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Daya who was yet till now staring at Abhijeet was now looking at that thing... he soon bent down and got a hold of that thing while Abhijeet who just moved his head aside as he knew the consequences of this. Daya picked that thing up it was nothing else than a syringe. It wasn't empty, it was full fill with something which Abhijeet was craving for from time.
Daya was silently staring at that thing. He was trying his best to make himself convince that this is not that very thing. But today the fortune was not by his side and now his guess was turning into a true truth and to his addition the avoidance of gaze was answering him. While Abhijeet just taking back steps stooped after touching the sofa and soon sat or nearly fell down on the sofa he was today just feeling broken. The biggest thing he wanted to hide was today in front of him everything was clear like glass and unfortunately his work was working as a big blot.
He was just quietly sitting... while Daya just came and stood against him. Well there was nothing left to speak. But he questioned with his voice automatically rising up.
Daya questioned him.
"Ye... (pointing at his syringe) ye cheese hai na... wo... jiske liye tum ye sab kar rahe ho? yahi hai wo cheese jise mai dekh lunga iss baat se tum darr rahe the...
Ye hai wo jooth? jo tum baar baar kahe jaa rahe the?"
Well all this interrogative question were being said by him in a unstoppable go.
And unknowingly, today "aap was exchanged by tum"
And even both of them were unknown about that. And may be at this situation Abhijeet was at guilt and was just hearing his scolds with a down gaze as he had no dare to meet daya's gaze.
Daya who was standing near to him just staring at him looked into his eyes but abhijeet just looked aside... and daya who was incessantly waiting for a "scientific answer" but all he could get in return was pure "silence" daya was now slowly realising that what he had said as he saw the person in front was still... still his senior. Daya jerking his head as he couldn't bear this... neither as a senior nor as a friend. He just went near to Abhijeet.. and grabbing him by his shoulders jerked him and asked "Maine aapse pucha hai kuch!"
Abhijeet just looked aside... and was trying his best to leave the grip of Daya... while Daya again questioned
"Aap mera jawab de rahe hai bhi ya nahi?" his tone was enough high to make Abhijeet realize his frustration
"Han! han leta hu mai! samjhe tum... aur hote kaun ho tum mai kya karu kya na karu... tumse kya matlab?"
His words were fast and normal but they were enough to make a devastating effect on the person standing in front... soon the grip of Daya loosed. He was silent… truly silent.
He just took a very deep breath and just took simple back steps... and unknowingly fell on the chair.
Fortunately there was a chair while Abhijeet was breathing heavily and fast.
More than five minutes passes in a very uneasy silence when Daya in a very low tone near to a whisper said "Kyu?" Abhijeet who was standing got seated put his head in his hands and moved his fingers through his hairs.
"Mujhe sukun chahiye hai... (Daya opened his closed eyes) aur yeah... mera sukoon hai... (looking at that syringe which was still present in daya's hands)
Daya pressing that syringe tight in his hands.
Daya: aur ye... aapka sukoon hai? ye? (his time again was getting harsh and tears gathering in his eyes) drugs kabse aapka sukoon banne lage? (there was heavy and angry tease in that question) shayad aap bhul gaye hi... magar aapko yaad dila du... ke ye... zindagi ka sukoon lati nahi... cheenti hai! cheenti...
Every word spoken by Daya was totally true and holder a good amount of logic in it which would have been applauded by the senior inspector Abhijeet. But unfortunately currently the person in front was not him.. it was a drug addict sitting. Who can get into a row over a stupid idiot joke and it will take him seconds to grab and kill a person. Well there isn't anything new in this as this is the very person who had been taking a enough amount of drugs and drugs were religiously doing their desired job.
So abhijeet in pure frustration answered back
"Dekho... mujhe ye philosphy waigera mat sikhao... duniya ke liye hoga zeharr magar mere liye ye amrit hai... Aur baki kisi cheese se mujhe koi matlab nahi hai..."
Daya just gazed up... he was trying to pinch himself and yell to himself that yes thus is a damn dream but neither were those pinches hurting him and neither was he waking up.
Daya: aapko matlab nahi hai? (he gave a painful smile) jis insaan ke saamne ye shabd kene se kof katrate hai... aaj wahi... insaan... mujhe yakeen nahi ho raha hai ke... (he left that sentence unsaid)
Abhijeet was soon going to bang new dialogues to Daya... but his speech was feeling low... and he was again.. yes again feeling that unwanted urge!
