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Acp was moving forward… with each moment seeming too very long than desired.
With the small little fist sized heart throbbing fast. Don't know why today he was feeling that bit a father but a officer was approaching.
"I waited for u till the last hour"
"I knew it was hard but i fell you still had that power"
Daya was truly sweating by bow as well as his thoughts were ramming into each other cramming his brain in the mid.
Acp who was walking was getting all that remembered dialogues.
"sir.. wo.. mera ek dost hai.. uske bhai ko drugs ki addat lag gayi hai.. acp looked at him.. sir.. wo bahut hi aache parivar se hai… pata nahi kaise.. uske bhai.. ko.. yeh adaat lag gayi.. bahut pareshan hai mera dost.."
"sir.. abhijeet.. sir ki tabiyat hmm.. sir jaldi tek ho jayegi.."
"haan sir.. mere dost ka bhai tek ho raha hai.. ussey.. rehab bejh diya hai"
soon did he stopped while abhijeet eyes feel too very down with he getting a glance of the shoes of acp.
When acp sir looked towards daya saying.
Acp: daya.. uss din jiske baare mei mujhe bata rahe they kya yeh wahi hai..
His tone, well it said much more than desired. whatever it was it was saying that he knows he understands "but" there is always a but which he never ever compromises.
Daya was silent..
He wasn't at all understanding that what kind of answer is supposed to be given but currently. all that it was to say the truth.
But his throat wasn't prepared to utter a word.
And his silence spoke millions.
Acp just could not believe..
He was not understanding what is he supposed to react and say.
A person who was laying on the bed before was an officer whom he had once believed .
He just gave a sigh. a sigh of helplessness and hopelessness.
And right now in that very person is lying in front of him.. lying on bed of rehab center…
Acp in anger: daya itni badi baat chupayi mujhse tumne.. haan? yaha tak mujhse jutth bola tumne.. then turned to abhijeet with anger in his eyes.. aur tum.. deemag tek toh hai na tumhara.. drugs.. (high and anger tone)
Daya was shocked.. he was seriously wasn't getting that what was the very reality.
He thought seeing abhijeet in this condition he will not shout.. but… pov: sir.. mujhe laga.. sir yaha gussa nhi karengey.. par sir toh.. mujhe inhe rokhna hoga..
Daya tried to interrupt sir.. please.. ek baar puri baat.. toh..
Acp turned to daya.. speaks angrily.. and ordering tone.. :daya.. mai nahi chahta ki mera koi bhi officer.. ek DRUG ADDICT ke saath koi bhi rishta rakhe…(this line pinched abhijeet's heart) aur yeh mera order hai.. samjhe.. tum…
And before daya could react.. he marches out of the room.
Acp: saying.. dubara kabhie.. yaha wapas maat aana daya..
He said leaving daya and abhijeet speechless..
Abhijeet thinks..
What just happened.
He wasn't even looking up at those angry eyes. which had love and concern somewhere but was hidden behind the current of harsh words.
He felt as if he lost everything.. today.. abhijeet looks at daya with his teary eyes…
Daya: abhijeet.. mai..
He was cut, as he had been expecting though.
Abhijeet angry on him he knew that he wasn't the person to be angry on but currently his hopeless.. " tumpey hi to bharosa kiya tha aur tumne bhi tor diya..."
Daya just looks at him and the remaining tears fell down with Abhijeet smiles painfully..
And says "rishte mere liye bane hi nahi..."
Daya who was stand still yet up till now he came forward and stood beside him
Daya: nahi abhijeet.. please.. aap..
Abhijeet looking in a unknown rage.
Abhijeet: jao aab... sir nahi cahte na unke officer koi drug addict.. (paused) jao tum ...kahin meri wajah se ye..(pointing towards himself) rog tumme fail jaye...
Daya who was going to put hand on his shoulder but stop and his tears run in speed as he hears that word "rog"
"Why did he said so?"
"What all I did?"
"Why it is always me?"
"Who is never pardoned?"
"I wanted to break through"
"I made every possible move"
"Why? why don't they believe?"
"Is it that I should have died?"
"Or it that is should have cried?"
"Cab my tears wash it off?"
"Can they clean me back?"
"I am still there deep down "
"I am drowning but still I am trying"
"I know I did no good"
"But I did whatever I could"
Daya stares at the person in front don't know what and why is he seeming to hug this guy and make his realise that yes he believes him no matter what.
But yet always... that four alphabetical word stops him doing so and he hide his real self behind that glorious name of "duty"
And today it's just like the history repeating again!
