A few hours had passed now since I first arrived at Kurt's. Burt hadn't moved from his son's side since I had arrived there as he tried to comfort him as much as he could. I could see how hard it was on him to, it must have brought up so many memories from when he lost his first wife. Every so often Carol would pay a visit bringing in drinks for the two of them but she felt it was best to leave father and son be. I had never felt so useless. I was here but couldn't do anything but watch. It was torture but as much as I wanted to run away and hide I couldn't. I couldn't bare to leave him, not for one second. After about 2 hours Kurt slowly drifted to sleep letting Burt finally leave the room. I moved back over towards Kurt. He looked peaceful as he slept like nothing bad had ever happened. I tried to run my fingers through the sleeping boy's hair before remembering that my hands would just go straight through. I tried my best not to cry but it was difficult. Suddenly Kurt started to shake in his sleep before waking up screaming. All I wanted to do was hold him in my arms, comfort him and tell him it was everything was going to be okay. But it wasn't. All of a sudden Kurt shot up onto his knees, his eyes blood shot but he was looking at me. Could he see me? I lifted my hand up and slowly moved it towards his face as if I was about to hold onto the bottom of it. I watched as he slowly placed his own hand on his cheek as if he was holding onto my hand to keep it placed there.
"Kurt" I whispered as suddenly the door behind me flung open as Carol ran into the room. I dropped back down to a sitting position as Kurt put his hand back down.
"Are you okay? I heard you screaming" Carol said as I watched her rush to Kurt pulling him into a hug.
"Yeah, yeah I just...It might sound stupid but I thought I saw...no forget it" I got off the bed unsure what to do. It was all too much. I was just about to leave the room before Carol spoke up again.
"Saw what honey?"
"Blaine...but it must be my mind playing tricks on me right."
"Is that why you screamed?"
"No, no I had a dream. It was last night again."
"Oh, honey...We are going to the Anderson's in 10minutes to pay our respects. Do you want to come with us?" I stopped as I got to the door and turned back. I could see Kurt was generally sacred. My parents weren't too fond of him and I wasn't sure how would they react now to him. Would they blame him for my death? Would they let him even come to my funeral? Could Kurt even take going through all of that? I sighed as I followed the two out of the room and down the stairs. I watched as an uncertain Finn greeted his step-brother.
"How you feeling dude?"
"How do you think? My boyfriend has just died so everything isn't sunshine and rainbows at the moment."
"Wow umm I'm sorry." I watched Finn as he retreated back to the safety of the living room.
"Finn honey your coming with us." I watched Carol say as I stopped and stood by Kurt. By habit I put my hand next to Kurt's hoping that he would grab a hold of it like he normally did.
"Kurt" Burt said as I turned around so fast almost losing my footing. I watched as I saw him straightening up his tie before walking towards the door.
I watched as the car left the driveway leaving me behind. I started to run to try and catch them up and was surprised when my short legs weren't getting tired. Maybe this is an advantage to being dead? That maybe I don't ever get tired. I knew a couple of shortcuts and since I was now able to walk through things I decided to use the advantage of going through a couple of people's houses to make sure I got there sooner.
I arrived to find Burt's car parked on the road outside my house. I walked up to the door unsure what I would find. I slowly walked through it into my hallway. It was very calm, I honestly didn't know what to expect, maybe my dad shouting at Kurt telling him he was the reason for his son's death. I walked into my living room, I had never seen so many flowers. I looked to my left to see Kurt sitting on a chair, his whole body shaking and keeping his head down as Burt talked with my parents. My picture was in the centre of the room with a burning candle next to it.
"When will they release his body?" Carol said as I watched the flame dance.
"They are not too sure maybe later this week, they are doing the autopsy today." A small voice from across the room spoke. I knew this voice far too well, but only this time it had so much pain in it. It was my mother. I turned to look at her, her dark hair that was normally wrapped into a nice neat bun was now flung into a messy ponytail. She had bags under her eyes and no makeup on. She had a simple black jumper on with tracksuit bottoms that she must have thrown on when she went to the hospital the night before. She must have not slept at all but my father he looked sad but he was dressed up in his best black suit. He looked so calm about everything like not even a tear had fallen from his eyes. I watched as Kurt sneaked out of the room, I guessed he wanted some alone time. I followed him into the hallway, he was heading to my room. Should I let him be? No I needed to see if he could see me after what happened earlier. I got to my room door and just as I was about to walk through a small quiet voice spoke.
