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Daya held him tightly with his shoulders.. (shouted) Abhijeet juth maat bolo mujhse…
Abhijeet's body shivered.. at daya's sudden.. shout..
Abhijeet an unknown fear passed down his spins.. and a word come out.. d..aya..
Daya: kya daya? haan.. mai tumhe iss dal dal se bahar nikalne ke liye itni mehnat kar raha hun.. aur tum ho ki.. taking out the hidden.. syringe.. underneath the.. bed sheet… yeh.. throwing it down.. ye .. pointing to the syringe.. ye.. le rahe ho… (harsly) tumhe kitna samjaya maine.. samjaya tha ki nahi.. abhijeet gets scare at his shout.. and.. nodes.. yes.. phir bhi.. leaving abhijeet with a jerk… tumhare liye.. sirf tumhare liye maine Acp sir ka order bhi nahi mana.. itne juth bole maine.. sirf tumhare liye.. sirf tumhare liye.. lekin tum.. tumhe kya.. ? Tumhe to apni hi karni hai.. tumhe auro se kya.. tumhe kya fark padta hai.. abhijeet shook his head.. tumhe to wahi dal dal pasand hai.. tabhi to tum ab bhi wo zeher le rahe ho.. teasingly.. lagta hai Senior Inspecter Abhijeet ko ab uss zeher ki aadad hi gayi hai.. aur ab wo usse sath hi jeena chahte hai... aur itna sab hone ke baad bhi wo chahte hai ki hum unka sath de.. unse nafrat na kare.. unhe galat na kahe.. (an silence took place for some time in which daya calms down himself tears started to roll his eyes…) tumhe meri itni si baat nahi samjh nahi aati.. itni si baat.. bas… tumse.. itna hi toh keh raha hun mai.. ki kuch bhi ho.. maat haath lagao drugs ko.. kya tum meri itni si baat nahi maan saktey.. he turns to leave… when abhijeet holds his hand..
Abhijeet: please daya please.. mat jao.. please.. i m sorry.. mai .. mai ab nahi lunga wo.. his grip become tighter.. pakka promise.. mai ab nahi..
Daya: please abhijeet.. haath chodo mera..
Abhijeet: nahi.. maine chod diya toh tum chale jaaogey… maine kaha na.. mai ab nahi lunga.. wo drugs..
Daya.. : abhijeet mera hath chodo..
"mai kya karta daya.. mujhse bardasht nahi hua.. wo sab.. aisa lag raha tha jaise mai mar jaunga.. ajeeb sa tha sab kuch.. mai nahi barash kar paya yaar.. mai nahi marna chahta yaar.. khaskar aise tarap tarap ke.. isliye wo maine.. (tears coming down from his eyes)
Daya turned.. toh kya tum.. "drug addict" banke jee saktey ho.. yahi chahtey ho tum.. ki sir ki tarah duniya bhi tumhe ek drug addict ke naam se jaane… bolo yahi chahite ho tum..
Abhijeet looked up at him… with disbelief.. daya..
Daya: nahi na.. to phir kyu.. kyu kar rahe ho khud ko kamzor iss drugs of lekar.. tum itne weak to nahi the.. in loud tone.. tu phir kya hua ab.. kyu pad rahe ho tum kamzor.. hann kyuuuu...?
Abhijeet dekho.. mai samaj sakta hun tumhari takleef.. lekin tum bhi toh samjho.. tumhe iss haal mei dekhke mujhe kaisa lagta hoga.. iss rehab center me ke bed pad.. mujhe ..Acp sir ko.. jo kuch bolte nahi.. par unki aanko me dikhta hai ki unhe kitni takleef hoti hai tumhe aise dekhkar.. arey unka nahi to to mera hi souch lete.. kab se yaha hu.. tumhare sath.. aur kitni intezar kar raha hu ki tum. Yaha se bahar niklo.. aur uss Amit ko bata sakhu ki dekho tumhari kitni koshiho ke bawajot Senior Inspecter Abhijeet ka tum kuch nahi bigad paye.. he is still standing on his postion..
Sitting besides him.. holding his hand in his own.. abhijeet please wada.. karo ki tum drugs ko haath nahi lagogey.. tumhe humhare iss naye rishtey ka wasta.. please..
Abhijeet: promise daya!
Daya hugged abhijeet… who really needed.. this hug… which can't erase those painful days but yes having a strength to give him a smooth and lowers his pain and most important give him an assurance that abhijeet now u are not alone I'm here..