Daya pov: nahi mai yaha nahi aau.. yeh mujse nahi hoga.. mai khudko nahi rok pata yaha aane se.. kaise.. ruku khudko.. abhijeet ko jarurat hai meri.. bolkul akela hai wo.. mai chala gaya toh.. kya hoga.. nahi I am sorry sir… par iss baar mai aapka order nahi manunga.. nahi abhijeet.. itni aasani se rishta nahi tutne dunga mai.. nahi jaunga chodke aapko.. chahe iskeliye mujhe koi bhi keemat bhi kyu na chukani pade
Daya says.. to abhijeet: nahi abhijeet.. mai nahi jaunga.. sir chahe jitna bhi kehle.. mai nahi jaunga aapko chodke…
When looked down instead of shocked glance but got a shout!
Abhijeet: nahi chaiye mujhe koi hamdardi! nahi chaiye koi pyaar... (looking at daya with fire in his eye but water too which was falling in speed by now) issi... issi jagah ke kayak hu mai... (pointing towards that bed) drugs! drugs liye hai maine... yahin yahin hona chahiye mujhe... mujhe milne toh kya mujhe poori tarah bhool jaana chahiye sab na... (His voice was yet too strong) hun kya mai? ek mamooli sa inspector... aur kya? (daya was looking down) meri haisiyat kya hai? jo thi wo toh maine... aapne... aapne inhi hathoon se gawa di... (showing his hands) ab... kya... bacha kya hai han? (his voice a bit lowered as he was saying at the wall when again his voice pitches) ab kya cheene aye ho mujhse? han? (daya was shocked) meri izzzat toh sadkon par aahi chuki hai... jo ek do nazreen thi inhe aaj... (pain in his voice as it was breaking l) mera chehra tak nahi dekha jaa raha... ab tum... (holding daya by his shoulders) tum kya le jaane aaye ho? sab kuch toh chin gaya hai? ek... ek baat achhi tarah se sunlo daya mai ab tak mara nahi hu naa toh koi handicap hu... (he was looking at daya with a deadly stare and tears rolling in both eyes) mujhe kandha abhi mat do... (then with a slight breaking tone) mujhe kandha dene mai abhi waqt hai... waqt hai... (and whatever that was remaining he breaks down and his eyes spread tears all over...
Daya frustrated moves.. towards the door.. entrance.. he opens the door..
He hears his name.. daya.. abhijeet calls him.. daya stops leaving the handle.. and turns…
Abhijeet said.. not looking at him.. phir dubara palatke peeche maat dekhna… bhul jaana ki kabhie tumhe kisiko aapna bhai banaya tha…
Daya gets mad now.. he yells.. "bas.. abhijeet.. bas.. bol bol liya tumne.. aur bahut sun liya maine.. sir kehtey hai ki.. tum yaha kabhie maat aana aur tum bhi kehtey ho ki mai tumse rishta na rakho.. sabki sunta hun mai.. kabhie toh mere dil ki sunne diya karo… tumne aapna faisla suna diya aur sir ne aapna faisla suna diya.. aur ab tum mera faisla sunlu.."
(He gazed towards that person who was shocked also) toh mai yaha se jaunga.. na koi rishta todhunga.. aur na tumhe akela yaha marne ke liye chodunga.. (his tone was so tough that even anger of abhijeet lowered down)
Abhijeet tried to speak.. daya.. mai kisi rishtey ke layak nahi hun.. aur ab koi rishtey nahi hoga.. (his eyes becoming moist) sab nafrat karengey mujhse.. jaise sir kartey hai…
Daya came to him.. and spoke.. with a very different tone in which he might have rarely spoke..
"Nahi abhijeet sir nafrat nahi kartey tumse.. wo bas todha gussa hai… naraj hai.. mai samjaunga unhe.."
Abhijeet: fells on the ground on his knees with: "nahi daya.. sir nahi sunegey.. tumne suna na.. unhone kya kaha.. ki.. k..oi.. b..hi.. ..ek drug.. adii.. (tears were rolling his eyes) tum ja..ntey ho na.. ma..ine.. ku..ch bhi.. jaan..bu..jhke.."
