Beck Point of View:
Oh no. What happened. I went to sit on the bed and replay what just happened. She thought I liked Tori. Why does she keep on doubting our love. I wiped a tear that secretly escaped. I sniff and remember the best moments with Jade bringing me pain. I go to my drawer and look around to see if I have my privacy. I get a scissor that my girlfriend ex-girlfriend left. I wouldn't admit it but I am broken. I run the blade through my skin once and see fresh blood rise. No don't do this to yourself Beck I tell myself. I put it away and put my boxers and tank top on returning to the bed like a zombie. I lay under the covers and close my eyes but I don't sleep. Hell no, I do the opposite. I wish I can go back in time. I wish I can cuddle with Jade. I wish I wasn't broken. Because that is what I am. Broken Beck. It might not seem so but I need Jade to keep me together. The other half of me is gone.
Jade Point of View:
I saw it all. That hug meant something. I'm pretty sure he was cheating on me. I tried to contain my anger and not yell all of this because he looked hurt already. I thought he loved me so much and I felt complete. But now I was broken again. I let him see me through my walls and yet I got hurt. Now you asked me why I find it hard to trust. Part of me can't help but regret it because I need his cuddle. I need him to keep me together but I know that can't happen. The thing called hoped. Right now I'm not Jade West. I am broken. I lay in bed turning to get comfortable. Never did.