Daya: aacha ab yeh aansu pochiye.. daya wiped his tears… then abhijeet looked at daya's eyes.. he wiped his tears.. both smiled.. knowing.. there is someone.. to wipe his tears… someone is here.. to secure in hug.. someone is here.. to whom all pain can be shared…
Abhijeet: daya.. aaj raat tum yahi ruk jaao.. please…
Daya: abhijeet.. mai.. tek hai ruk jaunga.. with a smile
Abhijeet gives a smile.. to him.. then closes his eyes.. after a while daya finds him in sleep.. so he decides to go to bureau… complete his pending work.. and come back in evening.. as he knew abhijeet had slept now.. and will not wake up for few hours.. due to medicine doctor had given him.. daya pats his head… and leaves… he takes his bike and head towards the bureau… as soon as he reaches… there.. he could se many media people standing there..
Daya pov: yeh media waley yaha kya kar rahe hai…
He parked his bike and took few steps towards the entrance.. he could see asha, sudhakar and freddy trying to stop media people to enter inside the cid bureau… he was shocked… with a sudden question raised by one of the repoter from the crowd..
"kya yeh sach hai senior inspector abhijeet ek drug addict hai"
"maam.. aap kuch kehti kyu nahi hai.."
Daya comes.. media people surround him.. asking the same question..
"inspector daya.. aap unke sabse close hai.. toh batayie.. desh ka raskshak.. joh drugs mafia ko khatam karta hai.. wo aaj khud.. ek drug addict ban gaya hai"
Daya: dekhiye aisa kuch nahi.. sab khabar galat hai…
Reporter: toh phir senior inspector abhijeet 2 mahine se kaha hai?
"kya yeh sach nahi hai.. unki drugs ki laat miltane ke liye aapne unhe rehab center mei daala hai"
Daya was not able to say anything.. he just moved inside.. and.. others too..
Freddy: please aap log.. jayie.. yaha se.. and closes the door…
Daya enters inside the bureau.. frustrated.. "media walo ko kaise pata chala yeh sab.. kisne bataya unhe… "
Asha comes.. there.. "daya.. pata nahi.. kaise.. yeh media walo ko iss baat ka pata chal gaya.."
Daya: iss baare mei mai janta tha.. tum log jante they aur.. wo.. an..kit.. daya pushed the chair.. which was coming in his way.. and walks towards the interrogation room…
Sudhakar: daya nahi…
But daya did not listened… he entered inside… he saw ankit smiling.. at him…
Ankit: aap inspector.. kaisa laga mera taufa.. he starts to laugh…
"sahi soch rahe ho tum.. maine hi media walo tak khabar pahuchayi thi…"
Daya slapped him… his anger was at his peak… he started beating him… then the door of the interrogation room opens…
Sudhakar says "daya… ruko.."
But daya did not listened… sudhakar tried to stop him…
Daya: sudhakar haath jaao.. (shouted at him)
Asha and freddy to entered inside….
Asha said.. "daya please ruk jao.. Abhijeet sir ke khatir…"
Daya who was about to punch him.. stopped his hand.. left his collar.. and ankit dropped down.. asha, freddy and sudhakar relieved.. while ankit smirk and passed a victory smile..
daya about to move out when his steps stuck with voice..
"Daya.. abhijeet ke pass wo drug kaise aaya wo bhi rehab center mei.."
Damn.. the million dollar question which his mind skipped in tension or to say his heart stopped his mind to work at that time.. which starts working now..
How did he knew about that very incident.. which just took place few minutes before.. means he planted his men behind abhijeet there too.. he turned in anger and about to move forward to clutch him again.. but stopped by..
"Nahi daya please.."
He move out angriy..
Acp sir comes… "ek na din toh pata chalna hi tha… inn logo ko.. (angrily) ek aadmi ki wajah se puri cid ki badnami ho rahi hai…"
His phone rings… he picks up… "hello.. haan.. tek hai.. aata hun mai… haan haan.." (still little.. anger tone) and cuts the call…
Acp: mai delhi jaa raha hun… aur umeed karta hun.. jab tak mai lautu.. yeh mamla.. yahi khatam ho jaaye.. aur agar nahi hua… toh bhul jaana yaha koi abhijeet naam ka officer bhi tha… and he leaves….
Daya: sir please.. suniye… but acp had moved out…
Sudhar: asha tv on karo jaldi..
Asha: kyu? kya hua?
Sudhar: karo toh..
