Ok!~ so poor Natsu yeah hahaha! I pity him but yeah don't worry I'm sure he'll be ok soon.
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Title: I'm Not Gay!
Summary: The girl I like thinks I'm… I'm… G-GAY?! ME?! NATSU DRAGNEEL GAY?! WHAT THE FUCK?! NO. JUST. NO! I'll show you I'm a 100% real Ma-MALE! Lucy! NALU! ;)
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Chapter 3: How I End up.
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Gray saw me and noticed that I'm in no mood to interact with everyone and he just shook his head and made his way to me.
That Stripper…
"How the gay thing going on with Lucy?" Gray said chuckling as he took a sit beside me.
Not funny Stripper! Not funny!
I groaned as I slammed my head on the desk.
"Great…" I mumbled then Gray just patted my back.
"Poor you Flame-head but I suggest that you tell her soon before you know things get out of hand…" Stripper said shrugging scooping another spoonful of ice cream.
I groaned again and cant help but think the damn Ice-queen is right but dammit Lucy will hate me if she knew that I pretended to be gay for her.
"It ain't easy ice-princess… Luce will hate me forever cause I lied to her. Get it! lied? Being all urrghh" I groaned once again cant even bring myself up to say that G word.
"You did say she likes you though right?" Gray said biting his spoon.
"Yeah, she did but yeah things got so complicated and shit and here I am now…" I said sighing leaning back staring at the ceiling.
"Whatever man just saying you should sort things out with her or things will surely get out of hand..." Gray said concerned for me.
"Yeah, yeah… Thanks Stripper but shit we are going to have a slumber party later tonight" I said my voice quivering and groaning.
"You and Lucy?"
"Yeah just us she is kinda keeping my secret ya know…"
"Well you lucky bastard!~" He said slapping my head.
"Hey! Ice-cream freak bug off yeah I am, oh! I don't know anymore…" I said groaning again.
"Remind me? How the fuck did you end up being gay?" Gray said eyeing at me.
"Urrgghhh…" I groaned as the bell rang.
"Whatever man your fucked up I tell you fucked up…" He said leaving me.
Fucked up indeed…
And how? How did I end up pretending to be gay let's just say… it's on umm… Impulse?
FLASHYBACK!~
Urrrghh I feel weak I slowly opened my eyes and my face scrunched up blinking a few times to gain my clear vision back and I saw a puff of yellow. No, a shade of blonde and I blinked again and is that Lucy?
SHIT!
Am I dead?
Am I in heaven? If I am please don't let me leave anymore I thought my eyes getting dazed as the angel AKA Lucy was so close in my face with a worried expression.
How cute… My Lucy is worried about me…
"Lucy…" I said dreamily smiling as I cupped her face so dazed. Damn, I feel like smiling like an idiot.
"Natsu…" She said worriedly.
Awww…. Isn't that cute Lucy was so worried about me.
I then shifted my dazed gaze around and noticed another bed a medicine cabinet at desk and some clinic curtain.
Is this what heaven looks like?
It looks like a clinic.
A clinic.
CLINIC!
WTF!
THIS AIN'T LUCY HEAVEN! MAVIS!
I then bolted up releasing Lucy's face and suddenly I saw Lucy the one I had just touched a while ago her soft cheeks dammit she looks so freaked out now great going me! I then backed away a little.
My eyes got wide as I remembered the stuff that happened a while ago.
I greeted Lucy.
Went over to her.
I tripped.
I slipped.
My stuff flew everywhere aka Wendy's PINK stuff.
With Lucy witnessing all of those and catching me on her arms and tried telling her that I'm NOT GAY! and blackout oh well that pretty much sums up my humiliation in front of my crush and ruining my chances with her.
Yup, that pretty much sums up everything… So much
"I…" I spoke as I stared at her with blood rushing to my face not knowing what to say after all those shit happened.
I saw Lucy shifted and sat beside me on the bed.
"Natsu…" She said my name softly.
"Lucy… I-" I started again but her next move made me surprised as she suddenly hugged me and patted and sooth my back.
Wow, Lucy hugging me this must be heaven.
Gosh~ I can feel her soft boobies pressed on my chest. BOOBIES!
Hmmm, her curves pressed into my in all the right places man this feels so good!~ Lucy holding me and not to mention her soft boobies and-
-Dammit! Stop thinking lewd things!
I then relaxed in her embrace being happy not really moving wanting this to last as I smiled and closed my eyes and suddenly my happy expression turned into a confused one.
