Kai's POV

Yesterday I went to Tyson's house but he wasn't there when I arrived, I have to say that even though we don't live together I can say that I almost live there, I spend more time in his house than in mine so he gave me the keys to his house a few months ago.

Anyway, when I enter the living room I saw a paper on a table written with Tyson's handwrite, I was curious so I grabbed it and read it but when I read it I couldn't believe what my eyes were reading, it was a letter and it was for me.

I started to read it and when I was going to finish it, Tyson came to the room and when he saw what I was reading his face was as red as a tomato, he looked so cute like that, I couldn't help but smile when I saw him.

After his embarrassment was gone he told me that it was something he had written the previous day and that he had no intention in actually giving it to me, he told me that he just wrote it because he wanted to write that somewhere and that he had forgotten to hide it from me.

I'm just happy I could found it; the letter described me perfectly and was written with so much love that it almost made me cry, and I have to say that it's hard to put me in such a emotional state but that letter made me realized how much Tyson really knows me and the truth is that he almost knows me perfectly.

It's true that I care about him; actually he is the most important person to me and even though I don't tell him it often I really love him, he changed my life completely, he made me a better person I don't really know where I would be now if I hadn't met him.

It's also true that I care about our friends I love them as if they were my brothers. I remember that day when Max had the accident, I was so worried, but I thought I had hidden it well but now I see I was wrong.

He was even right when he said that I have a weakness for animals and he was right when he said that I would be mad at him if him he gives me a dog but in the end I will end up loving the animal and protecting it like if the pet was my own life.

Oh, I also remember that day when I gave the chocolate and the photo to him, I was so ashamed, doing that was so anti-me but Tyson always makes me do thing that I always thought I wouldn't do for anyone. I knew he was going to be happy and that is why I did that, even though I thought that was corny and I was dying of embarrassment

It's true that sometimes I told him that he talks a lot and sometimes I pretend to be disinterested when he talks, but the truth is that I always hear what he tells me, because everything Tyson says to me it's important, even if it's the stupidest thing in the world but It's hard for me to demonstrate those thing or maybe I just don't want him to know that, I don't want him to know that he is indispensable to me, but I see that I'm doing a horrible job trying to hide it.

It's also true that it's easier for me to show him how much I love him with acts than with words and I'm really happy about the fact that he understand that I really love him even though I don't tell him that so often.

As for the calls I can totally say that it's not an excuse, sometime I'm really tired of writing, weal, okay, the truth is that I do worry, I hate to talk on the phone I totally prefer to send a text, but sometimes I worry and I can't help but call him. How can he know me so well?

And please I do not get jealous and less jealous of Tyson, and now I'm just lying to myself because I do get jealous, I can't even stand to see someone else thinking that he or she has an opportunity with my boyfriend, let alone seeing someone flirting with Tyson. In no way I get jealous of our friends when they hug him, in no ways, that's for sure.

I remember the day I denied telling him that I had told him I was jealous, and that was pretty stupid from me because I knew that there witnesses and I knew that I had told him that I was extremely jealous, but admitting that will be letting him know a lot and even though he already knows it, I have no intention on admitting it aloud.

He was even right when he said that I'm willing to let my pride aside when I'm afraid of losing him or afraid of having a real fight with him, he is with the only one I do that because he is the only person I'm really afraid of losing.

And those last words of that letter where the ones that made me want to cry, knowing that after all he still loves me and accepts me like I'm makes me really happy, I don't want to lose him, and like him I also believe that nothing is forever but I wanted our relationship to be the exception, he makes me a better person and don't know what I would do without him and it might sound corny but I don't care about that because all this is the truth, when I'm with him all the walls that I always put are gone and the coldness is nowhere to be seen, people might think that I have no feeling and that I'm extremely cold sometimes, but I'm a human as well and care about people, I love him and wouldn't change that for anything or anyone.

After he explained to me why he had written the letter I just hug him and kissed him with all the love I have inside of me and that time I even told him "I love you" I felt that saying that was the right thing to do and besides because as I said before I really love him and he is the first and only person that had made me feel like that.

And this is something I recently wrote on a paper and I'm planning to put it in the table for him to read it when I leave:

I want you to know that I love you and that you are the most important person to me. You were right about everything you wrote about me and I don't want to hide that anymore because that's the truth and if there is someone I really want to know all the truth about me, that person is you Tyson.

I love you, Kai

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