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Here is the next chapter..
Daya reached abhijeet house… And soon moving an overall glance at the surroundings and seeing nothing fishy. Of course he had to scan as he up till now had realized that this person ankit is not an everyday criminal. Then he parked his bike.. and.. moved towards the entrance of his house… Daya who was soon going to press the bell but felt like the latch not being neatly kept. He just gave a small push to it and it got opened. He was shocked at first but then he let out a sigh of despair. yes, a sigh of helplessness.
Daya pov: pata nahi ab ye drugs ki wajah se aur kya kya din dekhne padne wale hai...
Till time he was entered inside and started to search for abhijeet. And now a days rather than searching a standing man he always scans the floor. As mostly he is down there mentally and physically too. And not much to his surprise he found him near the sitting. He was sitting with near to sleeping position it was seeming like again it's that 'urge' daya just glanced at him and moved forward in a fast pace.
As he approached he saw him struggling. Daya knew what must have been the thing so he silently looked aside and his sharp eyes soon caught it in his glance.
Daya moved his head aside. Again he is there its again the same thing again that monster is galloping abhijeet in the deep darkness. But what is he doing? staring at the face of his senior, and seeing its restlessness and pleading eyes he is failing?
Is that what an ideal person should do? well the answer was bothing else than 'no'.
But he didn't even realized when the syringe in his hands was slipped into Abhijeet hands by him.
And was currently piercing down the skin of Abhijeet and making what towards the reach of that drug.
Daya just sat down there. He was silent and was just staring at abhijeet the person who will feel like a cardiac arrest patient or a asthma patient was getting calm. His breaths, sweating, tears in eyes everything was stopping eventually.
While Abhijeet who was well aware of daya's presence but was now have left no embarrassment to take it in front of daya as he knew that no etiquettes work in front of that 'deadly urge ' which was seeming to be a boon for abhijeet while a curse for daya. Several minutes passed in this silence.. When things normalized a bit. Abhijeet saw his fix stare in his eyes.
He just tried to avoid them but todays he knew he cant. As there was nothing left to be hidden.. what was there... Everything was in front. Abhijeet now trying to speak in a normal tone while daya giving a painful smile on his failing attempts to do so.
Then abhijeet eyes again became moist he was still trying to figure out why were they appearing?
Silence was echoing all the walls...
Just tears that were escaping ...
Few of guilt while other of shame.
"Will you be there with me?"
Daya just gazes in the surrounding he could feel the stare of the person behind.
"When all are gazing at me?"
"They all are pointing at me?"
Abhijeet spoke.. daya.. kya tum aab mujhse nafrat karogey… (in scare tone)
Daya could feel.. the scariness on his face.. and his voice too.. while asking this question..
"They will question me"
"They will betray me"
"Will you be there with me?"
Daya was really hurt by that comment but even pleases somewhere.. he feels that yes this person is cared.
But soon he realizes the moment the moment when he would again be in despair.. and he will again offer that thing to him. No this is not the way to give support, this way he will make him crippled rather. then what will be the difference between him and Ankit?
Also making up his mind while straightening his tone as a limp was formed.
"I will try to prove, I will make every move"
"But if I fail to make it through"
"Will you be there with me"
Daya pov:yahi sahi time.. hai.. sab sach jaane ka… darre hue hai.. toh sach bolengey.. ankit ke baare mei pata lagane ka.. haan.. then he spoke to abhijeet.. mujhe aapse kuch puchna hai..
Abhijeet nodes.. in yes.. he today had no idea what is going to come up to him.
Daya sat on one sitter sofa.. yeh sab.. ki shurwat kaise hui…
"I had a fault, but I tried a lot"
"I know I couldn't make up, but that's not that I break up"
"I am trying my best, coming out of the rest"
"I am being ditched, I am being ignored"
"But still I am trying to hold"
"When they gaze with hatred, they make me afraid"
"Will you be there to hold my hand and make me stand"
Abhijeet: daya.. (scared)
"Will you be there with me?"
Daya: sach sunna hai mujhe! (a unknown anger erupted as he felt a smirk on ankit face in front of his eyes as if he is smirking at him and making him realize that he can't defeat him)
Flashback…
Abhijeet was sitting on the sofa.. working with files.. ankit came there.. who was indeed thinking about something and guessing what's in that mind is something next to impossible.
Ankit: abhijeet tum kya sare din kaam mei busy rehtey ho… tumhe sar dard nahi hota.. (frankly saying this was a regular query but from a really wrong mouth)
Abhijeet: nahi.. mujhe pasand hai yeh sab karna… but he was keep on placing his hand on his head..
Ankit: kya baat hai abhijeet.. (caring tone)
Abhijeet looked at ankit.. kuch nahi bas todha sa.. sar dard ho raha hai.. aaj kuch jyada.. hi kaam kar liya.. (trying to stretch his arms)
Ankit: tabse yahi toh keh raha hun mai.. mere pass ilaj hai tumhare iss sar dard ka..
