Me: Damn it... damn it... damn it... DAMN IT!

Ginga: (; °_°)

Kyouya: Oh joy...

Kurai; (* =_=) she's mad.

Me: Damn you stupid wifi for being asleep for how many freaking months!

Ginga: -puts on earplugs-

Kurai: okay? I bet a nickel that she'll cry after this.

Everyone: agreed.

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There were screams everywhere. Many people were either crying, weeping, praying, or just screaming, waiting for the time to stop. Lights were all blinking as everything shakes furiously. The sight was so terrifying that you could close your eyes as you wait for everything to stop.

There in the window is an eighteen-year old teenager who was writing something in a piece of paper. It was messy since the place he is was shaking furiously. He wrote every detail as tears fall from his hazel orbs. He silently smiled in pain as he remember his friends, his family, his love, as he wrote a letter of regret. Then he dropped his pen as he looked at it with a content look. He then held it tightly with a box in his hands. Inside was supposed to be a sorry gift for someone. He just looked up as he remembered his regret when he still lived.

For being stupid...

For being dense...

For forgetting...

For messing...

For breaking her heart...

Tears now rolled down his eyes as he remembered every regret. He wished for a miracle. He wished that he could go back and fix everything. But how? He then closed his eyes as he waits for the clock to stop and for people's anguish screams to disappear.

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Madoka sighed as she had done her work. There were a lot of customers that have broken beys. She sighed as she went out for a walk. She had been moody for the past two months since their break up. Madoka ticked out of that memory as she kicked some pebbles that are in front of her.

'That annoying kid! Just because he became the strongest blader doesn't mean he can spend time with her girlfriend! He would rather spend time with others than me!' she thought out of frustration.

She was waiting that day for him to come. She just stayed still and prayed that he'll come home and greet her. Even if the candles were all out... she waited. Waited for her knight in shinning armor, for her prince charming, she was waiting for Ginga to come. But minutes turned to hours; hours turned to days.

Two days later he came. She didn't notice a gun wound in his side for her anger consumed her, she didn't notice that he was panting, she didn't notice that he is tired. With a heavy thump of her footsteps she slapped Ginga hard. Ginga didn't even flinch for he knew that this was coming. The headband was removed form his forehead as his bangs overshadowed his eyes. Madoka cried as Ginga looked down in shame.

"You didn't even remember..."

"..."

"You didn't remember my birthday..."

"...I'm sorry..."

"You think your sorry can forget that I've been waiting for two and a half days... AND ALL YOU CAN SAY IS SORRY!?" Madoka now snapped.

"I'm so sorry..."

"You would rather spend time with them than with me eh? So be it! You only use me as a tool so your fangirls will not get you or hit on you! SHAME ON YOU GINGA HAGANE!" tears fall down from her eyes.

Ginga just turned back and went into the door to leave. But before he left he said his last words...

Madoka just sighed as she kicked another pebble. She hasn't heard a word from Ginga two months ago. She just sighed as she kicked another pebble. But as it stopped, she saw a figure with red blazing hair sitting on the lake watching the sunset. The figure turned as he saw Madoka. It was Ginga. But he didn't have his headband.

'That's weird?'

Ginga just stood up as he went towards her. He puts on a smile to lighten the mood. Madoka then saw that he was just forcing a smile. But she shrugged it off and just sighed. Well hanging out with him couldn't hurt, right?

"So wanna eat at the fast food restaurant?" she asked.

Ginga just nodded.

Madoka walked first as Ginga was behind him. She's feeling that something was off. Ginga didn't dare to speak or do something stupid. He's just behaving like a decent person?

They went inside as she ordered something. A few minutes later, Madoka had their orders. But she was flabbergasted when she saw Ginga behaving and not acting like a kid. She just sighed as she put the tray and gave him his order. They were silent for a few minutes. Madoka was observing him. He was eating like a decent person and not eating like a toddler?

'That's weird?' she sighed.

"Even though I treated you; our issue is not yet over. You're not my boyfriend anymore so don't get any false hope."

Ginga clutched his cup a bit tightly. But he smiled calmly and said, "But, can we still be friends?"

Madoka just sighed and let it be. "We could still be friends, Ginga."

