Neither glee nor its characters belong to me just this story.

In this chapter I will keep in mind the things that had happened in the last episode. Last episode, Rachel said that she couldn't stop thinking about the kiss and this chapter will be about what was she thinking during that night.

Chapter 3

Right after kissing Rachel, Sam left the room, leaving Rachel alone and perplexed, without knowing how to react.

A while after Rachel went looking for Sam, she went to the football field and he wasn't there, then she went to the dressing room and she waited outside, but he wasn't there either so she went home tired of looking for him.

When she came home, she found a note of her father:

Sweetie, I went to have dinner with the estate agent. You have the dinner prepared in the kitchen.

Kisses,

Love daddy.

Rachel went to the kitchen, she warmed the dinner, she served it and she went to the living room to eat it on the couch. She turned the Tv on and she started to zapping looking for something interesting on the Tv but after a couple of minutes looking she turned it off.

When she finished dinner, she went to her room, put her pijamas on and she sat on her bed. Rachel started to think about what had happened that day and in the lyrics of the song that they had sung together and she somehow felt identified with it, especially with the part that said:

Its Always Times Like These
When I Think Of You
And I Wonder
If You Ever
Think Of Me

Cause Everything So Wrong
And I Don't Belong
Living In Your
Precious Memories

Sam had been so careful, kind and so affectionate with her, that for her it became impossible not to start crushing on him. The way in which he had helped her and he didn't let her give up on the piano lessons when the thing started to become difficult. Rachel couldn't stop thinking about when he let her touch the piano with his hands and in the glance he gave at her when he started to tickle her.

Not to mention that when they finished with the song, it was Sam the one who leaned and kissed her in the first place, she just returned the kiss.

But Rachel was the kind of girl who overthinks everything so she couldn't stop thinking about it and in what would happen with them now.

Rachel wanted to have a date with Sam to see how things go. She was feeling ready to start dating again and she wanted to do it slowly and the fact that Sam said to her that he hadn't seen anyone since Mercedes made her feel that Sam would want to take things easy too.

Rachel would have to start packing her things soon, so she decided to look at her box with all her pictures; she opened it and took the pictures of the photo shoot that they do back in NY in her old apartment. Rachel was smiling while she was looking at the pictures. When they were taking those pictures and she spread oil on Sam's chest was the first time that Rachel realized how handsome Sam really was. He was much more cute now than back then. But he still was innocent and with a child's soul, but he also was very responsible, he was always there and always knowing how to help the people when they needed help, he never judged anyone and he was always there for his family.

Rachel thought that Sam was a pretty good and complete match. He has all the important things that a real man should have and he always did, not just her, but everyone laugh and that was a plus.

Rachel tried to sleep that night, but she couldn't and the first thing she did the next morning was asking Sam on a date.

Sam refused her and he said that he was still in love with Mercedes and that he didn't remember the kiss.

-Did he consider the Kiss a mistake? - Asked Rachel to herself. She didn't understand anything, he has been so nice and charming and now he said that. Rachel couldn't understand it and she felt that something weird was going on. She thought that saying that he was still in love was just an excuse to reject her.

Rachel decided to act like if nothing had happened and that things follow their path. If something has to happen between the two of them then it eventually would happen. But she has now more important things to think about.

When Sam left after Rachel asked him on a date he felt bad for rejecting her, but he didn't wanted to hurt her or gave her false hope, she has a very bad time lately. The truth is that he was almost over Mercedes but the were still something there and he didn't want to lie to anyone specially himself. Sam had also been noticed those moments with Rachel, and he really loved her and love spending time with her. Now he was worried about the conversation that they had just had. What kiss was she talking about? And most important: will he lose her friendship because he had rejected her?