Daya hugged him.. haan.. abhi.. mai janta hun sab… (his voice was teary) abhijeet who was silently crying.. making daya's shirt wet.. nahi abhi.. maat roye.. aise.. I am sorry.. I am sorry.. mujhe sir ko yaha nahi lana chahiye.. tha.. lekin maine.. tumhara.. bharosa nahi todha abhi.. nahi todha.. sir ko pehle se hi shaq ho gaya.. tha.. wo.. tumse.. milne.. gher.. aur.. unhe mujhe bureau bulaya.. mai unhe.. kaise.. batata.. tumhare yaha.. hone ka.. koi bhai khudke muh se.. kaise.. bata sakta hai.. ki "mera.. bhai.. drugs ke shikar hai.. aur.. yaha.. rehab center mei hai.." please.. maaf kardo mujhse.. par.. yeh rishta khatam karne ko maat kaho.. jindagi mei pehli baar.. koi rishta bana hai.. ussey mai khona nahi chahta hun..
Then daya could not hear sound of abhijeet's crying.. he lifted his head up and found his eyes closed.. with his wet face.. he made him lied down on bed… he wiped the tears… under his eyes.. with his hand…
He hears his whisper…
"daya.. jao.. nafrat… sir.. nahi.. drug addict.. rishta"
Daya closed his eyes.. and let his tears flow down..
"Aap mujhse meri jaan mangligiye ...par ...ids...is rishte ko mat tudvaiye...(tears rolling)m..mai nahu kar pata...(then rubbing those tears)chahe Jo ho jaye...m..mai aapko wapas lake rahunga...aap maano ya na maano...aaoka bhai...hai.. Aapke saath chahe puri doonia sath chod de...main nahi chodunga... nahi chodunga...
"They said I was the culprit"
"I was the one who was the shame"
"I did all that ,that made them lame"
"But all that jeppened was always a accident"
"I didn't knew I was unknown"
"I believed ...but was fooled"
"But...I did whatever I could"
Next day.. abhijeet opened his eyes… he tried to move his hand.. but could not move it… then he looked he found daya sleeping with his head down on his hand.. abhijeet smiled… caressed his hairs… daya opened his eyes.. and lifted his head up..
Daya: sorry..
Abhijeet was confused.. kisliye..
Daya: wo tumhare haath pe.. sar rakhe sone ke liye..
He said while getting up while abhijeet just looked at him with.
Abhijeet smiled.. koi baat nahi… daya..
He was trying to act normal as he could but was failing in every bit.
Then doctor comes in… seeing the doctor.. abhijeet face expression changes to tensed..
Again fear was galloping from inside..
Daya: abhie.. ghabrao maat..
Abhijeet: daya.. mujhe aur dawai aur injections nahi chahiye mai tak gaya hun.. kya ab humesha mai aise hi jeeyunga…
Daya: nahi abhijeet.. nahi.. tum jaldi tek ho jaogey.. yaha se joh bhi jaata hai tek hoke jaata hai.. isliye toh mai tumhe yaha laaya hun.. aur tum acp sir ke baare mei bilkul maat socho.. unhe.. mai samjaunga..
His phone rings… he looks at caller id..
Picks up the phone.. hello..
Acp in anger tone: daya.. kaha ho tum..
Daya: s..ir.. ma..i wo.. a..bhi..je..et..
Acp: foran.. bureau aao.. and cuts the call in anger…
Daya: sir.. suniye..
In anger he was about to throw his phone.. when abhijeet stopped his hand.. kya daya.. sir ka gussa bechare phone pe kyu nikal rahe ho..
Daya: abhijeet.. sir..
Abhijeet: bula rahe hai na.. daya nodes.. toh jaao…
Daya: aapko aise chodke..
Abhijeet: ab tum nahi they mai rehta tha na..
Daya: haan.. par mai shyam ko wapas aaunga..
Abhijeet smiles.. jaisi tumhari marji..
Daya leaves.. he comes to bureau… as always...acp sir was eagerly waiting for him.
Acp speaks.. daya maine tumse mana kiya tha na ki koi bhi uss drug addict se rishta nahi rakhega… phir bhi tum.. wahi..
Daya: I am sorry sir.. par drug addict hone se pehle wo senior inspector abhijeet hai.. aur mere bhai hai..
Acp: matlab tum mera order nahi manogey..
Daya stands with his head down…
Acp: tek hai jaisi tumhari marji.. lekin ek baat samajlo.. bekar mei tum aapna waqt jaaya kar rahe ho.. wo insaan ab kabhie.. tek nahi hoga… (rudely and angrily) aur mujhse koi umeed maat rakhna..
Acp was about to move.. when daya said..
Daya: sir abhijeet ne khud se drugs nahi leye.. ussey diye gaye hai..
Acp stopped.. he turned..
Acp: kya matlab hai tumara..?