Ginga smiled as he looked out the window as he muttered, "I'm glad."

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They returned to B-pit in the time of night. Madoka let Ginga in as he just stood there and waited for her. They went into the living room, Madoka offered him a seat as she makes hot chocolates. Ginga just sat there all silent and awkward. She returned with two cups in her hands. She gave one to him as he drank a small portion.

"Thank you very much."

They were seating there for a few minutes. But Madoka now started to speak to end the silence.

"When did you arrive? Your plane should arrive tomorrow morning?" Madoka asked. She saw that he clutched his mug.

"Nevermind." she just shrug it off.

She then stood up and decided to go to her room. But she was stopped when strong arms wrapped tightly around her body. He was hugging her.

"Oy! What are you-"

She was cut off when she felt her jacket being wet. She then knew that he was crying. She tried to push him but she stopped when she heard those words in his mouth.

"I'm such a piece of crap, aren't I?" he said as he choked out a sob.

Madoka wanted to do something but she was cut off as Ginga continued.

"I was such a annoying a**! I screwed everyone when I did something stupid... but what hurts most is being..."

He didn't continue as he collapsed in his knees. His bangs overshadowed his eyes, but the tears were still visible.

"I know that I'm such a joke and all but... why am I so frustrated? Why am I being an idiot? Why do I have to be so afraid? Why don't I just give up? Why is my heart still beating when I'm with you? Why?" he sobbed as he puts his hand in his eyes to lessen his tears.

"Ginga... "

"Sayonara." Ginga said as he stood up. "I'm going to the lake."

But before he got a chance to stand up, Madoka pushed him back down as she topped on him. She got a glimpse of his eyes. It was dull, lifeless, and red.

"Are you really that selfless? Do you always take the blame?" she asked. "I still have feelings for you! But I just need time to cool down!" she shouted as Ginga stared at her with wide eyes.

"I still love you! I didn't hate you!" Madoka shouted.

"Stop... giving me...false hopes..." he whispered.

Then she kissed him on the lips. Ginga just narrowed his eyes in pain as tears started to fall in his eyes. He didn't like lies. But he wanted her to be happy.

"I'm not giving you false hopes, Ginga." she said.

Tears now fall from his eyes as he whispered her name, "Madoka..."

She hugged him back and whispered his name, "Ginga..."

"I'm so sorry." Ginga whispered. "I...love... you..."

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The spirit stares at her with tears rolling down in his cheek. He ruffled her hair as he cried silently. Madoka was still asleep in which th spirit sighed in relief. The spirit kissed her forehead in which Madoka smiled in her sleep.

"I love you so much Madoka..." the spirit said as he smiled in a content way.

'I love you too.' Madoka said in her thoughts.

"I'm sorry I couldn't be the perfect man for you..." He then kissed her lips one last time. Tears silently rolled in Madoka's cheeks.

"Please be happy...Sayonara..." then the spirit turned to a glittering dust as he disappeared and flew back up. Leaving no trace of presence of the young adult.

Madoka then woke up and saw Ginga was nowhere in sight. She looked everywhere and all she could see in her table was a pink box and a letter. She read the letter. But she was dumbfounded.

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She then checked her CCTV to see that in the left side of her shop was Ginga fighting a group of robbers.

Eyes were wide as she saw that he had been shot in his side.

Then three days later since Ginga's plane haven't arrived...

Three days later when they have reported the plane to be missing...

Three days later before the reports have been known when a miracle have been formed...

In the dark corner of the room lies a guilt strucked Madoka who griefs as she now understood what the letter meant. She held the pink locket in which inside was a picture of her and Ginga.

Thank you for love you've gave me.

Ginga Hagane

No one knew that a miracle has happened. That a young man has been given another chance to live to correct his mistake.

But he knew that his life would not be forever... but his love would remain an eternity. His memories would be infinite.

"I promise you that I will return back. Even if it is the last time. I just hope you find someone worth loving than me. " -Ginga's last words.

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Kurai: Nika? Nika? Nika?

Me: Go away!

Ginga: I told you she cried.

Madoka: yup. At least I got a dollar from King.

King: -grumbles-

Kurai: well, see you all in our next chapters/ stories