Asha on the relevision.. and is shocked.. daya turns and looks at television…
"CID ke senior inspector abhijeet.. jo ki Mumbai Cid ki Aan Baan aur shaan ke prateek the .. ji haan the.. wo aaj ek drug addict ban gaye hai.. aur unka ilaz ek rehab center me chal raha hai.."
In great anger.. daya first shuffle the channels.. getting same news and hustle bustle.. he banged the remote on the floor..
"Samajhte kya hai ye log apne aapko.. reporters hai toh kya kuch bhi dikhayenge.. inhe koi pharak nahi padta ki inki ek news se kissi ki zindagi barbad ho sakti hai.. inhe to bus apni TRP raise karne se matlab hota hai.."
he banged his hand on besides table..
Daya was not in his senses… his frustration was increased many folds due to all these news… all those took place till now was just a trailer.. picture is still there to telecast..
One by one all bureao's landlines were started to ring.. and the same questions were welcoming them..
"Is it's true that Senior Inspecter Abhijeet now turned to a DRUG ADICT..?"
Which is just working as a fuel in fire..
Which gave a birth to conversation dipped in tension..
Freddy: Daya sir, ab kya hoga..? ye log to hath dho kar CID ke piche pad chuke hai.. aur agar ACP sir ko pata chal gaya to.. (daya looked at freddy in jerk) tab kya hoga sir?
Daya "wahi to.. wahi to freddy.. mujhe bhi kuch samajh nahi aa raha.. ye sab.. uss ankit ki wajah se.. ise to mai.."
He pulled up his sleeves.. and was planning to make his was towards the interrogated room.. when stopped by asha..
"daya please.. please shaant ho jao.. Ankit ko marne se kuch nahi milega.. balki hume ye pata lagana chahiye ki kis ne ye news leak ki hai.."
"Yahi ek baat mujhe samjh nahi aa rahi... (thinking something) jab Ankit yaha hai.. wo kissi se mila nahi.. to phir kaisee.. (stressing) kaise usne ye news media me leak karwai.. kaise.. aur wo hospital me.. wo drugs abhijeet ke pass pohuchi kaise.. aur to aur.. usske bare me bhi iss ankit ko sab pata tha.. kaiseee..? Akhir kaise..?"
Here at rehab center… abhijeet wakes up.. his eyes automatically starts searching for a person.. and soon a shade a disappointment coated his eyes.. as the person whom they were looking for is not present here..
He took a deep breathe.. and threw his head back on pillow..
And whispered.. which is caked with sadness..
"daya... lagta hai chala gaya.." a painful smile crept over his lips.. reflecting a fear that may be he left him alone here.. for.. forever..
"Did u left me..? Or just testing me..?"
"I bore a lot.. but everything has its limit"
"I lost a lot.. didnt had much strength for more"
"Yes I am strong.. but not enough to stand alone"
He eyes still looking at threshold of his room.. waiting for the very man.. don't know many times he putted his endless efforts in making his heart to understand that.. maybe he had some much important work which can't be neglect.. that's why he left..
But he failed miserably.. he says..
"ussey phone karke puchta hun.."
He looks for his cell phone.. but then realizes he does not have his phone..
"phone toh nahi hai.. haan.. yahi se phone karta hun.." abhijeet gets up from bed.. all those medicines and drips making him weak.. but still he didn't loose and got up.. and went out.. taking support of wall.. chair.. any material substance which he feels can bear his weight..
Compounder saw him and said..
"arrey tum.."
Abhijeet: haan wo.. mujhe.. wo.. d..aya.. ko.. phone.. wo aaya nahi.. isliye..
Compounder: tek hai.. aao.. he helped him to reach receptionist..
Abhijeet went with him.. the compounder showed him the phone and left… as doctor calls him.. abhijeet after assuring the compounder regarding his willingness.. and calls daya…
Daya who was sitting in frustration holding his head… as couple of hours left but they still are empty handed.. his phone ringed.. he picks up..
Daya said in.. frustrated tone.. "hello.."
Abhijeet.. got a bit scared.. of his tone..
" da..ya.. tum kaha chale gaye.. mujhe aacha nahi lag raha hai please aa jao na.."
Daya: abhijeet.. mai nahi aa sakta…
Abhijeet: daya.. please aao na.. tumne to kaha tha ki tum raat ko mere saath ruko.. cutted by daya in harsh tone.. till now he was controlling a lot.. but all these tension.. those media calls..making him more irked and frustrated..