His sweat was dropping down he was trying to compose.. but all over again things were revolving round and round. While Daya was speaking something in irritation but all his words were far from Abhijeet's ears as his words were coming like robotic banging on his brain. he took support of the side rest. He was feeling his saliva drying down the eyes flattering, breaths increasing and every possible symptoms could be seen on them.. Finally feeling everything collapsing... he spoke "daya.. please mujhe wo injection de doh.."
While Daya just glanced at him in disbelief. Yes he couldn't get what that guy was saying!
Daya: aap..
Abhijeet: Daya mujhe wo syringe de do... please...
Daya: nahi.. mere rehtey mai aapko yeh nahi dunga… aur aaj ye aapke haath har giz nahi lagega... (he was speaking with a firm gaze)
Abhijeet's condition was feeling a lot difference than before and it was getting difficult for him to breath.. he nearly shouted at daya..
Abhijeet was trying his best to be calm but all his attempts were failing... So he shouted with...
"Daya.. mujhe.. doh wo…"
Daya looking at the syringe and at Abhijeet... Daya nodes no..
Daya: ji Nahi... mai aapko ye Nahi dunga... .kabhi Nahi...
While Abhijeet tried to move forward and take that syringe from his hand...
Abhijeet was holding his head.. now.. as the pain was increasing.. and it was becoming unbearable for him.. He was feeling like he will collapse on the floor the very next moment... so he just went towards Daya who was standing at the same place and was glancing at him .
Abhijeet...: daya.. please.. de doh (pleading tone) please..
Daya who was now feeling like irritation passing through his whole body just glance at him with a fix gaze which was carrying a big board "NO"
When Daya looked aise hearing that please from Abhijeet's mouth... It would have been his heavenly moment if Abhijeet would have demanded for a single thing to him.. But today he is asking for "it" but no he cannot give it. that was a sucking fortune of his. Finally Abhijeet.. who was still trying to balance himself now moved forward forcefully...
Abhijeet: Daya...
Daya just turned as he could not hear the rest of the sentence but what he saw was not something he ever had wished even in his nightmare... Abhijeet...the senior inspector of the central bureau of investigation was today just there on his very knees. Yes.. he was on his knees with folded hands. it was very hard for him to be in that position also.. While Daya was just in shock glanced at him.
He was just feeling like apologies to him but his love and care was stopping him from doing so..
Abhijeet: d..Daya...please...! (his hands folded) please...mujhe... (his sweat was falling like as if he was standing in rain) please... ye... day...day.. Daya.. dddo...
His eyes were closing, his knees were also dabbling.. means like the person was just nothing more than a heap of dust which will be flown away if one blows one full breath of air. Daya was just dumbstruck.. He was just hazing at him tears gathered in his eyes.. It was of frustration live and helplessness which was killing him every moment the spent gazing at the person above.
Abhijeet was instantly saying please and please... his pleading was working like daggers. It was making him think twice. His heart and his brain were having the biggest battles of life time. He was just in mid of a valley and a red hot lava. If he says yes it will smash his future into pieces and if he says no then he too doesn't know if this guy would be alive. Daya had started to sweat by now. the scene of Abhijeet in front the words of his plead, the side effects if drugs.. Everything had started to bang his head like a henge.
He just took a deep breath as a tear feel down daya without even looking at abhijeet once and neither did tried to lift him up. He went to ward desk near and put that syringe there. Abhijeet who was looking at him just saw him go with that syringe lying on that plane table watched him go.. Daya didn't comprise of the capability of giving it to him in hand. No he didn't had that dare yes he was a coward… yes he was a coward .
Soon abhijeet who was now feeling uneasy had begun his efforts to get a hold of it. abhijeet got up with whatever strength he had left.. and walked towards the table with his trembling legs.. abhijeet took the syringe sat down with a thud and immediately injected it… as the pain was really extreme for him to bear… after taking the drugs the sooth of relief came on his face… which was totally wet by now.. he just let the sign of relief… daya was looking at him with fixed glance… he could se.. within few minutes abhijeet was feeling better… abhijeet's vision was also getting clear… abhijeet was feeling more better and boost in his energy.. daya was trying to capture everything in his mind… what just happened.. he himself saw abhijeet taking the drugs.. in front of his eyes…
Daya was just looking at him. there was no feelings no emotions nothing. absolutely nothing was there .