Daya: sir aapko kya lagta hai ek cid officer joh drugs mafia.. ko pakarta… unsey nafrat karta hai.. khud drugs lega.. usne bas ek choti se galti ki.. ek anjaan shaks pe bharosa karke ussey dost maan liya.. abhijeet ki yadasht ka faida uthaya usne.. aur dhere dhere… unhe drugs dene laga… aap hi batayie sir.. ismei unki kya galti hai.. unhone toh nahi kaha tha mujhe drugs doh… (tears rolled down his eyes) aap jante hai na.. sir.. wo kitne akele padh gaye they.. uss dard se guilt se bahar nikalna chahtey they… tabhie.. ankit naam ke shaks ne.. entry li.. aur (closed his eyes) sir agar mujhe iss baat ka pata nahi chalta na.. toh aap abhijeet ko uss haal mei bhi nahi paa paatey… others were standing and listening quietly… daya moves to his desk.. and gets to work…
Acp orders.. sudhakar.. asha.. pata karo iss ankit ke baare mei.. kaun hai yeh.. jald se jald.. aur jaha kahi bhi chupa hua hai pakar ke laao…
Asha: jee sir…
Daya smiled.. but acp looked at him.. with anger.. daya looked at comput
er.. and started working… after noon.. sudhar enters inside.. with a man… daya looks at him.. with firing eyes..
Man: chodo mujhe.. chodo..
Daya gets up.. moves forwards towards him.. holds him.. and slaps.. the man falls down on ground.. then lifts him up.. bahut shauk hai tujhe.. na dusro ki jindagi barbaad karne ka.. haan.. (shouts at him..)
Acp: daya chodo ussey.. kanoon ko haath mei maat lo…
Daya: sir.. isne ek cid officer ke saath aisa kaam kiya hai.. issey toh.. slapped him again… sudhakar leke jaao issey issey pehle mai iski yahi jaan lelu…
While going ankit.. says.. afsoos bahut dher ho gayi hai.. daya.. tum chahe jitni bhi koshish karlo.. abhijeet ko wapas.. nahi paa paogey..
A evil smirk was there.
"They hated me.. they tried to kill me the way they can"
"I was fooled by my own buddy.."
"Was I wrong? or not enough strong?"
"I just belived ... that's all I did..."
"But... still I did whatever I could"
Acp: sudhakar.. leke jaao issey (hating tone)
Sudhar takes him.. in..
Daya comes to acp sir.. thank you sir… acp just moves to his cabin… he didn't say anything but a sigh of relief could be seen in his tensed face.
Daya: asha.. mai abhijeet se milne jaa raha hun..
Asha who was just staring at daya smiled seeing his love and care.
Asha"tumne kar dikhaya daya... u did it..."
Saying she rubbed off that tear...
Daya leaves… he reaches rehab… similing.. pov: abhijeet ko bataunga mai sir ussey nafrat nahi kartey.. bas gussa hai..
He happily moves inside his room…
While here abhijeet saw him… gets shocked.. and hides something…
Abhijeet: daya.. t..um..
His time was much of shocked and despair...
Daya: haan.. aapko kuch batana tha..
Abhijeet: kya..
Daya comes and sits on stool..
Daya: abhijeet.. ankit ko pakar liya hai.. aur acp sir ne khud.. ussey dundha…
Abhijeet was shocked..
Abhijeet: sir.. ne.. lekin wo.. toh.. mujhse.. na..frat..
Daya said.. nahi abhijeet sir tumse nafrat nahi kartey.. bas gussa hai.. agar nafrat kartey toh ankit ko kabhie nahi pakartey… yeh unke baap hone ki narasgi hai..
Abhijeet smiled… sach daya.. wo mujhse nafrat nahi kartey…
Daya: haan abhijeet.. shaking his head.. sir tumse nafrat nahi kartey..
Abhijeet was smiling but something fishy was there in his smile don't know what.
daya found abhijeet's behavior change… his voice was not so weak.. as it was before he left… he health was.. also better.. he was able to.. sit without any help… in excitement.. abhijeet hugged him…
Well daya being a cid officer could not ignore this u known change when he hugged him back. could see something which took him in his toes.
daya separates abhijeet from hug… abhijeet was surprised… and daya looks at him.. angrily…
Abhijeet: daya.. kya hua..
Daya: tumne drugs.. li..
Abhijeet was shocked.. n..a..hi.. nahi.. toh.. (hesitating)
Daya held him.. with his shoulders.. (shouted) juth maat bolo mujhse…
Abhijeet's body shivered.. at daya's sudden.. shout..
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