Why? Is Lucy hugging me? As if she pities me? I love the feel but what the hell? Lucy doesn't just go to people and hug them for no reason.
"Lucy, I~" I once again spoke.
"It's ok Natsu…" Lucy said softly cutting me as she sooths my back and my face turned more confused at her sudden choice of words.
"Huh?" I said confused.
She then pulled herself away from me and looked at me and grabbed my hand making me blushed hard at the feel of her soft warm hands in mine.
"It's ok Natsu… I understand" She said as she shook my hand.
"U-Understand?" I said again confused.
What the hell is going on?
"It's ok, I understand that you are gay…" She said smiling but her voice hinted sadness or is it just me? As she gripped my hand as nods her heads understanding everything.
OK? WHAT?!
As much as I want Lucy holding my hand I suddenly pulled my hand away from hers.
No way! I ain't gay! FOR FUCKS SAKE!
LUCY! BELIEVE ME! I AIN'T GAY!
MAVIS WHAT DID I EVER DO TO YOU TO MAKE ME SUFFER LIKE THIS ESPECIALLY WITH MY RELATION TO MY CRUSH! THE GIRL I LIKE!
My face scrunched up in horror as I backed away and felt the headboard of the bed.
"But… But~" I started as I looked at my crush with a disbelieving what the hell look are you thinking and saying look.
"I'm not gay Lucy!~ I'm positive that I'm not gay! And I like yo-" I said my voice whining but then stopped midway almost confessing that I like her and m
y face turned redder at the embarrassment that I am now encountering with the girl I like.
I saw Lucy pouted and laughed which made me go whah?~
Is it good that she is laughing?
Is she taking this seriously or just a joke?
I hope she believes me…
"Ok, Ok…" She said giggling.
"Really?" I said face lifting up smiling as I went closer to her.
She then hugged me tight still giggling.
"Oh Natsu!~ It's ok…" She sang.
She then giggled and leaned closer shit! With just one lean we could already kiss!
Damn! Right it better be ok! So this is the part where me make out like crazy teenagers in the clinic getting all hot and bothered?
"It's ok denial is the first stage you don't have to keep it from me all right?" Lucy said happily as she looked at me in the eyes.
WHAT THE FUCK?! I'm NOT IN DENIAL! I'm POSITIVE THAT I'm NOT GAY!
But then her eyes making me feel lost and fuzzy.
She's so damn close almost close to kissing her.
"But I… Lucy…" I started but then my vocabulary started wearing off as I blushed at the feel of her body against mine plus the closeness of our faces.
Kiss her! Kiss her now! Prove it your not gay!
KISS HER!
I CAN'T!
I'm a fucking coward!
Shit!
Shit! I'm lost of words here!
"Please… I'm—…" I said as I leaned in closer.
Her eyes shit I'm getting so lost in them!
"Please keep it a secret…" I said as I closed my eyes the temptation is too damn much as I felt her lips so close to mine all I need to do is just lean in and that's it.
DID I SAY WHAT NOW?!
WHAT THE FUCK DID I JUST SAID?!
She then jumped and clutched my arms.
"Oh Natsu I promise I promise! I'm happy and excited to finally have a gay friend cause I never had one!" Lucy said shaking my arms as I looked at her like clearly the horror in my face.
"Don't worry I'll keep your secret oh I cant wait to spend and shop with you do our each other's hair and make up and we will be the best of friends!" She said hugging me then grabbed my hands shaking it.
Great the girl I like is happy that I'm gay and she seems to like me more that I'm gay!~ What happened to that she has a crush on me?! Great so great that must've banished and I'm placed on the zone the zone called friendgayzone!
I don't know anymore if I am really liking the physical contact that I'm having with Lucy because she is the girl I like or cause she thinks I'm gay?
BUT, WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO?!
WAY TO GO DRAGNEEL!
Weeee!~ GO ME! -_-
FLASHYBACK!~ END!
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Oh yeah it's my damn fault! I should have just kissed her and get on with it do the dirty in the clinic back then! To prove her that I'm 100% Ma-Male!
BUT! NO!
WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO?!
GOD!
I'm such a BIG IDIOT!
"Luce…" I sighed sadly.
FUCK MY LIFE!
…And that pretty much sums up on how I ended up being the girl of my dreams/crush/girl I like/girl I love aka Lucy's GAY BEST FRIEND…
"I'm not gay Lucy…" I groaned slamming my head once again on the desk…
HARD…
"Natsu…"
A voice whispered.
Oh shit…
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END CHAPTER!~
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