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Daya was riding his bike.. he does not know where he was heading.. so he started to drive silently with a low speed. It's always been his mental self which always fought with him. He just couldn't feel that what was he trying to do and what he felt like doing so. Today it was feeling like he has just woken up from a nightmare but every moment beer dialogue of his was banging on his head. well the reason was ... quite shocking. today a very big truth was revealed in front of his eyes..
His pov: abhijeet aur drugs.. aisa kaise ho sakta hai.. wo ek cid ke senior officer hai.. joh khud.. drug trafficking ke.. mujrimo ko pakar tey hai.. jail mei daaltey.. aaj khud iss drugs ka sikhar hai.. lekin drugs.. aapne aap nahi.. liye jaate.. yeh sab kaise hua unke saath? Kab hua? hua hi kyu? joh hua so hua.. par ab aagey kya hoga? Acp sir ko jab yeh sach pata chalega toh.. kitna bada toofan aayega yeh mai bhi nahi janta… issey pehle baat aur bigre mujhe sab suljana hoga… mujhe pehle wale abhijeet wapas lane hongey… haan.. mujhe wahi abhijeet wapas laney hongey.. chahe kuch bhi ho jaye.. mai ab unhe iss drugs ki adaat se bahar nikalke rahunga..
He was determined but seeing the certain circumstances there was no chance of it lasting more than minutes.
Here at Abhijeet's house... he was being seen by his own self in the mirror... but don't know why he was unable to find that abhijeet who had joined cid long back… maybe he was no more the very person on whim acp sir used to be proud of but now he himself was feeling like he is losing the only thing he owed.
That is "his identity "himself"
Now every word started to get into his gaze as he started to memorize each instance that made him realize what he was doing and who he really is.
Abhijeet's pov.. kya sach mei ab mai iss drug ka aadhi ho gaya hun… khud ki jindagi.. khud ke haatho barbaad kar raha hun.. daya joh keh raha tha.. wo sab… shayad sahi tha?
Well this question was something anyone else would have answered in a moment but he was unable to do so.
And the thing was from the past two hours all he was doing was thinking that what would be daya's reaction? will he lose all the respect in regard with him? will he never stand up again an try to stop his "aap"? Will there be a day when he himself would not be able to meet his eyes? or like any other person who will make him stand in the square of justice will he also be in them?
And lastly..."will he be the same as he was moments before?"
Yes there were immense questions and none were holding a gripping answer to make up his mind. But the thing why was he just being so much cared of what will his junior think? when he was "just a junior"
"abhijeet.. aap jante hai aap kya kar rahe hai… yeh drugs hai drugs.. jindagi barbaad kardegi aapki.. aur aap kabse le rahe hai.. maine sapne mei bhi nahi socha tha ki aap aisa kuch.."
"dard meetane ke liye.. drugs.. nahi abhijeet.. aapne aapko dekha aapne.. kaisa kar diya hai isne"
Abhijeet just wiped that sweat which had gathered on his forehead how well it was a good question .
Kya sachmei.. iss drugs ne mujhe.. badal diya hai… daya.. wo.. sach jaan gaya hai.. toh kya aab wo mujhse nafrat karega..
He just started his new old imagination techniques and brewed up new scenes. Well in this situation too he could do that claps to his sharp mind that he could make out the consequences.. But unfortunately it wasn't enough. He was feeling.. different.. he is just his collegue.. why is he so worried.. "haan wo mujhse nafrat karega aab.. Kitna gussa se gaya wo… yaha se.. sir.. ko agar bata diya usne toh.. kya hoga.." Well this question rather than raising new questions.. raised sweat and fear in his spines.
Well if it would have been that he would have been that clear Abhijeet whom acp sir trusted the case would have been different. But now. Everything is different and firm any point of view he was getting the same answer that no! If sir gets to know about that it would surely be a blunder. His body started to sweat in tension… same time… Ankit entered inside the house.. He saw abhijeet sitting on the sofa.. and lost somewhere… ankit came near to sofa… sat beside abhijeet… placed his hand on his shoulder… called him.. abhijeet..
But no reply from abhijeet.. then.. he shook him a little.. and louder.. abhijeet.. abhijeet turned.. to the direction from where sound came from..
Abhijeet: tum.. kab aaye.. (tone was calm and quiet)
Ankit: kuch dher pehle.. kya hua yaha? Tum.. itne.. pareshan kyu ho?
A clear "fake" care was present in that tone.
