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I grasped Peter's hand, the one that was holding my face as he kissed me. He was kissing me, and it felt like it was never going to end. The butterflies flew and danced all around my stomach until I realized the true intention of Peter's kiss… Grennig had shown just the slightest bit of interest in me, and Peter being Peter only kissed me because he was jealous. I broke away from the kiss and instantly looked away from Peter. I could feel his gaze as I looked towards Grennig "Will you be at the ball tomorrow Grennig? Maybe we could share a dance?" I smiled at him. I was flirting and it was all to make Peter jealous.

"Well gentleman it was a pleasure to meet you but I must be going" Peter said and strode away towards the castle. I smiled to myself because it had worked, Peter was full of anger. "Of course I will be at the ball, and it would be my pleasure my queen" Grennig hadn't even paid attention to what Peter had said; he grabbed my hand and kissed it as I turned and made my way towards the castle.

I strode inside the castle and up the stairway towards my bed chamber. I was smiling to myself and giddy.

"Maybe I should have told him that we were separated, is that what you want?" Peter was waiting in the hall outside my bed chamber.

"Of course it isn't Peter, but you can't honestly say you kissed me because you wanted to, you kiss me because of Grennig" I started making my way closer to my door, but Peter stopped me.

"So now you've changed your mind? You'd rather be with Grennig?" Peter gave the cruelest look.

"Peter, why would you even think that? We have been together for 15 years. Since I have been back I have been telling you how much I love you, you're the one pushing me away" I stared at him with so much hate. How doesn't he see how much it hurts when he says the things he does.

"And your not pushing me away? You were just flirting with another man in front of me, and I saw you with another man back in our world Kaity. Do you not see how much that hurts me? You think that after 15 years that I would stop loving you? That my feelings would all just disappear? No, it is you who has pushed me away made me despise you. When we left Narnia the first time you were still my wife, but apparently I wasn't your husband anymore was I" Peter began to form tears in his eyes as he said this. He dropped his head and strode off to his room.

I put my ear to his door and just listened. During the golden ages I would lie my head on his bare chest and just listen to him breathe, listen to his heart beat. I am listening at his door like I did his but I can't hear anything. No heartbeat, no breathing, no sobs.

Why am I so stupid? If I loved Peter and truly wanted him back I would have left it alone. I would have let him kiss me whether it was real or not. Flirting with Grennig was a terrible idea. I know Peter can be jealous and I knew it would set him off. He had seen me with Foxley, which was why he was so hostile when I first came back. I thought I would never see Peter again, and I didn't want to kiss Foxley, it was forced. If only I could tell Peter that, maybe he would understand. But now I've gone and made things worse, and I'm sure I wouldn't ever get the chance to talk to Peter again.

I had cried so much in the past few days I have been back that I think I have run out of tears. I just lay in my bed thinking. I think about Susan and Caspian their feelings for each other; I think about my best friend Edmund whom I haven't really had the chance to talk to since I have been back, and Lucy how sweet and innocent Lucy is and how I hope she stays that way for awhile. I come across the things the other Telmarines said to Caspian, 'they may try to overthrow you my liege' sticks in my head. It repeats over and over in my head until I think what if they are trying to distract Caspian, make him look more closely at us while they take the thrown from him.

I couldn't keep it inside any longer I left my room and headed for Edmunds. I crept along the hallway as night had fallen and everyone in the castle was asleep. I knocked on Edmunds door and no one had answered. So I knocked again but this time a bit louder for him to hear. Edmund was always a heavy sleeper.

"What is it?" he opened the door and just blinked at me. "What is it what is wrong?" he questioned.

"Ed, I need to talk to you about something" I pushed my way past him and sat on his bed.

"And you couldn't have waited until morning. It's the middle of the night" Ed was rather snarky, he clearly wanted to sleep and I was disrupting that.

"Ed what if the Telmarine that are visiting aren't happy with Caspian, what if they are planning to take the thrown from him?" Ed laughed as I said this.

"The Telmarine that are visiting are friends of Caspian Kaity. They won't be overthrowing us anytime soon" Ed rubbed his eyes.

"But Ed I heard them….." Ed cut me off before I could finish.

"I need to get some sleep Kaity. I love you but I have a busy day tomorrow with Caspian and our guests" Ed rushed me out of his room and closed the door behind me.

Ed had never pushed me out of his room like that before. He was always the one to stay up and talk about whatever nonsense I needed to talk about. I walked back to my room and sat on my bed for a few hours. It only got darker outside and the moon brighter. I finally decided that I couldn't sleep so I got dressed and made my way outside the castle and towards the stables.