**Clarke**
I'm lying with Bellamy naked on the forest ground. His arm around me and I'm snuggling up to his warm chest. So lovely. His faint snoring, my head goes up and down with his breathing. With my finger I trace his abs. His jaw-line so strong. His cheeks so cute. His lips so sweet. His Adam's apple so stern. I love it. Placing my hand on his cheek, leaning in I take a small peck of a kiss from his lips. Once I've done that I turn over and try to sleep. Annoyingly, I've got such an adrenaline rush from last night I can't seem to rest. Even though last night was so tiring that I should be able too. I take deep breaths. I turn around again and again. Trying to get comfortable.
"Someone's a little restless." A closed eyed Bellamy jokes.
I look at him and laugh, playfully pushing him on the shoulder. "Someone shouldn't ruin the moment."
He opens his eyes and lays onto of me. "Princess, as much as I want to stay here with you forever. We should get back to camp."
"Let's go." I lean up and quickly peck his lips. And then we both get up and get dressed. As quickly as we can and it's not awkward between us because we like each other.
Bellamy holds out his hand to me. "Ready?" He asks.
I nod and take his hand and we walk together. Hand in hand. We stroll across the forest to camp.
"So you really think Octavia's happy?" He says his grip tightening.
Honestly, I really don't know. I want to think Octavia is happy. And something inside of me tells me she is. She deserves happiness, freedom since she's been kept under the floor boards for her whole life. "Yeah, I really do think so." I smile up at him and he smiles back. "I wonder what everyone is doing back at camp?" I joke.
"Probably worrying about us." He laughs back. "If I''m truthful I thought you liked Finn."
I'm struck by this- Finn? "Bellamy, he was a total a-hole to me and maybe I did like him but that's before I knew about Raven. So-."
"So unless I want to end up on your a-hole list I shouldn't become one." He smiles and pulls me towards him and kisses the side of my head.
"Well actually you're already on it." I confessed. We both laugh. "And Bellamy Blake, I thought you were a womanizer."
"Me? I guess I was until I started falling for you." He flirts.
I just smile and kiss him and then we are faced with the camp walls. My grip tightens around Bellamy's hand.
"We're here." I state.
Then I feel my hand being rejected, Bellamy's hand has ditched mine and entered his pocket.
"Are you okay?" I ask my eyebrows cocked.
"Perfect." He lies straight through his teeth.
"Then why don't you want to hold my hand?" I tell him.
"I do." He's replies taking my hand and kissing it.
Then we enter together, everyone is staring at us and gasps are heard all around the camp. Finn takes one look and his whole face goes white.
Then this random guy comes up and stands in our way. "So are you to like and item now?" He laughs.
Immediately, Bellamy release me hand. "We're not an item." He face so stern and rigid.
Not an item, then I start to feel sick. My head feels dizzy and unstable. How could he do this? What an a-hole. Does he not like me or something? I bet he didn't mean anything he said. I turn away and wipe away my tears, I stop myself from running away crying. But I can't the tears just come.
"Clarke." Bellamy has grabs onto my arm but I don't turn to face him.
"Not an item huh!" I spit.
"Hey, I didn't think-." He starts.
"I cared about last night? Well let me tell you something Bellamy." I put an emphasis on the B and rip off Bellamy's grip. "I did care! But I now know you sure as hell didn't!" My tears are coming now and I feel like my whole face is blowing up with anger and sadness.
"I did care! And you didn't let me finish. I was going to say I didn't thin-."
"You're such a jerk Bellamy." I laugh. I about to exit the camp but he steps in my way. "You're just like Finn." My voice dying inside my mouth
"Where are you going Clarke?" He asks stern yet concerned.
"As far away from you as possible." I state and I push past him and leave camp. Praying for them not to follow me.