Abhijeet: kya?
Ankit: ek minute.. ankit went to his room… after minutes he came out.. then.. went to kichen..
Abhijeet spoke.. ankit tum kya kar rahe ho…
Ankit while mixing something.. ek minute.. bas aaya… he smiles.. he.. comes out.. and forwards the glass.. in front of abhijeet.. yeh lo..
Abhijeet: yeh kya hai..
A really innocent query.
Ankit: tonic hai.. issey ek jhatke mei tumhara sar dard gayab ho jayega.. america ka specialty hai yeh..
Abhijeet smiles… he takes the glass from his hand thinking it is "amrit" for him.. but it is.. "zeher".. after taking the.. liquid.. which he thought is.. tonic.. he felt much better… and relaxed… ankit took the glass..
Abhijeet: thanks yaar.. bahut aacha lag raha hai..
Ankit: your.. welcome.. (stretching the word)
Like this.. ankit continiusly.. started giving him drugs mixing it.. into a liquid..
Ankit pov: bas.. ab bahut ho gaya.. ab.. toh.. issey asli tarike se lene mei maja aayega…
Abhijeet was feeling pain in his head… he was sweating.. too… then ankit came there…
Ankit: kya hua abhijeet…
Abhijeet: sar dard ho raha hai.. aur.. paseene bhi aa rahe hai..
Ankit: tumhe wo lena chahiye..
Abhijeet: tumhare pass hai na..
Ankit: han.. ek minute.. he took out something from his pocket.. and presents it in front of abhijeet… abhijeet looked at it.. and was shocked…
Abhijeet: yeh kya?
Ankit: haan.. yahi toh hai.. issey hi toh tumhe humesha aaram milta tha.. aur jab bhi tum pareshan.. hotey they.. toh yahi toh.. tumhari pareshani mitane mei madad karta tha..
Abhijeet was getting angry.. ankit.. tum tek ho na.. yeh drugs hai.. aur wo toh ek tonic tha..
Ankit: haan maine hi toh drugs usmei milake de thi.. tumhe..
Abhijeet: ankit.. tum.. but abhijeet was used.. to it.. now.. since.. many days.. ankit has been giving him.. the drugs.. in a day two to three times… and abhijeet too started relaxing with it… his pain was increasing.. ankit kept the syringe.. on the table.. and left… abhijeet.. went to cabinet.. took the first aid box… and looked for painkiller.. he found it.. and took it with water.. but no use.. the medicine did not did his job.. abhijeet was feeling.. his head would tear… any minute.. he kept holding his head with his both head.. his.. head started to spin more.. and vision getting blurry… his eyes stopped at the thing.. which was.. on the table.. he dragged himself to the table.. and.. took the syringe in his hand.. himself injected it.. and after a while.. he felt relaxed… his pain was.. reducing.. and.. vision was clearing… ankit who was.. seeking from his room.. smiled…
Flashback over..
Daya who was sitting with closed eyes on that cold floor seemed himself being fallen cold.
He just couldn't get that how?
All types of questions were coming in his mind and playing a merry go round..
"How can anyone cheat a inspector thus easily?
"How can he get to this? why didn't he resisted himself?
"Drugs? how dared he made him addict to this thing?
"Why the hell is he doing this?"
"Was he a friend? no a devil"
"How? how is this all possible"
Then soon he opened his eyes... as a jerk of disbelief passed through him.
How can the person he so much adores get this easily fooled.
When abhijeet unknowingly answered seeing his gaze.
"Dosti thi wo daya... jisne mujhe andha bana diya tha"
Daya just felt a pain in his heart.
Daya said: dost? huh... yeh dost hai...
Abhi smiles pata nahi.. mujhe to mein khud kaun yea bhi pata nahi... kya bolu
Daya was like look at this guy.. he want "sympathy" why the hell does he needs he need sympathy? why?
Is he handicapped is he crippled has he lost his mental balance and needs to consult a psychiatrist?
No none of the above.
Just this damn thing known as "drugs"
Daya was having mixed emotions.. whether he should get angry on him.. or.. should he pity him.. the ankit.. was fooling him all this while.. he took advantage of his memory loss… problem… he was getting angry on that ankit… whom he would want to kill any minute…
Then abhijeet spoke.. ab toh.. sab.. mujhe chod dengey.. tum bhi… daya looked at him..
"Nun will believe me everyone will betray me"
"They will all be silent just to back itch behind me"
"My tears would be regarded fake, they won't even let me break "
"All will give up on me"
"Will you too leave me?"
"Will you be there for me"
Daya who was net to break his head in the front wall that is if I had to leave you would have been here at this moment and hearing to this piss of yours?
But seeming him to be in the drugs effect controlling and coming in his shoes.
Daya "aap nahi chahte na mai jaao?"
Abhijeet eagerly says.. nahi..
Daya: tek hai mai nahi jaunga.. par meri ek shart hai..
Abhijeet: kya?
