Chapter 2:

When I wake up the first thing that registers in my brain is the smell of bacon. Who would be in my apartment cooking…? Then it dawns on me when I try to move and feel soreness all over that I am still at Calliope's apartment. I am usually a light sleeper so I am surprised I didn't hear her leave the bed. I think back to the many, many rounds of sex we had last night and it brings a goofy smile to my face. Last night was amazing; Callie was so kind and on top of that she is unbelievably hot. I don't think I have ever seen a woman more beautiful than her. Suddenly I think maybe this was only a one-night thing, I sure hope not because I think I could really like Callie. The last person I had this magnetic of an attraction to was Kate. Uh. I shiver at the thought of her name. I decide that it might be time for me to leave so I get up and find my clothes, only then do I realize its only 7:15, why on earth is she already awake?

I walk into the main room and start to look for my jacket and I'm taken from my search by Callie's voice.

"Hey, Good morning. I made breakfast, if you'd uh like to stay?"

I smile at her offer

"I'd love to"

When she turns to walk towards the table I can't help but stare at her, looking her up and down. She looks like she must have just come back from a run and wow she looks gorgeous even in her workout clothes. She turns to look why I haven't followed and I am caught staring. She smiles and raises an eyebrow

"Like what you see?"

I turn bright red immediately

"Uh..I.. um.. wasn't—Yes"

"It's okay Arizona, I am just teasing" She winks

I feel like I am melting under her gaze, god what is this woman doing to me?

"How long have you been up? And did you just come in from a run?"

"Only six thirty, and yes I run almost every morning. Then I thought I'd make us something to eat. I worked up quite an appetite after last night." She says with a grin

I blush again

"I would say we definitely did, and wow that is commitment I wish I'd go every morning but I'm lucky if I can get in one a week"

"It's just great isn't it"

"Yes that was the most fun I have had in a long time.." my eyes go wide because I think she might have meant running. Shit, I just can't stop embarrassing myself in front of her.

She laughs though and her smile eases me.

"I will agree with you on that, because last night was exactly that, but I was actually talking about running"

"Oh, uh yes I love to run but the only time it ever seems to work in my schedule is during the summer."

"That is why I get up so early so there is always time, you should try it sometime I think running just as the sun is coming up is so refreshing."

I let out a small laugh

"I would but me and mornings do not mix at all."

"So you're not a morning person? You seem pretty pleasant right now."

"Well I am in such good company how could I not be."

I give her a flirtatious smile. Good work Robbins.

We finish up eating and Callie takes our plates to the sink. I grab my shoes and jacket

"Well, I should probably get going. Thanks so much for breakfast!"

"Oh okay, let me walk you to the door"

I reach for the door handle and she pushes her hand against the door to keep it closed.

"I had a really good time last night Arizona, and I would really like see you again."

"I'd like that too, last night was.. amazing"

Callie is staring at me with a look of I couldn't exactly make out. She takes a step closer to me and we are now so close that there is barely enough room for our breath to mingle between our mouths.

"Calliope"

That was all the confirmation Callie needed before her lips were on mine. With a new wave of passion she pushes me up against the wall hard.

Ompf. We are locked in this intense dueling of tongues until oxygen is needed. I release her lips and lower to suck on her pulse point, and with this a small moan escapes her full lips. I lick a path all the way up to her ear and suck it in my mouth. I release it with a pop and in voice that I could never decipher as my own with its low octave I say,

"You're so hot Callie"

"Mmmm, you are too"

"I want you"

That seems to snap something in her, she grabs the hem of my shirt and rips it off, which if my ears were correct I think actually just ripped my shirt but I couldn't care less because her being in control is such a turn on. She reaches around my back and unclasps my bra throwing it on the floor by my shirt. I groan loudly when she grabs on to both of my breasts and toys with my nipples that harden at her touch. My chest is already rising and falling fast from her actions. I grab her by the ass and grind her body against mine. We both moan at the contact. She quickly slips her thigh between my legs and presses it to my center.

"Yessss"

Feeling that Callie needed to lose some clothes too I took some charge and removed her shirt. I move to unclasp her bra and it is stuck. Great I just can't be smooth around this girl can I? She realizes my trouble and starts to laugh. We disconnect for a second and she turns it around to get it undone and then flings it away. Looking up at me she licks her lips and pulls me by the back of my neck in for a kiss. I deepen it right away and pull her waist so that we come flush together. We both moan at this sensation. She flips me and shoves me towards the table where she lifts me to sit. Callie has skills that are out of this world. My body feels like it is on actual fire at her touch and all I know is I need more.

"Callie.. please"

She happily complies by curling her fingers around the hem of my jeans and pulls them and my panties down in one movement. She immediately drags her hand down to my center. She moves in tight circles on my engorged clit and I'm writhing at her actions.

"Oh god.. you…you're so good at tthat"

"Oh, you like that huh?

"Yess yes so good"

Then for some reason my eyes come in contact with the clock.

"OH MY GOD. SHIT"

"What?! Did I do something wrong?"

"No no, I just ugh! I have a meeting to get to really soon but this is just so. God so good."

I ignore my time constraint and pull her back in for another passionate kiss.

"Mmmm, don't worry Arizona, I'll be quick."

She then enters me with two fingers and starts to thrust in and out at a fair pace.

"You feel so good Arizona"

"Fuck.. Calllliee"

Callie quickens her thrusts and I can start to feel my walls clenching around her fingers. She brings her thumb up to flick at a hardened bundle of nerves and that does the trick.

"Oh SHIT.. YES. CALLIOPEEE"

I am riding out yet another life shattering orgasm Callie is giving me and it is short but oh so powerful. I lift my head from Callie's shoulder where it had fallen during my blissful high and when I see her face she is trying to hold back a laugh. I look at her confused at what she could possibly be laughing about.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry.. It's just I wouldn't be surprised if the whole apartment complex heard you."

