**Clarke**

I wake up and it's happening again but this time I'm in this white room attached to what seems to be an IV. My body just lies there whilst I want it to look around. My breathing is normal and my pulse is correct. Lots of thoughts race into my mind. 'You're on Mount Weather Quarantine Ward and you're our test subject'. That's what the guard said to me, yet I have no idea what it means. Why me? Where's Bellamy? I want to know the answers to all these questions but I don't know how to get them. My head starts to pound so I lie my head back and try to close my eyes and relax. Slowly, the white room disappears as my eyes blink shut, when I see red above me. I suddenly jump up, my body not following behind me. My eyes follow where the tube is leading, which is right in my veins. A screech realises from my mouth as I try to rip the tube off but my hand just goes through it. They are taking blood from my body.

"Wake up! Wake up!" I scream as loud as I can but my body is still just sound asleep. Great! I try to pry the tube from my wrist but my bitten down nails can do nothing of the sort. I don't know what's happening to me and my body doesn't seem to care. Panic washes over me and I put my hands to my head, take quick and sharp breaths. All I want to do is scream and cry but I know that no one will hear me.

Looking around I see a pointy metal tweezers, which I reach over and try to grab but my hand just goes straight through it. I grunt in annoyance. I can't do anything.

Suddenly, the doors burst open and two guards walk in cautiously. My body's still playing dead while they unstrap the wires, a trickle of blood escapes the small cut from where the tube was inserted in. One of the guards takes a small plaster and sticks it to the spot with a vicious force. My body wakes. It's face still neutral and dull, one by one my legs swing over to one side of the bed and stand up. My head shakes as I do, I'm still not used to it.

I'm walking along the never ending corridors, my heart racing. A guard on either side of me, I think about making a break for it but then I realise that I can't do that without my body following me. I try to imagine where they're going to take me. Probably to another testing room with thousands of tubes running in and out of my body.

Entering the room, I take a deep breath and I'm placed on another, hard chair. I gulp.

"Miss Griffin, today your test will be showing you the truth about your loved ones." The scary doctor tells me.

I roll my eyes and I want to say something back, something mean and snarky but I know I can't. "What do you mean the truth?" I accidently say out loud. Then I realise that I just talked, my body moving with me. I quickly smile and I raise my right arm, I was so happy in that split second that I could actually control my body again. And then I realise where I am and a frown pierces my face.

"I mean the truth about what you think your friends are to you." He explains.

I snort. "Really and why would I believe you?"

"Because we've programmed you to believe." He replies, injecting a syringe into my arm and I wince. "Now sleep tight, don't let the truth bite."

I don't know why but I'm running, I'm running as fast as I can. My bare feet feel numb against the cold floor. I'm still in this white corridor and I'm too scared to look behind me. My breathing quickens as I enter this huge hall way, where I see some people I recognize. Bellamy.

"Bellamy!" I scream in delight, I run to him and I kiss him so passionately not caring who's watching. "I'm so glad to see you, are you okay?" I ask, touching his arms to see if anything is broken.

"Seriously Raven, I'm fine." He laughs.

I stop what I'm doing and I peer up at him. "What?" Dread fills my voice.

"I said that you don't need to worry about me." He repeats, placing his arms around my waist. "I love you Raven." He leans in to kiss me but I dodge it.

"Stop Bellamy, it's me Clarke, not Raven." I state, pushing him back.

"Okay Raven." His emphasise on Raven sends shivers down my spine, why doesn't he know it's me? "I have no idea why you suddenly think you're this Clarke girl. Who is she anyway?"

He doesn't know who I am. "I'm not Raven!" I cry, wiping the tears from my eyes.

"You're okay." Bellamy pushes me into a hug and I can't help myself but cry even though I know that he thinks I'm Raven. I'm so confused.

"I love you Bellamy." Raven kisses him on the cheek.

Suddenly, I'm not next to Bellamy any more, in fact Raven is. I'm standing at the side like a loner while Bellamy and Raven are saying how much they love each other. I scream and cry but they don't notice me, I try to run up to them but I end up running straight into a glass wall.

"What?" I whisper. Banging my hands on the glass but they don't even glance at me. "Bellamy!" I scream and scream. "Please." My cry becomes a whimper and I start sliding to the ground in failure. "Please."

"What the hell was that?" I jump up, one of the guards hands resting on my shoulder, pushing me down to relax.

"It was the truth." The doctor insisted.

"Like hell it was!" Clarke replied.

"Subject is 0 negative on truth and B13, move her to the d3a7h room." The doctor instructed.

"No! Tell me what the hell that was!" I scream.

"It was the truth Clarke, it's what we got as our results for testing on those people." He exclaims.

"What, you mean Bellamy is here?" Hope rises in my voice.

"Right." He smiles weakly. "Get her out of here."

Then it hits me, if Bellamy and Raven our here then that means that what the doctor said is the truth. But I can't trust him, I have no idea what's happening. I still need hope.

"Wait, put her in her sleep." The doctor calls, before making his way to me and sticking another needle straight into my neck. My eyes start to blur before they return back to normal. I try to speak but they can't hear me. I'm trapped again. "Bye, bye Clarke." The doctor waves creepily.

I'm being pulled down the corridor by the guard's right beside me. I'm tearing up because I'm so confused, I just want to see Bellamy. I know that he wouldn't do that to me, but maybe they did something to him, to make him like that. But I don't know, I just want to see him.

"Clarke?" I hear my name being called. "Clarke! Clarke! Clarke!" I look around to see where the endless calls of my name are coming from but nothing. I start thinking that I'm going crazy until I see Bellamy sprinting down the corridor to me. In this minute I forget all about all about the doctor and I run towards him but he walks straight through me. As only my mind ran to him. Instead his stops at me lifeless body. "Clarke?" My body pushes past him. "What's wrong?"

Finally, my body speaks, I'm hoping that it's recognized but then I know that it's not me inside their. "I don't know who you are." She states, rolling her eyes and continuing to walk back to our cell. Bellamy's face is a mix between confusion and misery. I cover my mouth to stop me from crying and crying.

"Bellamy." I whisper even though I know he won't listen to me. Two rough guards appear and take his arms and angrily show him to his cell. I want to follow him but my legs can't seem to move. "Bellamy." I breathe once more. "I love you." But then his disappears down another corridor.