationship blossomed between those two friends.
After who-knows-how-long, we finally finished our argument. Takumi decided that it's better if we talk in a fast food restaurant. The reason I agreed because it's been soooooo long since I went one. And Takumi gonna pay for the food is awesome. And when I saw the restaurant, I could only stare in shock because it's like McDonald. Except it wasn't. The place wasn't crowded with people, and it's nice. There's an air conditioner in 25℃ degree, clean tables and seat, and a smooth, clean and sexy chair.
But as soon as we were at the cashier, I was blushing madly.
Why?
Well, Takumi was standing absolutely close to me. So in short, he took advantage to my poor-romantic side since I have never been loved by other. Well, except for my ex-brother. I don't mind if we do things likes this. Except for intimate relationship. I felt somthing nudge me at my side and I glowered to the person next to me.
"Oi," He nudged me again. "give your order now." I blinked.
"Are? Order?" I turned my head and looked up only to see a smiling girl with a hat and apron. I blinked several times before getting it. I felt something placed under my armpit only to find a menu and looked at the person on my side again, who was whistling as if he was innocent.
'Oi, oi, it's obvious that you are the one,' I thought only to realized something, 'Wait a second, how the hell did Baka-Taku placed the menu under my armpit? I'm sure I should atleast heard a swift and felt a soft breeze. Now that I think about it, I didn't even noticed Tushi-kun's presense. Tch, gonna train my senses and my sixth sense.' I frowned.
"Eto... Excuse me?" I snapped back to reality and saw the concerned face of the waitress.
"Ah, sorry." I looked back at the menu again. "Can I have 2 cheese hamburgers with 1 7-up, 1 french fries and 2 chicken nuggets? Oh and a apple pie too," I ordered and the waitress nodded, writing down my order.
Wait, if I ordered then does it mean... that I'm eating Fran?
'No, no, no,' I shook my head side to side. 'Just because Fran was wearing an Apple head in the manga, doesn't mean that you are eating Fran. Haha, yeah right...'
"Wait!" The waitress seem to be starled by my voice. "I... I don't want the pieapple! Strawberry apple pie is okay!" The waitress nodded slowly, blinking at my expression.
'Ha,' I sighed, 'I finally ordered strawberry apple pie because I didn't want to eat Fran and because it was tastier than Fran.' A sudden realization struk me. 'Wait, if I ordered strawberry then it means... I'm eating Verde?! Just because he wear the strawberry hat that Fran made for him doesn't mean that he is a strawberry! No way, there is no such thing like that. Besides, he's an arcobaleno. ...But wait, if I'm eating an arcobaleno Verde, then he will be in my stomach, but what happens of my stomach acid turn him into an adult? Hell no! I will be dead then!'
I didn't noticed the mildly disturbed look on Takumi's face.
"NO!" The poor waitress seems more startled by my voice. "I-I don't wait strawberry pieapple!" The waitress blinked, before smiling. Her eyes were twinkling with mischivious, and I gulped.
"Miss, how about a Children Deluxe meal for her? It seems-" I slapped my hand over Takumi's mouth, blushing in emberassment. He licked my hand and I pull it back instantly, rubbing it on my pants while muttering, "He's not an otcopus. A dog, I'm sure he is."
"Okay!" the waitress smiled, "then how about a Special Deluxe for Couples Icecream? I'll make an exception for you since it's only available in Valentine's Day."
"YUUKI-SAN!" a voice boomed and we turned to the owner, who seem furious. "What the hell are you doing?! Giving off an exception to them?!" she shouted and glared at the waitress, Yuuki-san, who blinked in confusion.
She proposed, "But Owner-san! Look at this lovable, beautiful couple! That pretty, blushing girl is a Tsundere, while that handsome, smiling boy is a cool, romantic type!" She pointed at us, and I twiched and blushed madly. The owner snapped her head at us. While she was staring intensly at us, I frowned, higly uncomfortable. But a second latter, a comical tear drop roll down on her cheek. I made the comical manga what-the-hell-happended?! face.
She sobbed, "Ah! Such a pure romantic love of youth! Go ahead, I don't mind! But can you invite me to your wedding? I'm sure your bride will be so beautiful than she is, right, handsome man?" I could only stare in shock. I turned to Takumi, pleading him not to sayㅡ
"I'm sure to do so. After all, how can a man disagree that his bride will be beautiful?" he smiled brightly to both of the women who was blushing madly. Then, they began to gush at us. I swear I could feel the stares penatrating at me from the people who was either smirking, smiling, gushing or crying.