Fear yes the best inhabitant in Abhijeet mind now a daya's
Daya: aapko rehab jana hoga..
A heavy jerk passed through Abhijeet's body.
He didn't even realized how harsh it was.
"They will leave me alone, I won't be able to stand again!"
"This world will gulp me down, with the guilt and the pain"
"Everything will be crashing and nothing would work"
"All I had all I have all I want all I wish... they will finish it!"
"I won't be able to stand them up, I won't be able to create it again! that will take away all of it! all my agony and my pain"
I would be just a soul! without anything to be proud"
"Life would just be a curse, and in depression I would immerse
"My respect will burn in the pyre"
"I won't be anything more than a sin"
"And soon would be unseen"
"They will forget me"
"But won't forgive me"
"They would bury me but not worry for me"
"They would light the pyre of me"
"I will burn I will scream, they will make this the most extreme"
"They would wait till I perish"
"they would wait till I finish"
"But will you be there? be water on my pyre"
"Will you heal my burns, and cure my respect"
"Will you splash the truth on them?"
"Will you wash me of my shame?"
"Will you prove that I am not lame?"
"Will you make it that it was not just for fame?"
"Will you bring me back from the ashes?"
"Will change the hatred into the love?
"Will you forgive them or forget me?
"Will you fight with them, against all odds?"
"Will you make them know why you are proud of me of?
"Will you cancel all the punishments?"
"Will you clear all those blots?"
"Will you make a place for me in all those hearts which were just waiting for me to make to hell"
"Will you do this all for me?"
Listening to this "rehab" abhijeet.. got up from sofa.. DAYA!
His tone got into tone of anger as angrily.. nahi.. mai nahi jaunga.. mai kahi nahi jaunga…
Daya relies in and in true anger.
Daya gets up… he spoke in anger tone.. tek hai.. aap nahi jayengey toh phir mai hi chala jata hun.. daya turned to leave… but abhijeet stopped him.. by holding his hand…
Abhijeet immediately spoke.. nahi.. daya.. please.. tum maat jao.. mai chala jaunga… tum jaha kahogey mai jaunga.. par.. tum maat jao please..
Daya's eyes were becoming watery.. he closed his eyes for a moment.. and smiled… a little.. he was succeeding.. in his mission.. daya turned..
Daya: tek hai phir… aap tayar ho jayie… hum abhie jayengey.. rehab…
Abhijeet left his hand… nahi.. abhie nahi jaana mujhe.. turning to other side.. in anger..
Daya pov: inke nakhre.. chahe kuch bhi ho jaaye wahi rahengey.. then daya thought.. for while… mai aapse aakhri baar puch raha hun aap chal rahe hai ya nahi..
Abhijeet said.. nahi.. jaana mujhe.. abhie..
Daya said.. teasingly.. tek hai phir.. mai acp sir ko sab bata deta hun.. phir aap hi baat kijiyega unse.. samja dijiyega unhe… ki aap yeh sab kyu kar rahe hai… abhijeet turned.. to daya..
He said in scare.. daya.. tum.. aisa.. nahi kar saktey…
Daya (in anger) mai.. aisa kar sakta hun… phir mujhse madad maat mangyega.. aap hi sab jawab dijiye unhe… kyuki mai kuch nahi kahunga… aapke pass ab doh rastey hai.. ya toh aap chup chap mere saath chaiye.. rehab centre.. ya toh acp sir ke gusse ka samna karne ke liye tayar ho jayie… wo kya karengey iski mere pass koi guarantee nahi hai…
Abhijeet was in dilemma now.. the best way is to go with daya.. then to face acp sir..
Abhijeet said.. tek hai… mai.. chalunga.. tumhare saath..
Daya smiled.. broadly.. he wanted to hug abhijeet.. but.. can't do it.. then came on his anger mode.. toh ab yahi kadhey rehengey ya andar jaake change bhi karengey…
Abhijeet went.. in to change…
Daya pov: chalo.. acp sir ka darr hi sahi.. kam se kam aapko iss musibat se toh bahar nikal dega.. I am sorry par yahi ek tarika hai.. aapko leke jaane ka.. bas.. ab sab sahi ho.. koi rukawat na aaye..
Abhijeet came back...
Daya: chaliye..
Daya moved.. then turned.. abhijeet was still standing at his place.. he knew.. abhijeet was feeling.. awkward.. it was not easy.. daya.. came to him.. he hold his hand.. and took him.. abhijeet who was.. listening to his junior.. and following him… why? He even did not have the answer for this? This feeling was differnet? He could have easily denied… scolded him.. but.. no.. he just moved with him… with a new hope…
"Will you mind me hugging you with the burnt body of me, will it bring a stain in you?"
"Will you mind me keeping me my head in the cozy shoulders if you allow me?
"Will you rub the tears that appear will you make me feel clear?
"Will you just..."
"Will you just hug me dear"
"And let me leave all this in that warmth of my dear"
"Will you ..."
"Will you be there with me?"
"Will you be?"
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