Aravis POV
ObiWan turned to look at me, and I sensed an amazing amount of emotion radiating from him for only a second, and then it was gone, I wasn't sure what to think of it, and I didnt have time to figure it out. He looked me straight in the eyes and for a second my heart leapt, then he said the last thing I wanted to hear.
"If anything happens to me, take her and go, don't look back."
I wanted to say something, but I was afraid that if I did, something I didn't want to say would come out, so I only nodded. Then it hit me that what I had wanted to say was not that I really, really liked him, or something a normal school girl would say. I didn't just not want him to die, I would rather die for him, I didn't just like him, I loved him. And I wanted so much to say it right then, but inside, I could only think that if I told him that, it would be admitting that I thought he was going to die, a sign of weakness. And, well, we all know I have a problem with that. And not to mention the fact that I didn't want to believe he was going to in the first place.
As we were pushed backwards, and even as we were running forwards, only to be stopped yet again, I was so afraid, more than I had ever been, and the part of my heart that I didn't often listen to was telling me that I should have told him.