Daya: abhijeet.. mai nahi aa sakta.. hun
Abhijeet: Nahi.. tum aao.. warna mai soyunga nahi.. aao tum.. (Stubbornly)
Is it a medication effect or something else.. but nowadays abhijeet behavior became very complicated..
Sometimes he reacts normally.. sometimes turned very hyper and sometimes.. starts behaving like a small school going kid.. stubborn.. cute.. innocent..
Daya: abhijeet.. (shouted) jidh maat karo.. tumhari har baat manta hu to iska matlab ye nahi ki tumhari har baat manunga .. samjhe.. pyaar se samjha raha hu.. lekhin nahi.. mai nahi aa raha hu.. matlab nahi aa raha hu..samjhe tum..
And he cuts the call..
Abhijeet: hello.. daya.. daya..
Abhijeet gets angry.. with that sudden disconnection of call which deliberately did by daya himself..
He just putted back the receiver in frustration.. and moves inside his room… straight with fast steps don't know from he get all the instant energy..
He threw himself on bed.. doing nothing just sitting silent.. yes the man who's temper was at the peak a while ago .. now sitting silently..
fear starts taking the place inside his already scared heart.. the fear of losing his ultimate support.. his last hope..
"Today i again left a pain of being betrayed.. not by other but by my own.."
"Standing on a long road.. but still searching for my own"
"Will i be able to find him.. Is itself a big mystery.."
Looking at the entrance.. with a hope..
"Will u come and drag me out from here.. in open wind crossing a known street"
after a while compounder comes inside the room with food..
Compounder: khane ka time to ho gaya.. lo khana khalo..
Abhijeet (angrily): mujhe khana nahi kana.. hai.. le jaao issey..
Compounder: khana nahi hai .. par kyu..? Aur agar khana nahi khaogey toh dawai kaise logey.. please khalo.. forwarding a tray towards him …
Abhijeet throws it on the floor..
Abhijeet: nahi khana mujhe.. nahi leli koi dawai.. samjhe.. jao tum…
Compounder gets shocked.. as he had never seen abhijeet so angry… he picks up the dinner plate..
Compounder: kya kiya tumne yeh.. khana.. gira diya.. (angrily) mai dusra leke aata hun.. chup chap kha lo…
Abhijeet: nahi khana mujhe kah na ek baar..
Compounder: dekho.. phir mai jabardasti..
abhijeet gets up.. and pushed.. compounder outside.. and locks the door from inside.. so no one could enter in…
Soon compounder informed the on duty doctor.. who in tension came..
Doctor: abhijeet.. darwaja kholiye…
Abhijeet: nahi.. jab tak daya nahi aayega mai darwaja nahi kholunga samjhe jaao tum log… said stubbornly
Compounder: sir aab kya kare… kal subah tak wait.. said so looking at the doctor.
Doctor: nahi subah tak intejar nahi kar saktey.. patient ki haalat kharab ho sakti hai.. inke bhai ko phone karke batana hoga…
Doctor checks for the phone number in the form which daya filled… and calls daya…
Daya picks up the phone.. hello..
Doctor: daya jee.. mai Doctor Sameer.. rehab se..
Daya: now in tension.. and worried.. instantly asked..
"jee doctor… abhijeet tek toh hai na.."
Sameer: daya.. jee.. abhijeet ne khudko apne ward me band kar liya hai.. aur kuch kha phi bhi nahi rahe hai.. dawai tak nahi le rahe hai.. jidh pakar ke baithe hai daya aayega.. tab.. hi.
Daya interrupted in mid..
Daya: kya? tek hai doctor.. mai aata hun.. abhie..
Tension clearly reflecting from his face..
Asha: kya hua..
Daya: kuch nahi.. abhijeet.. ko..
Asha got a hint that.. what happen so uttered..
Asha: gusse mei tum unhe kuch keh maat dena..
but daya moves out without answering… daya reaches there as soon as possible… daya enters inside the center… abhijeet who was sitting.. he could feel someone's presence.. he smiles.. he gets up… and walks towards the door.. he unlocks the door and opens the door… daya was standing there.. with his most frightening look…
Daya: aab bhi darwaja khu khola.. nahi kholtey..
Abhijeet: daya.. wo..
Daya moved forward.. abhijeet taking back steps as daya was looking at him.. angrily.. then daya holds him by his shoulders…
Daya: kyu? abhijeet.. kyu? meri problem ko aur bada rahe ho? Kyu? khana nahi khana dawai nahi leni.. itni jidd.. kaha tha na maine tumse.. ki mai nahi aa sakta.. ab.. kyu nahi suntey tum… then leaves him..