(Omaigad, why didn't they complain about us getting the special deluxe?)
Ding!
"Now go now, little couples! Your food is here!" Yuuki-san cried dramatically at us, waving her hand while pushing the tray where our food is. Takumi pulled out his wallet and take the money for the food. He handed them the money, put hid wallet back and take the tray. I let him dragged me to our seat since I was too much... pressured by the events happening around me. When Takuki placed the tray on the table and sat down, I followed and sit down stiff as a rock.
"Hey, Kazumi-san, eat up! Or or you want me to feed you mouth-toㅡ" I quickly take my hamburger and pull the wrapper down until it reach halfway.
"So," Takumi began, "any questions?"
Shallowing my food, I nodded, "Yeah. Who the hell are you?"
He took a sip of his drink, "I am your very first OC, remember?"
I spluttered in shock. "M-my first O-OC?"
He nodded. "Yeah. I was your first OC. I was created when you are 12 years old, so I can't blame you for making me a Gary-Stu since you were such a cutie back then. So innocent that you didn't know what is a Mary-Sue nor Gary-Stu until you published Chapter 13."
I frowned, a small blush dusting my cheeks. "I remember. You are the main portagonist in my fanfic which I created when I was 16 years old."
He smiled, "Exactly! I recalled that it was a fanfic in FictionPress that became the best-selling book for both childrens and adults, since it contains mild swearing. But there is slight gory scenes. But that doesn't matter."
I narrowed my eyes, "What's the title..?"
He shrugged. "I dunno the title. But I'm sure it's mixed with two words. Your story title as well as your pen name made the people applaud at your brain."
I sighed and lean back into my seat, "Well then, how the hell do I know Japanese where in fact I actually didn't know it?"
"Ah that," he closed his eyes, "It's connected to our births." He smiled dreamily. A irk mark appeared on my forehead as I growled, narrowing my eyes.
"Don't make it sound like we are destined by fate or shits."
He chuckled. "Okay, a few mouths after my birth, there was a music box sound inside my mind, alarming me about your birth. It's somehow like Nemesis' Clairvoyant ability in your story," he explained, taking a another chew on his hamburger, "And since Japanese's Kanji, Hiragana and Katanaka is very hard for you, I use my ability on you, allowing you to understand japanese well. That's is one of the reasons why you didn't wake up for more than 3 months."
"Yeah, but I can learn Japanese, you know," I protested and he shook his head.
"Japanese has more than 100 kanjis. I believe that Japanese has around 1000 kanjis or 12000 if you wanted to be more mature in talking."
That, was just... wow. I didn't know Japanese has many letters...
"..."
"..."
"I mean, I can learn the basics."
"The teacher hasn't start about Kanjis. Even 9 years old childrens doesn't know complicated Kanjis to be mature. Besides, you and your precious self may have same things about yourself, but there will always be different flaws on the character. And Teacher will let the chikdren start learning hiragana and katanaka sooner and latter."
"Then, I wanted to hear your Japanese voice."
That seem to take him by surprised. "Wa- Why?"
I shrugged, "It sounds like English Dub version, which is like, shit. 'Nuff said."
"Good reason," he agreed. "Well then, be prepared." Suddenly, I heard a bzzzz and my view flashed white for a second before it was all normal. I blinked. I decided to use my english.
"T-than puresu satartu, (Then please start.)" There was only silence between us before he turn his head away, trying to hide his laughter by putting up a dainty hand over his mouth. I growled.
"Then," he said in perfect english, "let's start." I frowned, not liking that he's better in english than me.
"うらやましい？(Urayamashi?)" he smirked at me.
I frowned. "I dunnot un-der-stasn." He smiled, taking a sip of his drink.
"大丈夫？(Daijobu?)" he asked again. This time, I understand it.
"はい, (Hai,)" I replied, "有賀とネ (Arigatou)."
″簡単だろ? (Kantandaro?)" he asked and I blinked.
"Uhhh... لا؟ (La?; No?)"
"どんあ 時 でも みつめてれうよ、信じる 強さ 教えて くれつ..." he muttered and I sighed in defeat. Suddenly, the sound of chatterings around me turn into bzz, and my sight was replaced by black for a moment before it was gone, everything was normal.
