Sebastian's P.O.V

When I finished reading the first letter I felt my throat close as my tears tried to come up. I moved to the next letter and hesitated. What is going to be in this letter? Do I really want to find out? How will I react if it's something bad? All these questions sped through my head as I picked up the second letter and just like the first one it had a number on it.
I unfolded it and began to read.
~Dear Sebastian,
In my previous letter I addressed to you I said you would never get them. Well, that was a lie. You will receive these but only after I am gone from this world. One might say, the stronger the will the longer the life. But it looks like I didn't have a strong enough will huh?
I am truly sorry Sebastian it's not like I want to leave but nature and my own body wont allow it. You have spent the last 8 years with me all for my soul. But the one thing you have waited so long for you will not get and I am sorry for that. I regret that I am going to die and you will have to survive without any one to guide you through the fire and flames of hell. You might find me down there after death but one cannot guarantee this. I only have at least 3 more years to live so when I die I will be 24 years of age. 8 years I have had you by my side. 8 years you have served me. in 11 years that you have served me I will have free'd you from our contract and from my reigns. You will be free and I will be dead but know this. If I was ever given a second chance there would be many things that I would change between us and my love would be one of them.
Sincerely, Ciel A. Phantomhive

I punched Ciel's bedpost with anger. "you seriously think that I will be free when you die?!" I yelled to nothing. A loud crack resounded behind me and I turned. Ciels bed was in shambles and I gulped. "I hope he doesn't kill me." I said and I heard mey-rin outside the door.
I opened the door grabbed her arm and walked down to the kitchen. I threw her in the kitchen and the other servants turned to me. "You are not to leave this kitchen until the master returns home. do I make myself clear." I looked them in the eyes and they cowered. "Yes, Sir!" They yelled together and I glared at them making sure my words actually heard my words.

I walked back up to Ciel's room slowly. memories of my most treasured times going in and out of my mind.

~Flashback~

The house was quiet. To quiet for my liking. Usually there is a crash followed by a female shriek, Or a large explosion that almost always comes from the kitchen. (A.N finnan is usually outside when he ruins things sooo) Master hasn't called for me today either. I wonder why?
I walked over to the dining area and when I opened the door a loud *pop* met my ears. My eyes widened in surprise as I saw everyone who is usually making an unbearable racket smiling with ridiculous hats on. "HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEBASTIAN!" They all yelled except one person who wasn't in the room.

"Wheres the young lord?" I asked and they just smiled. "He'll be out shortly." They said and I sat down, And just when I sat down the kitchen doors opened. I turned my head and I saw Ciel walk out of the kitchen with a cake on the serving cart. He was covered head to toe in chocolate and vanilla, he had a chefs hat on that was sliding off his head and then he licked chocolate off his face and I was delighted.
"Happy Birthday Sebastian." He said and he let out a genuine smile. "did you make that my lord?" I asked and Bard laughed. "Yep, Hes been up all week trying to perfect it." Bard kept laughing and Ciel's cheek grew a weird pink on them. "You weren't supposed to tell him that!" Ciel said and he playfully punched bards arm.

I let out a laugh and everyone just stopped. "Is something the matter?" I asked. "Did you just laugh?" Ciel asked and I gave him a Are. you. Dumb? What. kind. of. question. is. that? look and he laughed. I couldn't take my eyes off of him. Then I followed his fingers as they made their way to the wet cavern above.
Ciel cut the cake and Handed it out to everyone. He handed me a piece and I was about to say i don't like sweets but he just winked and put a finger to his lips.

~End of flashback~

I laughed at the memory of all the faces of Ciel that I got to see that day. But to think that I wont be able to see those faces anymore Broke my already fragile heart to pieces.

Ha ha ha. sorry it took so long to finish. *sheepish look* my mind is fizzled. I'm still being stubborn but I took my best friend Promocat's advice. I'm listening to them at least. But I have to go back to work tomorrow. *Cries.* I want My best friends Promocat and Kurochan12 to save me from this fate. (*oh and If your wondering Kurochan12 is my twin*) muwahahaha. REVIEW AND LIKE!