"I welcome you all as full members of Dauntless!" Peter's voice echoes around the hall, but us quickly drowned out by the cheering Dauntless. Whoops and whistles fill the room, "Tonight we celebrate!"

I cheer and raise my cup. It's been about a month since Choosing Day. I've been training them with Christina, much to Tobias' disapproval. He thinks I should be taking it easy. I've decided not to tell anyone else, the thought is humiliating somehow. I guess I don't anyone to know.

"Here are your rankings!" Peter reveals a board with names listed down it. I'm angry to find Reed has found himself in first place. I guess I'll have to be dealing with him for a while. The rest of the names are unfamiliar except for one, the fifth seed. It's Uriah and Zeke's cousin, Miley. She seemed nice.

I wrap my arm around Christina's shoulders. She laughs. I drink from my cup and offer it to her. She takes it and drinks. "Don't go near the chasm when you drink too much tonight," I tell her.

She laughs and takes another long gulp, "I'll do my best, no promises. You would throw a party if I died, wouldn't you! No one to bother you."

I shove her playfully, "Oh the shame, of not being teased 24/7," I grab the flask and drink, "What a shame."

Smirking she takes the cup back and drains it, "You know what? I want another tattoo. Come with me?"

I nod and we leave the room, headed toward the Pit. She tells me the idea she had for a tattoo. She wants a phoenix. A fire bird. On her ankle. I tell her she's drunk, and shouldn't. She waves me off and we laugh.

"Hello ladies," It's Tori.

"Tori!" Christina moves in for a hug and then pulls back, excited. "This is what I want, a phoenix, on my ankle," she motions to her leg.

"Ooh," Tori smiles, "And you Tris?"

"No..." I shake my head, and then pause, "Wait, I want a phoenix too, behind my ear," I touch the skin on the left side beneath my hair, "Why not?"

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"I like yours better," Christina says, sounding envious, "Mine looks sort of off. But I love the way Tori did it. It's super pretty, but cool in a way."

I nod and stick my hands in my pockets. The bird is tattooed behind my left ear, and curls around it, the tail feathers lining my jaw. It's easy enough to hide, by letting my hair down. I don't regret getting it, but it's not like me to go out on a limb like this. My brain is still a little fuzzy from drinking, but I'm not as drunk as Christina, who's tripping over her own feet. I help her home and then go back home myself.

I get home before Tobias. I went to visit Zeke and Shauna. And their baby son. They named him Isaac. Shauna is pregnant with their second child, but she is far more into her pregnancy than I am. Her stomach is round and I think she's due soon. I close the door and sigh. I lean back and catch my breath. Then I stagger toward the bathroom, feeling sick once more.

I sit on the bathroom floor. When I went to see an Erudite doctor, she told me that most woman get sick around sixteen weeks into their pregnancy. When I went to see her about a month ago, she told me I was most likely two to three months pregnant already. Over the past month I've gotten less nausea, it's been at least a week since I've felt this way. I kneel over the toilet.

I vomit several times before collapsing back against the wall. I'm so thirsty. I haven't drunk anything for hours, and nothing hydrating in a long time. I stand, and then think better of it, leaning against the wall and slumping to the floor, feeling worse then before. Water is the only thing I can think of. I can't reach the sink, do I lean back against the tile floor and close my eyes. I'm tired and thirsty.

"Tobias," I whisper.

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I need help! Should I make the baby a boy or girl? And name suggestions.

Also to clear up any confusion, Tris is about four month preggers and I will be finding some creative way to skip time :D

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