"Okay, what did you say? Like the, 'urashimaya' thing," I asked.
"It mean, 'Envious' or 'Envy'. But the 'Envious' is more appropirated on that line. And it's U-ra-ya-ma-shi, not U-ra-shi-ma-ya," he answered and I nodded.
"Second."
"'Do you find it easy?' I'm not sure, Japanese's kinda hard to translate in english."
I slightly nodded, thinking of Google Translator. "Fine. Then, what's my name?"
He looked up after munching his french fries, his face darken and a serious demanour was displayed on his face. "Honestly, I don't know, but I think it's like a greek word or some nice fancy english name like Serenity, Nemesis, Lacie and such," he explained and I sighed.
"So you don't know some basic things about me. I guess I must be living somewhere in Europe, right?" I pondered and he close-eyed smile, which creaps me out.
"Bingo!" He chewed his hamburger. "Of course I don't know your basic things, but I know a few though. Such as your B72-Hㅡ" He laughed as he dodged my wrapper.
"Shut up, dog," I sneered at him.
"Reverse that. I am Kamidere since I'm Gary-Stu," he laughed.
"Geez, I remember making up have something you're bad at. Was it... cooking?" I guessed and he shook his head.
"Why I am Kamidere? Because the first four words is one of your nicknames," he said and dodged the french fry. I blushed in emberassment.
"Shut up. And since I am Tsundere, the first four words is in the name of a fluffy, uke brunet."
He nodded, "Hmm."
"Hn." And then Takumi suddenly looked serious. "Now, let's get into business."
I narrowed my eyes. "You're gonna tell me everything I wanted to know."
We walked slowly in silence, the light brightening the dark roads. Each house either had some noises (nope, not as in that, you perverts) or was silent. I hugged both of the Magi Fast Foods' packages. Takumi brought extra foods for my family too, and even if I acted as if I didn't care, I'm absolutely will be in Takumi's debt and was grateful of him. Even though he was such an asshole, he had some good thing about him.
"Here we are," I muttered as we stood in front of the Sasagawa's Residence. I took a deep sigh. "Thank you," I said when tugged lightly at his sleeves, looking down to hide my face from the view. Takumi just chuckled and smile, brushing his hands omagainst my cheek.
"No problem."
"I... You are a Martial artist, right?" I finally asked him, my hand still holding the rim of his sleeves.
"Yeah, why?" he seem surprised before he got it, half-smiling and half-smirking (I don't know how the hell he did that).
"I see, yeah, I'll teach you some martial arts that suits you. You always use your legs, acrobatic, gymnastic and reflexes to jump from one position to another and aim to hit them. Your agility and speed is good, good for a noob. However, your punches aren't good. We'll work on that."
I gave him a murderous look which he chuckled at, but settled it for a soft expression. "Yeah... thanks."
He brushed my bangs away and kiss me in the forehead. "Good night."
"Good night." I said and gave a good distance between me and the gate, and jumped over the gate. I managed to keep the food in store and not squishing them. I turned around and saw that Takumi smiled and waved at me. I returned back the gesture and walk towards the door.
But as soon I faced the door, I turned around, only to find him gone.
It's been months since Tsuna had become best friends with Kazumi. He was really grateful for it, if it wasn't for her, then the bullying would not lessen. He had already gotten comfortable with Shun and Kazumi, not minding that both are girls. But the fact that they are smarter than Tsuna made him sad, but it he didn't let it bother him since he asked his Okaa-san for books that he was sure it would could come in handy.
Lately, Shun hasn't been coming school. Tsuna was confused, but the thought of Shun not being here made him feel like he was at fault. He thought that maybe Shun was bullied because she hang around with Dame-Tsuna. But Kazumi reassured him, saying she didn't have a good heath and can faint if over-pressured or burdened.
Since then, they would visit her twice a week and Kazumi would bring Shun's today school notes. And Shun, her mother and Tsuna was mildly surpirised that Kazumi managed to imitated Shun's handwriting, considering that Kazumi's handing was rough with sharp strokes like how Gangsters wrote, while both Shun and Tsuna wrote in a curvy, round-ish fashion that Kazumi said that it was normal for girls to both write and draw in that kind of fashion.
Tsuna felt ashamed, his man's pride broken in pieces. But even so, Kazumi said that it was okay, since childrens also do that.
But it wasn't okay.