"A friend piercing a syringe full of drugs in front of a cid officer and he himself being one there can be no other better curse for the person watching."
Abhijeet looked around.. found daya standing there… with blank expressions.. he was first trying to grab the hold of the situation while ...
Daya pov: mere samne hi abhijeet ne drugs liye aur mai kuch nahi kar saka.. lekin mai kya karta mere samne yeh haath jodke ghutno pe they… jis insan ne kabhi kisike samne haath nahi jodey aaj wo mere aapne junior ke samne.. aise.. wo bhi (feeling angry) uss drugs ki wajah se… bhala koi senior kaise haath? jaise ke acp sir unke saamne hath... (and fear passed through his spines) acp sir!
Yes it was hell to deal with ofcource drugs wasn't something acp pradyuman would be happy to hear about and speacialy when his very own officer is an addict to it.
Abhijeet got up.. and moves towards daya… he was now having nothing else... he just went and grabbed Daya by his shoulders and a very unpleasant happiness was present on his face.
Abhijeet said thank you! Daya!
Daya was just kicked back to the reality by the words of Abhijeet.
Daya(removing his hands in jerk and tears present)
Daya: abhijeet.. aap jante hai aap kya kar rahe hai… yeh drugs hai drugs.. jindagi barbaad kardegi aapki.. aur aap kabse le rahe hai.. maine sapne mei bhi nahi socha tha ki aap aisa kuch.. (he said looking at him)
Abhijeet: daya.. please.. tum jante ho na.. mai bahut akela padh gaya tha.. bahut ajeeb lagne laga tha mujhe.. gher mei.. sakoon se soh nahi pata tha mai.. pata nahi.. kyu.. phir.. ek baar.. issey liya toh todha ajeeb laga.. lekin phir baad mei.. mujhe aachi neend aane lagi.. sakoon milne laga.. (he was telling all this as if he was saying it about a food stuff… it was so very casual and the reason ! damn it... it was the most worst thing he could have given)
Daya said: sakoon lene ke liye aap yeh le rahe hai.. nahi.. mujhe yakeen nahi hota.. aap aapne aap kaise.. mujhe.. gher se jaane ko aasani se keh diya aapne… pehle toh aapne kabhi aisa nahi kiya tha..aap...
Abhijeet who was no more having a tinge of guilt.
Abhijeet: mujhe darr tha daya.. agar tumhe sab pata chal gaya toh tum mujhe.. rokogey.. aur phir mera dard badh jayega.. itna badh jayega.. ki mai shayad.. he was speaking in influence of drugs…
Daya smiled with that sentence... while the closing and opening of eyes and sling in the language made him laugh at himself.
Daya: dard meetane ke liye.. drugs.. nahi abhijeet.. aapne aapko dekha aapne.. kaisa kar diya hai isne aapko.. iske bina..
Abhijeet who was showing himself all well normal
Abhijeet: janta hun iske bina.. kya hota hai.. mujhe maat batao..
He said while looking aside.
Daya: abhijeet aap samjhtey kyu nahi hai.. yeh bahut buri cheej hai bahut buri.. mai toh aapke bhale ke liye hi keh raha hun na..
Abhijeet trying to make him understand inspire if him himself being half sleepy.
Abhijeet: daya.. dekho.. mai koi baat nahi karna chahta.. tum itne sawal jawab karte ho.. baat nahi suntey meri.. ankit kam se kam.. mujhe.. then paused.. remembering something..
Daya: ankit.. A single word was flashing in front.
Then his pov: kahi ankit ne hi toh nahi.. kiya yeh sab.. haan ho sakta.. hai.. itne time se ankit yaha reh raha hai.. par mujhe pehle confirm karna hoga
While Abhijeet seeing him there...soon realized his presence... and before he strikes another questions...
Abhijeet said in irritated tone.. daya please jao yaha se.. aur agar tum sach mei mera bhala chahtey ho toh.. kisko kuch maat batana aur dubara yaha maat aana... just leave... Daya ... leave... j...just leave...
Daya who was now feeling no point to wait in there.. he himself was fallen weak was feeling guilty.
He just glanced at Abhijeet... and wiping that left over tear just moved out of the house with fast steps and banging that door with a bang.. While Abhijeet...here who was looking down... Smiled as a tear fell down unknowingly.
"Drug addict"
A last word spelled by Abhijeet
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