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(at home)

Dean was pacing around while Sam was trying to contact Rachael if she has found Jayden but there was no answer.

"anything?" Dean asked anxiously

"no" Sam said while glaring at Dean

"okay, I know Sam, I skrewed up! I'm sorry!"

"I'm not the one you should be apologizing to" after that statement, Sam stormed off to the guest room where his dad has been staying

"I know" he said under his breath.

Dean sat in the living room alone staring at the telephone in hopes that Jayden or Rachael would call. It has been an hour and still no call, Dean was now sitting on the couch leaning his head back. He closed his eyes and all he could see were Jayden's tearful face. 'you're an asshole Dean, she loves you! And this is what you do to her?' he thought to himself. Just then the phone rang. He ran for the phone lying on the dinner table and answered it.

"Jayden?"

"uh, no Dean, this is Jason is something wrong"

'Crap' he thought "oh no not at all, Jayden just needed to cool off"

"oh, I get it, she'll be back, don't worry"

'I hope so' his mind was having its own say on the situation "so where are you?" trying to change the subject

"unfortunately, Darleen has the stomach flu so we're staying in the hospital for a couple of days"

"I'm sorry to hear that. Do you need anything brought up?"

"no, Jayden packed our stuff and loaded it in the car already"

'Jayden' "oh, okay"

"keep an eye on the place for me?"

"sure no problem"

"okay, bye"

"bye"

He laid on the couch with the phone on the coffee table and soon he drifted to sleep with a pain that bothered him ever since Jayden left.

Jayden was awake at 5 o'clock already, she was having a hard time sleeping. Rachael was still sound asleep. She wanted to call home to check up on things but she feared that Dean might answer the phone. An hour later, she found the guts to pick up the phone and call. She went to the bathroom for privacy. She dialed nervously praying that Sam would pick it up. Well, her prayers were answered…

"hello" Sam said groggily

"Sam, its me"

"oh my god Jayden!" he screamed

"sssssssshhhhhhhh!!!! Don't wake Dean, I don't want him to know" she said quickly

"oh, sorry" he said in a whisper

"its okay, so how are things?"

"going fine, Darleens in the hospital with the stomach flu"

"that kid needs to back off the sugars or something" she laughed

"I guess" it was nice to hear her laugh "he's worried about you"

"I thought dad would understand" she was worried

"not you're dad" he was hesitant a bit "Dean"

"Sam, can you really blame me?" 'Dean' tears started to flow but she brushed them away

"sorry, its just that"

"no Sam, its not your fault" she sighed "I'm the one that's suppose to apologize to you for ruining your night"

"huh?" then it dawned on him "wait, is Rachael with you?"

"umm, yeah, again, I am sooo sorry"

"its okay, I was just worried sick about her well, and you"

"she's fine right here, dozing off, don't worry Sammy"

"good, Jayden…"

"yeah?"

"when are you coming back?" he was worried

"I'm not sure Sam, I mean I just can't face him, not yet"

"hope you come back soon" he heard footsteps "he's here I gotta go"

"okay, bye!"

"take care….both of you"

"same goes for both of you"

Dean heard Sam talking to someone on the phone and got curious, he thought it could be Jayden, maybe he could apologize and hope that she'll come back….to him. He questioned Sam on who the caller was. Sam was hesitant in the begging but he was still mad at Dean. He wanted to make him feel guilty.

"oh, that was Jayden" he said while making coffee

"what?!?! And you didn't tell me?" he raised his voice

"no Dean, cause she really can't handle your shit right now" he said calmly as if Dean's anger was nothing

"Sam, she could be hurt for all we know!"

"oh, now you care for her?!?! Where was that yesterday when Jayden came home and saw that slut was all over you?" he had a venomous tone

Dean didn't answer so Sam decided to continue.

"she's fine, with Rachael" his voice was normal again, he turned to face his brother. Dean was sitting on the kitchen table with his head down "you know Dean, you keep telling me that you love her but what you did yesterday man, it just seems that all you said about her was just bullshit"

Dean raised his head to face Sam. Sam was shocked to see his brother in tears. He had never seen his brother cry over a girl. It made him realize that his brother was guilty and he felt bad about pushing it.

"I'm sorry" Sam whispered. Dean wiped his tears away.

"you're right, how could I have done that to her" he showed Jayden's note to Sam and he red it. "she did love me after all. I was trying to get away from her, look for someone else, I thought she just wanted to be friends with me" he brushed away another tear from his cheek. Then he remembered their time in the park, they were watching the sun set.

"look, Jayden…I like you"
"I like you too Dean"
"no, not that way, I mean…I…I...I have feelings for you"
she was quiet, he was hurt
"I'm sorry, just forget about this, it never happened"
"no, Dean, as hard as it is for me to admit, I have feelings for you too,"
"but, I think it's too soon, loosing Kevin and all the events that just happened I'm not ready yet but maybe in the future we'll have something"
"I understand, we'll just be friends……..for now"

"but all along," he continued "she did love me"

Sam felt bad for his brother. It has been awhile since his brother actually fell in love with someone since Cassie. He knew it didn't end well. He handed Dean his coffee as they had their breakfast in silence.

Jayden was shaking Rachael awake, it was 9. They needed a head start for their plans this evening.