Ever since then, Kazumi tried to make Tsuna not shutter in his sentence, and taught him new words and Katanaka and Hiragana and also, Kanji.
Tsuna's trail of thoughts was broken when somebody called his name. "Tushi-kun," The brunet looked at Kazumi who was smiling softly at him. He brightened up for moment. But something caught his attention when he saw Yamasaki-kun was standing behind her, waving a hand at him. He swore that Yamasaki-kun smiling with all the sparkles and a (shoujo) rose background.
However, Kazumi can feel Tsuna's curious gaze to Takumi and cringed when she her intuition told her that he was smiling like Miss Sparkles.
"Tushi-kun, this boy here is Yamasaki Takumi. We had gotten along when he helped me searching for my eraser," Kazumi hesitated in lying and mentally cringed for it.
Tsuna blinked when Kazumi stepped aside, letting Takumi walked towards to him and holding out a hand for a handshake. "Nice to meet you, Tsuna-kun. I'm Yamasaki Takumi, and I prefer if you just call me Takumi. I heard a lot about you from Kazumi-chan," the raven-haired boy introuduced himself and Tsuna flushed at the attention he got from one of the School's Idols.
"Ano... Same here?" Tsuna wanted to slapped himself when he just questioned Takumi. He shut his eyes, waiting for a fist to make contact with his body.
But, it was a total opposite when Takumi just ruffled his hair, fingers playing with the soft, incredibly soft hair. Tsuna let out a squeak and Takumi just reasurred him by smiling softly, and he returned back that smile.
They didn't noticed the look Kazumi had because... daaaaamn, she was making a bet with her subconscious!
'Tsuna's gonna be Uke!' her subconscious yelled, confident about it's words.
'No fucking way! Tsuna's gonna be Seme! He was always an Uke, so he should get a chance to be a seme! Besides, HDWM!Tsuna will be kinky and horny and most have gotten his seme features from Reborn, Hibari and Mukuro!' Kazumi thought, very optimistic that it would happend.
'Hmmm... I'll considered it, 'mkay?'
'Yesssss! And how about making a oneshot for it?'
The two boys sneezed.
"Tsuna's changing,"
I frowned at Takumi's words. "What?"
"He's changing," he repeated the words at me.
"What..? Oh wait, yeah," I inhaled the air ㅡit rymthed!ㅡ before realizing it. I put my hands in the air and shake them like Harlem Shake. "OMAIGAD. My Tushi-kun is growing up! He didn't shuttered or shake in front of you!"
"Don't call him 'Tushi-kun'," he sighed, taking a seat next to Tsuna, who seem starled.
"Why in the world are you seating with us?" I glowered at him and Tsuna let out a squeak, sinking down into our chair. Takumi just smiled brightky and broight his hands up in a defensive way.
"I said to the teacher that I will be sitting with you because I knew a boy who had a slightly bad eyesight. I want him to sit inn my seat so that he will not get bad grades," he explained and made a dramatic pose, "Teacher agreed because I was such a gooood boy!"
I groaned, stupid obvious teacher.
"Ano..." We both turn to Tsuna, who was fidgetting his fingers like Hinata Hyuga. "Takumi-kun, why did you say to M-Mizu-chan that she shouldn't be call me 'T-Tushi-kun'?"
Takumi took out a pencil from his bag and placed it next to a paper whoch appeared out of nowhere. "In Japanese, there isn't 'Tu', so 'Tsu' will be replacing it." He then write つ and ツ on the paper. "This both," He cirled the hiragana and katakana 'Tsu'. "are the 'Tsu'."
Then, he wrote し and シ. "And this are the 'Shi'."
And he wrote つし on the other side, "This is the Hiragana for 'Tushi' or 'Tsushi'."
He wrote ツシ next to the hiragana, but give a good space between it, "And this is the Katakana version."
Below both the Katanaka and Hiragana 'Tushi', he wrote 津市, "This is the Kanji for 'Tushi'."
"S-sugoi!" Tsuna said in fancination, "T-Takumi-kun is sooo smart! Watanabe-sensei didn't even started teaching us this!"
Takumi smiled, "Thank you."
I nodded slowly and placed a hand under my chin, "You're implying that I should call him..."
"Sushi-kun. Because my bento has a Tuna sushi." He said.
I smiled. "Hmmn. Okay but first, " I turned to Tsuna and smiled at him. "how do you think, Tsuna-kun?"
He pursed his lios together, blushing, "A-Anything is fine."
