IMPORTANT PLEASE READ!
This is not a pink fluffy unicorns dancing on rainbows fanfiction.
This is not light, and there is a reason it is rated OT.
Also, this is from several POV's, so if you feel like you're reading people's diaries then I got the effect I wanted.
Please comment! I write for your opinions!
RED PAIN
NYA: I don't know when I started hating myself. It kind of just happened.
Jay knew something was wrong. He asked me what it was, but I refused to tell him.
I don't deserve him. I don't deserve help.
JAY: Something's wrong. I know Nya too well- I love her.
She knows she can tell me anything. But she's resisting.
We've been through a lot- maybe Nya's just tired.
Yeah, that's it. Problem solved. No. I know better.
KAI: Jay came to me earlier, asking about my sister Nya.
Said something's bugging her.
I didn't bother worrying. She's a smart girl.
She'll tell Jay if she needs to.
NYA: I'm struggling. I don't want to hurt anyone.
But I just want to take my knife and- NO!
I can't let myself think like that! If I do, I might let it happen!
LLOYD: Jay and Nya have seemed pretty stressed.
I don't know if I should confront them.
But I'm worried.
JAY: Kai isn't worried, so it must be fine.
Maybe it's just girl stuff.
But I still have that feeling…
NYA: My hands are shaking.
I look at a picture of everyone. We're smiling.
But I can tell; mine's fake.
Why did no one else notice? They probably don't care.
KAI: Something's wrong- I know it.
JAY: I have a bad feeling. I need to check on Nya.
LLOYD: Kai and Jay just ran past.
I'm going to see what's wrong.
NYA: I pick up my knife, tears streaming down my face.
I don't bother with a note. There's no point.
JAY: Something's horribly wrong.
Something involving Nya!
Kai and I won't get there in time!
KAI: The Destiny's Bounty never seemed so huge.
Jay and I won't get to her in time!
NYA: My heart hurts. I haven't done it yet, but already I'm in pain.
LLOYD: I matched my brothers' speed.
"What's wrong?" I asked.
I get no answer, but they're both crying.
NYA: I didn't have the strength to scream my pain-
Mental or physical.
But for a moment I saw Jay, Kai and Lloyd staring at me in horror.
I love you, I thought to them.
Then my world went black- forever.
JAY: I don't know what happened! Why did she do this?
Was this my fault? I don't know if I can live without her!
I love you Nya! Please, let this be a dream!
It's not.
I love you, Nya.
KAI: Nya! My little sister, gone forever!
How could I have let this happen?
I'm supposed to be there for her! I hate myself, this is my fault!
I love you, sister of mine.
LLOYD: I saw Nya standing there, blood everywhere.
She stared at us, lips moving softly- then her eyes dulled.
Nothing will ever be the same! How will I explain this to the others?
And how will Jay and Kai survive this?
Somehow this is my fault. I loved her.
Not the way Jay does- like Kai.
I felt like she was my responsibility.
Like I let her die.
We love you, Nya. Goodbye, our Samurai Sister.
So, what do you guys think? Like I said, no fluffy unicorns.
Now, before you ask, I never went Nya. I have seen so many fanfics where in the comments people
are all like; "so how did you manage to write this, hmm?" So no. I never tried to commit suicide.
Jeez. Please please please please comment!