"Blaine?" I froze.
"Your dead" The voice said again as I slowly turned round to see a small boy standing in front of me. It was my neighbour's son who I had looked after a few times.
"I...I" I didn't know what to say, he could clearly see me.
"Are you a ghost?!" The boy laughed like it was an everyday thing.
"I guess I am...How can you see me?" I asked as I bent down to his eye level he was only about 7 but he was mature for his age.
"I don't know"
"Are you scared?" I asked even though I could tell by the giant grin on his face he wasn't.
"Why should I be? You're not an evil ghost."
"I'm a good ghost right" I laughed before the craziest idea popped into my mind.
"Tommy, I need you to do something for me." I said.
"What?"
"I need you to go into my room and tell the boy that's in there that you can see me..."
"Is it only me who can see you?"
"I...I don't know but I need you to go in there and tell him. I'll be there in the room to so you can prove it...it's a stupid idea forget it." I said as I got myself up, I placed my head in my hands knowing this was crazy.
"No it's not stupid but don't you want to me to tell your parents?"
"No no it needs to be Kurt you see his very important to me and well he needs me right now and I need him."
"Okay" He said as he slowly turned the door handle and walked in. I followed as I saw a weeping Kurt lying on my bed holding onto one of my jackets.
"What was his name again?" Tommy whispered.
"Kurt" I replied as I moved towards the bed where Kurt was.
"Kurt?" Tommy said as he looked at me for some reassurance.
"Umm yes?" Kurt said as he wiped his eyes.
"I'm Tommy, I live next door...I can see Blaine" Tommy blurted out.
"What?"
"I can see Blaine well his a ghost and his sitting next to you?" I watched as Kurt looked dead at me. He was adjusting his eyes but getting angry with himself for not seeing me.
"I...I don't think you can see him Tommy" Kurt said as he got himself off the bed and started to walk towards the door.
"Get him to ask a question only I would know so he knows you're not lying" I butted in.
"What?...He says to ask a question only he would know." Tommy said as he looked towards the floor. Kurt stopped walking as he thought of a question.
"Okay Blaine if you are here what did your first ever text you sent to me say?" Kurt said as he flung his hands in the air expecting nothing.
"Tell him it said Courage" I said as I walked and stood next to Kurt.
"He says "Courage"" Tommy said as he looked at me.
"That was a lucky guess" Kurt said as his breathing got more heavy shocked by the answer.
"No he really is here in this room. In fact he is standing right next to you now on your right" Tommy said as he smiled towards me and Kurt.
"Okay one more question..." Kurt said as he turned towards me, he even looked down a bit since I was shorter.
"What song did you sing on the day we first meet?"
"Tell him it was Teenage Dream" I said to Tommy, not once taking my eyes away from Kurt's.
"Teenage Dream" Tommy said as I watched Kurt collapse to the floor.
"He really is here isn't he" Kurt said as he puts his hands out towards me.
"I said he was" Tommy said as he walked towards us. I placed my hands just above Kurt's and looked at Tommy.
"Kurt, Blaine wants you to move your hands higher" Tommy said as I watched Kurt slowly move them. They were now just below mine so close.
"Can I touch him?" Kurt asked he quickly wiped a tear from his eye. He now had a smile on his face as he looked towards me.
"I love you" I whispered.
"His a ghost which means you can't touch and he says he "loves you"" Tommy said. I laughed as I looked at Tommy, he was the only way I could talk to Kurt for now.
"The funny thing is I thought I saw him earlier in my room. Can you get him to show himself" Kurt begged.
"I don't know how to" I said closing my eyes wishing myself to appear in front of him.
"He says he doesn't know how to" Tommy said.
"Tommy tell him I will always be on his right side for as long as he wants me." I begged.