Takumi pulled Tsuna's cheek and tackled him. "CUUUUTE!" He nuzzled on Tsuna's neck and cheek.
"HIIIIIEEE!"
I grinned at the sight.
The door slammed opened and both boys look at Watanabe-sense who placed her book on the table and smiled. She took a deep breath before annoucing.
"We'll be learning both Katakana and Hiraganana from now on!"
The children blinked before whispering and gushing.
"Katakana and Hiragana? I hope it's not too much!"
"I'll be smarter than everyone! It's wiiiiiilllll be so easy!"
I sighed. Children and their pride.
Me and Takumi were staring at Tsuna.
Why?
Because he was reading a fucking book.
No, no, no. Not a fucking book, it's a book.
A book.
"Tsuna!" Takumi suddenly shouted and the poor brunet jumped on his seat.
"H-hiiiie?!"
"150 minus 70 equals?"
Tsuna looked confused at him, his eyes turn like a small circles. "Uhhh.. 80?
We both gasped.
"Tsuna!" I posed like I throw the Pokèmone ball, "27 plus 69 equals?"
Tsuna blinked. "96...?"
We gasped louder.
Because 69 is something like a sexual number and 96 is Chrome's number.
So that means Chrome is the daughter of Tsuna and Mukuro?!
Now that I think about it, Chrome has Tsuna's shy personality and her apperance was from Mukuro.
We both gasped.
Tsuna shrunk under our gaze and sinked into his seat, clucthing his book tightly.
"Why the hell are we gasping?" I asked to Takumi.
He shrugged, "A threesome."
I punched him in the back, making Tsuna winced.
"Aaaaaw! But you were a male uke in there with HDWM!Seme!27!"
"SHUT UP! SHUT UP!"
Tsuna watched as his two friends bickered and fight in lunch time. He smiled. He didn't understand what his friends are saying, but for sure, it must be something that made Kazumi mad.
He felt his head throbbed in pain, and quickly put his book on the table and rubbed his forehead. Okaa-san said that if he felt bad in the head, he must rest. Or else he can't remember anything.
He placed his head on the table and wrapped his arms around, closing his eyes and fall into his 'dream world'. Like how Okaa-san would said. For some reason, even though it was noisy, he was able to take a nap. Strange, or maybe he was progresing? He smiled.
He sighed.
It's been... Wait, how long has it been since he had last saw her? About 7 years ago?
He grimanced. The last time when he had saw her was when they were both the main suspects of their parent's murder.
He knew that she was one who killed them. It's because of them her innocence was tainted black, fueled with anger and all the megative feelings. It's because of them that she kept thinking that she actually was a monster.
At least he managed to convinced her that she wasn't.
("You're not," he said softly, after hearing her stroy of how and what happended when she killed their parents. "How about Innocence?"
"But there is a 'no' in there. I'm not. I'm not. I'm not that. Monster, a monster am I." She sighed deeply.)
But he didn't blamed her. He blamed their parents and everyone. The parents who deserved to be punished, and the same goes to everyone who viewed her as a demon.
He sighed. His forest green ("Big brother has such a beeeeauuutiful emerald eyes!" His younger sister used to said that) softened, the soft wind brushing his raven locks away, giving his prominant looks a sad one. But he quickly replaced it with a facade. A facade of a "good boy with such innocence.. A Mr. Perfect Guy".
But he isn't. He isn't. How he could be a good boy, when he cursed everyone on this world who viewed his sister as a monster.
Are Humans really intelligent beings? How can they be more superior than Chimpanzees when it comes to being "intelligent or wise"? Humans are really hyporcrites, feeling proud that they are 'superior' than Chimpanzees. Seems that Humans has 'inferiority complexes'.
Humans always titled, labled and grouped Humans. The Emos, the Jocks, the Bullies, everything. It's isn't "referring them as there was a group for them."
Seems that Humans are just 'intelligent', unlike scholars and philosopher who are 'wise'. He will considered any person dumb when they said that 'intelligent' and 'wise' are the same.
Fucking humans. Can't they use their brains for once? They are able to know know things, but they can't considered everyone's feelings. Humans pitied other, but yet they cackled their misfortune. Humans understand their feelings, yet they never really do. Humans manipulated, letting them play their parts on the chess.
There are few Humans who are able to understand feelings.
He rubbed his temple, trying to ceased the pain.