I cover my face with my hands. I am SO embarrassed.

"Hey" She removes my hands from my face.

"Don't be embarrassed, it was hot. Major turn on"

"Really?"

"Hell yeah"

I grab her hips and pull her into me, I know I need to leave but I want to stay so badly. She looks at me and can see my internal battle.

"Go, it's okay. As long as you promise I'll see you again."

"I promise"

I jump off the table and hand her my phone to put in her number while I throw my clothes on. I grab all of my stuff and hand Callie her shirt.

"I'm sorry I have to leave like this"

"It's okay Arizona, don't worry about it"

"Okay, thanks"

I lean in and give her a chaste kiss and my best smile

"See you around Calliope"

"Goodbye Arizona"

And as soon as I hear her shut her door, I run hoping I can make it on time.

I get home and jump right in the shower. Of course the shower being the place where most of my major thinking is done, my mind automatically drifts back to last night and how complete I felt. That is really what being with a woman was like and it has exceeded everything I could have ever imagined about it. Not to mention the fact that I shared it with Calliope who was so caring and kind to the fact that she was basically my first woman. I mean of course when I struggled with the fact that I am a lesbian the past five years I had sex with a man, which was awful and gross, because I thought my feelings were excusable and that it was just that one time I felt that way with Kate. I pushed everything so far back and tried to ignore it for as long as I could. Then there was just a long spread of time where I was coming to terms with my sexuality but was way to nervous to actually go out and try to be with anyone. No one in my family knows because I just don't know how they would react to something like this. I like to think that it wouldn't really phase them and I would still be seen as the same before and after this news but I just can't bring myself to say anything just yet. I think my Mom would handle it best, but my Dad has always made remarks about gay people he sees on TV. I know he loves me so much but I don't know if that would change with his new view of me. My friends are the only ones that know I am a lesbian because we are a pretty close group and I have always known how accepting they are so I wasn't as scared to tell them. I laugh at the thought of their reactions..

It was the beginning of our first year at John Hopkins Medical School and I asked my four roommates to come sit on the couch. I was shaking with nerves and wasn't sure I would have the nerve to actually utter the words I so badly needed to get out. Once Teddy, Sarah, Libby, and Amy were all sitting in front of me I took some deep breaths while they are all just staring at me. I decide the best way for me to do this is just come out and say it, there is no other way around it so I might as well not dance around it and make things awkward. Okay you can do this, you can do this..

"Okay so I just wanted to have you all here at the same time to tell you this.. and don't get me wrong this did not come to me lightly, I have been thinking about this for like ever, And I don't want you guys getting all weird and whatever."

Shit this come on Robbins you're just confusing them just spit it out already.

"I'm gay"

They are all just staring at me with blank faces.. Damn they are pissed I shouldn't have even told them. What was I thinking..

But then they all smile and look at each other. They looked as though they were trying to choose their words carefully. Teddy was the first to speak

"Ahh..We kind of knew"

"WHAT? How could you know?!"

"Well we were just waiting for you to tell us, but it's hard to miss Arizona. You never even look at guys and you won't give them the time of day when they hit on you. You have been that way since high school." Amy adds with a smile

The tension I am feeling eases as I can feel their acceptance

"Wow, I thought I hid it pretty well to be honest. I guess not.. Do you guys have any questions or anything I know you guys might think this is weird or something but I just don't want anything between any of us to change. I am not going to go all weird and try and hit on you guys or anything."

"Don't worry Arizona none of us think that way. We all love you and this changes absolutely nothing, you are the exact same person." Sarah chimes in

"Thanks, I love you guys too"

Then I start to laugh uncontrollably. They all look at me obviously confused.

"Was I really that obvious?" I manage to get out

They all follow suit and start laughing back..

But now I am in a new city at a new school, which starts tomorrow. I really miss my friends at Hopkins but the upside is my cousin is going to Harvard Law and she has been my best friend through my whole entire life and she is the only member in my family that knows my secret. So I am beyond happy she is here with me. The one person who I am nervous about seeing so much and who I am running so late to meet is my Mother. Dr. Elizabeth Cooper, of course she kept her maiden name because her plan has always been that my brother and I will grow up and be doctors just like she is and she didn't want our name to give us any advantages. She is quite the woman. She is heavily rooted into her research and also teaches here at Harvard Med. I am glad that I do not have to take the class she teaches because I already aced it at Hopkins, however she wants me to TA the class, which I am not looking forward to. Working under my mother will only serve to stress both of us out more than necessary, I mean I can definitely handle the work it is just the constant nagging and watch that I will be under will most likely drive me to wits end.

Oh fuck… realizing how long I have been in the shower now I quickly turn off the water. I grab a towel and walk towards my closet. I throw on a pair of black dress pants and a nice white silk tank top because it is still hot as ever here. I run to the bathroom again and put a little mascara on and throw my hair up in a bun and run out the door towards the closet coffee shop.

I am frantically walking into the building that I think is the correct one. After picking up coffee for my Mother and me, I headed for her office but got lost and went into the completely wrong building. Now I just hope that I am in the right place and that she will not kill me for being over an hour late. Walking down the corridor and up three flights of stairs I come to what I believe is the hallway her room is located. I see the door numbers and come across 3056 and her name. Thank god I am in the right place. My phone beeps telling me I have a message so I get it out to see who it is and open the door at the same time.

"Mom, I am so sorry I am late. I seriously just lost track of time and I brought your favorite mocha latte."

"Mom?" At the distinctly familiar voice I whip my head up.

"Calliope? What are you doing here?"