SANTANA'S POV:
"Honey..."He's going to kiss me slowly but found it disgusting, that's why I inched out a little and escaped his embrace.
"Please, ...Take me to the tour.I'm a little tired,you know." and that's when I remembered something about the word tired.
Wait...It feels like I was feeling tired before but I never minded it all...
And then suddenly,flashes of memories flashed into my 's a bit blurry but...I could see a blonde girl...Her forehead pressed against mine and then...She kissed me.
She kissed me?!
I touched my lips like I actually felt the kiss.A lightning volt strucked my heart and finally...I felt my heart beating and I realized suddenly that I was breathing deeply...
"Honey, there something wrong?"
I pulled him and kissed on his lips.I tried to feel his lips but I couldn't feel tongue entered my mouth and I felt a disgusting 's why my reflexes told me to pull away and step back.
"What's the matter?You used to like this."He stepped closer with a maniac smile on his made me feel so...Disrespected?
But he's my husband,that's what he said.
He pushed me to the wall.I looked down,never wanting to see his face. It felt so wrong which I think it shouldn't be.
"oh I get it.I think you need to know who you are before we silly I am! Sorry, I got really excited, c'mon..."He turned around and then pulled my hand.I followed him but my brain's still rejecting him.
The same as my didn't want to absorb him.
We walked for a while until we reached a small 's a bit old and... I don't know...
"It's where we first met, were still were cleaning here and I saw you when I run here to hide.I hid because my mom's trying to scold me eyes met but we never second time we saw each other was when I tried to wait for you for almost 5 years.I will never forget your dark eyes,that's why I assumed that I will see you then one day,you smiled at me and we sat were listening to a never knew what we really felt but...My hand just feels like it wanted to hold yours."He looked at me and then he held my hand.
Still,I couldn't even remember any of those scenes.
"We were listening to When You Say Nothing At All by Alison was very,very romantic song for then we decided without speaking that...We will be getting married..."
*Now playing: Songbird (Glee version)*
I knew he said that we were listening to that song but a different song echoed to my head.I couldn't hear any lyrics but I could clearly hear the background music...It's very sound of the piano keys being assembled into a wonderful song...
It was silent...The musician had a blessed hand,his fingers were making its way to my heart, crashing down my cowardness and my defenses...But I loved it. I didn't know why but again,a flash of memory pictured inside my head.
It felt like I was singing this song and...A blonde girl's looking at me,watching me,feeling the way how I stood and walked closer to me,hugged me the way I wanted her to...
It was like,I've always wanted to sing in front of her.
But...
I couldn't see her face...
And...
"AAAHHH!" My head hurt again!It felt like my head was being chopped off,cracking my skull,tearing me apart.
"Lolita!"He held me again and hugged me,"Ssshhh..."
Is he telling the truth?Or is my memory a big joke?
What was true?!
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Brittany's POV:
I walked out of Blaine car and immediately want to see the cliff.
"Brittany!Slow down!You might slip off!"
Then suddenly,I stepped on a rock that made me loose my balance.
My eyes widened as my head came forward and my body started to loose its control.
"Gotcha!"
I was about to fall down the breathing stopped and so as the brain was in the flight mode but I was aware of what I was seeing.
It was Santana's just how Blaine stated,it was upside were broken,blood all looked like a can smashed by car.
"Brittany!Don't do that .We'll die of heart attack."I scrapped back to reality when Quinn and Blaine took me off the ground.
My eyes never left the sight of Santana's car until it got blurry because of the tears welling up on the walls of my body became shaky and I feel like my feet were glued to the ground.
"Brittany,"Quinn patted my shoulder that made me turn around and face looked at my eyes,feeling pity."Here's Santana's found it inside the was all torn out."
I took the jacket and then hugged it tight. I didn't want to see how miserable the accident did to Santana. My heart was broken...
A policeman came in and stated," you the victim's friends?"
"Yes." Blaine answered.
"Well, I'm afraid to tell you that we haven't seen the victim's body and-"
"How great!" I screamed never really cared how disrespectful I was.
"Brittany."Quinn pulled me.
"Ma'am,calm down."The policeman continued.
"Calm down?!"
Then the rest of the New Directions came out Puck's van."Brittany!Brittany!"
*Now playing:Can't Cry Hard Enough by Bellfire*
But I continued,screaming,"What the hell?!Can't you understand?I was close to slipping down this cliff just to see her but the you're just going to give me a jacket?!My girlfriend's a human!Not a jacket! I-"
*SLAP!*
Silence 's slap stopped my world from spinning and all that I could feel was the burning sensation bulding up on my cheeks.
"Did it hurt?!Hugh?!" Quinn screamed at me,"Wake up Brittany!You're not the Brittany that we used to 're being a lot like Santana already.I couldn't even blame you for behaving that way 'cause we felt the same when Finn died.I know you're just scared because there's these possibilities that Santana was dead!But please, .Just listen..."
I couldn't even look at her in the was right...She slapped me back to reality...I was speechless.
All that I could hear now was my heavy breathing and my sobs. They were all looking at me but I couldn't look at them...I appreciated Quinn for understanding my situation... Just for this whole day...
Just let me cry...
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(A/N:) Ok now it's going was all dramatic,I I just want them to be together again! In a very complicated way.*wink-wink*
Next chapter: Chapter 4: Whose Wife?