A child run towards the road, grabbing the beach ball with excitement and yelling that he got it.
But then, a horn snapped his daze off ㅡhe wondered, how the hell can he hear it while he was hearing songs from his IPod?ㅡ and he watched with wide eyes as the truck tried to stop itself from hitting the child.
"WATCH OUT!"
And then he speed off, pushing the child out of the way and getting himself hit by the truck. The truck collided, splattering his blood over the entire area.
His body feel limply to the ground, tossed aside roughly like a useless doll abandoned by a child who would be happy and clapped it's hand in excitement. In a slow montion, he felt his pain and wound increased further as he fell, bounced and hit the side of the road before becaming motionless and blossoming pool of red under his body.
'Ah,' he thought, 'I'm going to die.'
When a person died, they would panick, cry and shout that they have something that they wanted to do. But he doesn't. Why he would panic?
Then a sudden realization came across him. The reason he's living was because he wanted to meet her, wanted to gradute and help her in any ways he could. But he solely broke his promise.
He sighed, his lungs were filled with his blood, and it getting hard to breathe as he pant slowly for breathe. His body felt heavy as a lead, his eyes were getting dowsy, and evrything was blurry for him. The numbness was spreading. Even though the crowd has started screaming, everything seems incredibly muted, only voices near him was muffled. He could barely hear the whispers of the people around him. But somehow, in the midst of the people who was around him and solemn silence that stuck itself between him and the world, he saw something...
He watched the child whom he had saved, grinned pschopatically, his eyes twinkled with pleasure of killing his savoiur's life. And then, his Ipod, played the last verse of the song he was hearing before it broke.
もしも生まれ変われるならば
Moshimo umare kawareru naraba
[If we could be reborn in our next life,]
その時はまた遊んでね
Sono toki ha mata asondene
[then please play with me again.]
He took his last breath...
...and diㅡ
He woke up with a sharp gasp, alerting both of his noisy friends who stop in the midway of punching each others (more like Kazumi was trying to catch Takumi who dodged all of he attempts, laughing madly.)
"Sushi-kun," Kazumi said. "Are you okay?"
"Un," he reassured them, smiling brightly.
"Really?" Takumi leaned in, his face so close to Tsuna that one push can make them kiss.
"Yes."
Both Kazumi and Takumi looked at each others before at Tsuna. Kazumi sighed and took a deap breath, not believing his words.
"Well... if you say so." Takumi trailed off only to duck, surprising Tsuna when he rolled over the table and land on Tsuna's lap. He spluttered and blushed madly, trying to push the raven-haired boy away. After a few tries, Tsuna sighed and give up, cannot push the raven-haired boy but when he just hugged Tsuna's waist, the brunet spluttered and shivered.
He felt weird.
But his thoughts when back to his dreams. It wasn't his. It felt like it was somebody. Could it be the wizard, Harry Potter? He shook his head.
Wrong.
Tsuna would jerked up if Takumi's grip on his waist tighten. He sighed and relaxed, leaning back into his seat.
'W-who are you?' He asked in his head.
Me? Well, I'm you.
Tsuna was shocked. He understand what this 'voice' was saying, but that voice sounded like it was mature, strong and powerful. 'You're...' he struggled, trying to find a words that would suit the 'voice'. 'my inner self?'
You could say that. his inner self chuckled.
'Ohh.. okay, but what do you mean by 'wrong'?' he asked curiously.
That's isn't Harry Potter's memories, his Inner Self scoled. but rather, someone's memories. A dead person's memories.
'So that's means I have an ability?!' Tsuna thought and his eyes widened. 'Then that means I'm a freak..' He sulked.
No, you're not. You're special.
'Special?' Tsuna repeated the words unsurely, because it was his first time someone told him that.
Takumi and Kazumi are special. his Inner Self explained and Tsuna brightened up, feeling happy at the sentences. People said it's bad to listen half-truth words, but his Inner Self as if he know everything.
'Really?! Now that I think about it, they are really smart. Mizu-chan's able to copy Shun-chan's handwriting in few attempts, she even fought with H-Hibari-san and Takumi knows Hiragana and Katakana, but also Kanji. It's like they are already adults.' Tsuna recalled, unknowningly sad.
Don't worry, they'll help you. You're not alone. Have hope.
Hearing those words, Tsuna regained his posture and smiled weakly. 'T-t-thank you.'