Abhijeet was stunned.. as he had never seen daya.. such frustrated..
Abhijeet: daya.. kya.. hua..
Daya: kya hua? abhijeet.. then tears starts to flow his eyes… jiska darr tha wahi hu.. abhijeet.. wahi hua.. he get to his knees.. and let his tears follow down… abhijeet bends down.. he too get on his knees.. lifts his head up..
Abhijeet: d..aya.. kya hua tum.. aise.
Daya: abhijeet.. t..um..hare.. drug.. addict.. hone ki khabar.. news.. channel.. sabko pata chal gayi.. mai nahi chupa paya kuch.. kissi se.. upar se.. sir.. gussa hai.. chale.. gaye.. sab mujhpe chod gaye.. akela.. kya karu.. mai abhi.. kya karu.. ka..ise.. b..a..har.. n..ikalu.. tum..he.. kaise..
Abhijeet secured daya in a hug.. who was crying.. letting.. his all tears.. get shade into abhijeet's shirt.. abhijeet did not know.. what to do.. as he himself was in fear… what will happen when he will go out from here? How will he face people? How will he answers the questions of media? He himself was feeling everything is getting over.. and he is getting into deep darkness…
Daya: abhijeet.. t..um..hare.. drug.. addict.. hone ki khabar.. news.. channel.. sabko pata chal gayi.. mai nahi chupa paya kuch.. kissi se.. upar se.. sir.. gussa hai.. chale.. gaye.. sab mujhpe chod gaye.. akela.. kya karu.. mai abhi.. kya karu.. ka..ise.. b..a..har.. n..ikalu.. tum..he.. kaise..
Abhijeet secured daya in a hug.. who was crying.. letting.. his all tears.. get shed into abhijeet's shirt.. abhijeet did not know.. what to do.. as he himself was in fear… what will happen when he will go out from here? How will he face people? How will he answers the questions of media? He himself was feeling everything is getting over.. and he is getting into deep darkness…
Abhijeet said "bas daya sab tek ho jaayega.. hmm.. tum.. jao gher aaram karo"
Daya looked up at him "aap.. chinta maat kijiyega mai sab sambal lunga haan"
Abhijeet nodes.. daya wiped his tears.. and moved from there…
Abhijeet remembered daya's words…
"Tumhare drug addict hone ki khabar news channel sabko pata chal gayi hai"
Some kind of fear gets present on his face.. he lies down.. with closed eyes…
"ek cid officer.. DRUG ADDICT"
"desh ke raskahsk.. khud ka shikhar hai wo dusro ki raksha kya karengey"
"tumhari wajah se cid ki naam badnaam ho raha hai… jawab hai tumhare pass media walo ke sawalo ka.. logo ke sawalo ka"
"nafrat.. ho gayi hai tumse.. tumhari wajah se itna kuch sehna padh raha hai humhe"
He gets up with a jerk.. "nahi.. meri wajah se.. kisipe koi aanch nahi aayega.. meri wajah se daya, acp sir, puri team ko bejayati nahi sehni padegi.. koi sawal ka jawab nahi dena padega.. mai iss jadh ko hi khatam kar dunga.. haan marr jaunga mai"
The compounder enters inside his room.. with tablet packet..
"yeh ek goli aap le lejiye.. aur yeh ek sedative ki goli.. aapko aaram milega.."
Giving him the medicine.. and glass of water… abhijeet looked at the medicine… outside some voices is heard.. few people are trying to calm down the patient.. the compounder.. went to help them out.. abhijeet took the tablet packet which was filled with 11 tablets of sedative and 8 tablets of other medical.. he took out all of it.. and ate.. all in one go.. with the water…
"jab mai jinda hi nahi rahunga toh sawal aapne aap hi khatam ho jayengey"
he began to cough.. feeling uneasy.. his vision started to get blurry.. and he collapse.. on the bed.. with his eyes closing..
A/n: uff.. ho gaya.. so lage jhatke? Aaya heart attack? Aagey kya hoga? No idea.. maine kaha tha na.. itni aasani se sab tek nahi hoga… hehe.. chaliye aab aache baache banke.. review kariye.. minimum 35 reviews.. haan.. manjey.. 410 reviews hone ke baad aayega chapter.. silent readers please do review.. thanks..
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