Abhijeet: kya mai sach mei drug addict ho gaya hun…
Thus was really a good question but was framed to a very wrong person. Ankit was just shocked for the moment as if he was feeling like someone pointing gun right in his temple. But he composed himself and stared at him in confusion
Abhijeet continued: mai koi galti toh nahi kar raha… daya… kehta hai.. yeh meri zindagi mujhse.. cheen lega… logo ko barbaad kardega.. yeh… mai.. ab.. nahi lunga.. issey… nafrat karega daya mujhse aab.. joh main ahi chahta…
Ankit was boiling in anger by now as he was unable to make out that who had put this thing in this mind! And not getting any answer he felt frustrated
"Abhijeet.. kya keh rahe ho tum… aisa kuch nahi hai.. jaisa tum soch rahe ho.."
His tone was really high and Abhijeet just looked at him confusingly… ankit realized..
Pov: yeh kya kar raha hun mai… aise toh iske deemag mei shak baith jayega… ki mai issey kyu uksa raha hun drug lene ke liye…
Well a true mastermind he was. He quiet early realized that whatsoever be the case he is dealing with Abhijeet a person who has been a good trained cid officer. So inspite if knowing that the tiger is sleeping he didn't dared to put a hand in his jaw. Then ankit took a deep breath.. .and continued in a soft tone
He said to abhijeet…
Dekho abhijeet… agar tumne lagta hai toh chod doh.. aur karo uss duniya ka saamna.. jisne sirf aur sirf… tumhe bura thehraya… bass.. ab kaunsi cheez de sakti hai tumhe? Daya? acp sir? cid ki duty? Ya yeh fazool ke usool.. naam ke sab dikhate hai… magar phir bhi chodna hai na tumhe chodo.. nai nahi rokta.. mai bhi ya bass isliye hun kyuki.. itne saal baad aaya tha Canada se.. kuch din tumhare saath waqt bitaunga.. tumhare siwa ab hai kaun mera.. maa baap toh gujar hi gaye..
Ankit looked at abhijeet.. who was feeling bad.. looking in front.. he knew that abhijeet always used to feel bad whenever it used to be the case of his parents or anyone's else. it was his weak point which was a hood weapon of ankit.. Then ankit smirked.. ankit gets up… he goes to drawer and takes out the drugs packet.. he was facing the enters… and says..
Yeh packet hai.. choice is yours… ab tum.. yaha drugs ke uss behoshi mai jeeke iss dard ko senna chahte ho ya.. har roj ghut ghut ke jeena chahtey ho.. haan drugs.. koi dard khatam nahi karega.. magar kamse kam jee toh sakengey… but choice is yours… ankit.. was playing mentally…
He looked at abhijeet.. who looked in thoughts… ankit smiled evilly…
Abhijeet thought..
"yaha drugs ke uss behoshi mai jeeke iss dard ko senna chahte ho ya.. har roj ghut ghut ke jeena chahtey ho.. haan drugs.. koi dard khatam nahi karega.. magar kamse kam jee toh sakengey…"
Ankit moved towards the main door.. ankit stopped.. when he heard a voice… ek minute… ankit turned…
Abhijeet moved towards him… he took the packets from his hands… and kept it back in drawers…
Here daya reached bureau.. he took off his helmet.. parked his bike.. and started climbing the steps to bureau.. thinking… about abhijeet… pov: kya karu mei kaise laau abhijeet ko bahar… kaise.. koi rasta nahi dikh raha mujhe… he did not realized.. when he entered inside… asha looked at him… asked him..
Asha: kya baat hai daya.. tum pareshan lag rahe ho..
Daya: nahi asha kuch nahi..
Asha: hmm.. acp sir.. tumhare baare mei puch rahe they..
Daya: aacha.. mai milta hun unse..
Daya went to acp's cabin.. acp was looking at file.. daya entered in..
Daya: good afternoon sir..
Well thus time he was really not feeling like facing anyone. he was feeling a lot bored means everything was seeming gloomy.. nothing was working and all that was truly working on the very wrong way.
Acp looked at daya.. then at his watch.. daya.. shyam ke 4 baje tum good afternoon keh rahe ho…
Daya first looked shocked but composed as his shocked face will surely answer him.
Daya pov: shyam ho gayi.. pata hi nahi chala.. abhijeet ke baare mei itna sochta raha ki.. waqt ka pata hi nahi chala… he looked lost.. now..
Acp started talking.. daya.. wo dhamu murder case mei koi lead mili.. but he did not get any response.. he looked at daya… called him.. daya..
Daya said.yes sir..
Acp: kya baat hai.. closing the file.. keeping it on the table… tum pareshan lag rahe ho..
Daya just tried to stay normal as it was really hard as he knew that one wrong word and he is done.