No problem. Tsuna felt his Inner Self smiled. Anyways, you shouldn't tell your dreams to anyone. Not even to Takumi and Kazumi.
'Eh? Why?'
There are times when you have to kept secrets. his Inner Self said. And sometimes, dreams like these may be true.
Tsuna blanched. 'R-really? Well, okay, if you say so..'
Anyways, good bye. his Inner Self's voice echoed deeper and deeper on his head
'W-wait!'
It's nice talking to you, Tsuna-kun...
{✉}
When both Kazumi and Takumi stared at Tsuna's face, they were completely shocked when they saw how his expressions changes. First, he was blushing, then was shocked, next was curious, after that was sulking, then unsure, brightened up and the list goes on and on.
"Did we affect Tsuna?" Kazumi asked. "Is that Histrionic Personality Disorder?"
"People with this disorder are usually able to function at a high level and can be successful socially and professionally. People with histrionic personality disorder usually have good social skills, but they tend to use these skills to manipulate other people and become the center of attention. Furthermore, histrionic personality disorder may affect a person's social or romantic relationships or their ability to cope with losses or failures. People with this disorder may seek treatment for depression when romantic relationships end, although this is by no means a feature exclusive to this disorder. They often fail to see their own personal situation realistically, instead tending to dramatize and exaggerate their difficulties. They may go through frequent job changes, as they become easily bored and have trouble dealing with frustration. Because they tend to crave novelty and excitement, they may place themselves in risky situations. All of these factors may lead to greater risk of developing depression." Takumi explained as if he knows it all. "I guess it's not."
"I see..." Kazumi frowned.
"You could say it's just him talking with his inner self."
"I see!" she cheered happily, "He's becoming one of us!"
Takumi smiled. "Yeah."
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Ｆｕｃｋ ｉｔ, Ｉיｍ ｇｏｎｎａ ｓｃｒｅｗ ❝ｒｅａｌｉｔｙ❞!
Omake:
Everyone considered Sasagawa Kazumi to be weird.
She may be a bipolar (they can't classified if this is true or not), may have schizophrenia, having different expressions (first, she would be cackling madly, then she would have a blank expression, but after a second, she would have a troubled expression and lastly, she would frowned), and different personalities.
And there is so many things that they wanted to know about her.
So the second years (Class 8) from all of the sections on the same hallway decided that they should observe her.
They all watched intently from the windows (some are standing outside, either pretending or staring, as a brunette girl had all of the works that the teacher gave her. And then they saw Kazumi was walking towards the hallway and halt in her tracks. She turn around and stared outside window.
All according to the plan.
"A-ano! Ka-Kazumi-san!" Kazumi turn around and saw a brunette girl was trying to carry all of the assignments given by the teacher by herself. "C-can you help me with arranging the teacher's work?!"
Then, Kazumi (uncharacterically) smiled (few people pissed their pants/panties/skirt), nodding her head. The brunette girl waited for Kazumi to walk towards her, since they were pretty far away and the girl didn't think she can handle it.
It was a mind-fuck, but suddenly, Kazumi appeared in front of the girl, who shrieked and stumbled backwards, also loosing her hold on the assignments. She shutted her eyes tightky, waiting for the invietable to came. But then, she heard a swish, swoosh! and opened her eyes, only to widened them.
Kazumi has all her assignments in her hands, all neat and organized. And the fact that she was smiling was...
"Sempai, I've already arranged the assignments." Kazumi said, snapping the brunette out of her daze.
"E-EH?!" the brunette girl shrieked, so shocked at the blunt annoucement. She took one of the assignment and opened it, only to be so shocked when the papers in the binder was...
...organized.
Kazumi placed the assignmentson the floor, dusting herself and smiled at the gaping brunette girl.
"I have to go, bye, bye!"
And then she suddenly disappeared.
The brunette girl stood there, frozen in shock. And then she felt her heart hurt. She looked down, bangs hiding her expressionㅡ
ㅡand then she suddenly fall on the floor. Everyone could stared in shock before rushing towards the girl.
"SHE'S UNCONSCIOUS! LET'S BEING HER TO THE NURSE ROOM!" "
S-SUGOI! ALL OF THIS ASSIGNMENTS ARE COMPLETED!"
And they began to compliment Kyoko about her sister.
Meanwhile Kazumi was in a classroom where nobody was around her and nobody can hear her. After a moment of silence, she laughed maniacally. 'HAHAHA! THAT GIRL HAD AN HEART ATTACK! I'M NOW KIRA!' Kazumi thought evilly (and stupidly) as she rubbed her hands together, a scary expression resembling Oga Tatsumi (in Chapter 1 of Beelzebub) was on her face.
If Kazumi was reborn into the world of Death Note, everything in there will be domn.
{✉}
"And that's my dream," Tsunayoshi Sawada, thirteen years old explained it to his friends on the fine sunny day, eating their lunch on the rooftop.
"Hahaha!" Yamamoto laughed, "That's a funny dream you got there, Tsuna!"
Tsuna just smiled weakly and nervously.
"Dame-Tsuna," Reborn scolded him by kicking his head, resulting a scream and shout from the poor brunet. "Did you know that, if you tell your dreams to others, there might be a possibility that it would happened?" He smirked when Tsuna paled.
"R-Reborn-san's correct!" Gokudera shouted, "Jyuudaimine! We should stop freaky-onna!"
And poor, poor, Kazumi, who sneezed and look up at the sky, seeing the clouds are moving freely.
'Kyoya must be angry at me for escaping away from him, huh.' She thought, smiling. She heard loud footsteps coming behind her. She paled.
'Fuck!'
Such a wonderful normal life, ain't it?
"KAAZUUMI!"
"TAKUMI! CAN YOU PLEASE HIDE ME IN ONE OF YOUR INFAMOUS SHITTY HIDEOUT!?"
...
"Kaa-san seems happy." (If you're smart enough to guess who's Kaa-san, then I applaud you.)
"No, obviously she seem angry with Tou-san."
"Mikasa-sama (this person saying replaced 'ka' with 'sa', isn't it awesome) wanted us to do our club work! Let's get our asses off."
"But the fact that she trampled over it with Hibari-san chasing her now made us had to redo our work."
"B-but we should! Facing Mikasa-sama's anger is far more worst than getting killed by Takumi-kun!"
"Y-your right! Let's go, Power Rangers!"
Cue Power Rangers' theme song.
"I think you ruin our view of you."
"BITCH SLAPPING WESEAL MOVE: WESELL!"
Dun, don, dun, dun! Let's go!
Yeah!
"FUCK YOU AND YOUR STUPID NAMING-SENSE!"
"THANK YOU FOR THE OFFER! SHOULD I GO ON MY FOURS?!"
"EEWWWWWW!"
Ah, such a beautiful life, right?
Authoress' Notes:
Hahahaha! Did you guys noticed that Fanfiction has add new tools for editing profile? You should check it out! I was so stupid when I found out, because I was like, 'I should use this.' And I wasted 5 minutes for it. Ahh, but that doesn't matter anymore. And now thar SOPA is gone, I'm gonna laugh. Beware! After 1 more chapter, the childhood arc may have maniac plot twist! Like Discoabc's Kyoko! Check it out, and if you hate plot twist then don't force yourself.
Omigad, I don't know but why did I felt unsastified with all of my chapters? I'm gonna be like Levi, his 'cleanliness' is over 1000.
OMIGAD, JAPANESE LESSONS FOR MY BELOVED FANS!
Reviews' Reply!:
Allykrau: Really? Thank you! ^^
Ogure Michiyo: Thank you for voting! Guest: Thank you for voting!
tsu tsu (guest): Yes! I update! Love ya'. Yeah, but it's character development. Tsuna really paranoid and always worried and think too much. But there's a saying, 'Childrens follow what they saw', so you can bet if Tsuna's gonna have split personality because of Kazumi. And Tsuna's "creepy friends" are sadist. So Tsuna need a brother. He's an ally, or rather, Kazumi's 'stalker' (actually he not). The girl from the last chapter is somebody uou'll know soon. It's true that people's personality change becauee of having friends. But y'know, Tsuna's paranoid about having his friends leave him behind. And Kazumi was traumasized, so it's normal for traumasized people to dream of being in a world different than reality.
Guest: Nope, I was either lazy, or didn't see my mistakes because I didn't get enough sleep. That's why, wherever I rewrite, there would be typos. Yeah, I know that we can't review twice. The reason why Takumi is created so that there would be somone who annoys Kazumi any time he wanted. Yeah, it's a trait pass down from otaku to otaku (but there are sane one out there). I wanted to do plot twist from chapter to chapter, so this chapter is the birth of it. Honey, a detective should trust his intuition if there was a proof.
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