Daya: sir.. wo.. a.. thinking.. nahi.. sir ko batana tek nahi hoga..
Acp: batao daya..
Now he knew that he has to make out something as his heading will lead to something worst. So he just grappled a story.
Daya: sir.. wo.. mera ek dost hai.. uske bhai ko drugs ki addat lag gayi hai.. acp looked at him.. sir.. wo bahut hi aache parivar se hai… pata nahi kaise.. uske bhai.. ko.. yeh adaat lag gayi.. bahut pareshan hai mera dost..
Acp who was hearing this silently spoke in an anger tone.
"drugs.. pata nahi.. kaha se.. yeh drugs aa jaate hai.. log.. lete hi kyu hai issey.. khud ki jindagi aapne haatho barbaad karte hai saath mei parivaar ko bhi tang karte hai.. nafrat hai mujhe aise logo se.. aapne aap kmko toh maarte hi hai...sath me bachane wali ko dubaate hai..."
Daya pov: jab sir ko abhijeet ke baare mei pata chalega.. tab kya hoga.. soch soch ke mera bura haal ho raha hai.. ussey pehle mujhe abhijeet ko.. iss problem se bahar nikalna padega…
He was thinking that what? how? when? that's it... there wasn't anything to be really said.
Acp continued.. kehdo aapne dost se.. ussey rehab centre bejhde.. wahi ek tarika hai.. warna kuch nahi ho sakta..
He just looked at acp sir... he was feeling like just hugging the person in front well yes it may find weird but he was feeling so as he didn't thought of such a simple thing.
Daya smiled.. he got solution for his problem.. thank you sir.. ek baar uska bhai tek ho jaaye phir ussey aapse milwaunga..
Acp: haan tek hai.. jab aadat chut jaaye tab hi… ussey pehle nahi..
Daya: jee sir.. and moves out from his cabin… with a smile.. pov: haan mai abhijeet ko leke jaunga.. rehab..
Smile on his face brought a ray of hope in abhijeet life.
Next day.. at abhijeet's house… ankit was talking over phone… then abhijeet came out from his room… feeling instance pain.. ankit looks at abhijeet.. and smirks…
Ankit.. in fake.. caring tone.. abhijeet.. tek ho na..
Abhijeet silently nodded and .. Abhijeet looked at him.. haan.. mai tek hun…
Ankit: abhijeet.. mujhe kisi jaruri kaam.. se kuch din ke liye mahabaleshar jana hoga.. tum aapna dhyan rakhna..
Abhijeet.. listened.. but his was in pain.. he answered him looking downwards.. haan tek hai..
Abhijeet didn't matter to ask him where he was heading. So quietly stared at him go. Ankit taking his luggage and leaves.. Leaving abhijeet behind in pain… All his actions were showing that how much confident he was feeling about abhijeet that yes he will not leave it... he won't.
Abhijeet went to the drawer.. took the drugs.. and syringe.. he filled in the drugs into the syringe.. as he really needed.. the pain was increasing.. he took it.. felt a bit relaxed… then he recalled someone.. he looked around.. he was still feeling a little pain.. he finds his phone… and calls someone… the other person.. was.. riding on his bike… he took out his phone looked at caller id.. Immediately stopped his bike at side.. and answered the call..
Person: hello..
Abhijeet: d..ayaa… the tone was really drained out really ...
Daya: abhijeet.. aap tek hai na..
Abhijeet: daya.. tum.. mujhse nafrat toh nahi karoge na.. he was under effect of drugs..
Daya: abhijeet aap…
Abhijeet: daya.. please.. nahi karogey na.. (his tone was pleading.)
Daya could feel his sound.. was.. different.. pov: drugs ke nashey mei hai.. abhijeet ankit.. kaha hai..
Abhijeet: wo.. ankit.. seher se bahar.. gaya hai.. koi kaam hai ussey.. tum.. please batao na mujhe.. nahi karogey na..
Daya: abhijeet.. aapse nafrat mai kaise kar sakta hun… aap dhyan rakhiye aapna.. and cuts the call..
His pov.. ankit bahar hai.. haan ab mai jaa sakta hun unke gher.. he smiled.. and.. decides to meet abhijeet.. he takes a u turn.. and drives towards abhijeet's house…
He was happy means he got his answer how... yes this is time. Let's take Abhijeet to rehab... and everything would be fine. Everything would be just fine. seemed clear like a droplet. But clearing a blot is not that easy. But neither impossible.
A/n: guys please review… next update after 160… really disappointed with less reviews… please review… will update rasta chod dun tomorrow… take care…